To be fair, I had been ignoring his calls all through the week but it wasn’t because I was upset with him but because I couldn’t help but feel guilty . I felt guilty because I knew I liked him and was head over heels for him but was not allowed to have him. “What a world �!” I muttered under my breath I couldn’t give him the love he so desperately craved for. I thought I was going to be successful at zoning him out of my mind and never in a gazillion years expected to see him at least not until some few weeks time.

Who was i kidding ?.I barely listened in class, even during the training session i attended throughout the week.All I could think about was what occurred between us the last time we saw . I had been trying to block the thought of him from my mind for days now and I had failed woefully . He nudged closer to me and as soon as he did i could perceive his cologne and I felt a rush of excitement .

He had the most perfect set of dentition and his breath smelled like a fresh minty lemony paste (i began to ponder as to what brand he used lol.) . What could this be ? Is my heart trying to tell me something? Could this be lust? why am i having this intense urge to be held by him , to collapse in his hands with passion or is this a mere avenue for my heart to get some form of excitement which it so desperately craved for? . He moved closer and held me by the waist....

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