Good evening love nairalander. I am not a good writer so please read my jargons. I think i may be falling into depression. I dont know what depression feels like but i think i may be depressed. I am sorry my phone cant type long so there will be abbriviations . MY STORY. I finished secondary school 2016,i was 16 then. Young wild and free and also brilliant too. I wrote jamb immediately which i passed with a score of 270 i got admitted into FUTA same year not knowing my worst dream will come true. My dad lost his job,my mum died the same year. Since then my life went down the drain. Since that year my family has not regained it stance. At 17 i turned the breadwinner of a family of four. Didnt get to write jamb again or think of education again. It has been all sort of job to job to another job,so me and my siblings can eat. I did not have time to think of my life again. NOW TO THE REASONS I MADE THIS POST

But your link says earn 5h na

I am depressed. I rarely eat. I dont talk,tho i am not an introvert. I am mad at life,my mates are graduates but look at my life. Tho i work and earn money,yet i cant buy things i like,clothes a good android phone because if i do my siblhngs wont eat. I have tried suicide twice but i cant because of my siblhngs. Nairalanders i may die soon. My life aint worth livin. I dont know. I need help. Help me

Brainiac12:
But your link says earn 5h na

it does sir. But all the money i earn there is for family,i dont spend a dime from it

Did i mention i didnt get the chance to go to FUTA again.

Trying to handle your struggles all by yourself would only drain you. You need help. Take your struggles to the feet of Jesus. Pour out your heart to Him. Only then can you get the peace you desire. From experience, depression is a silent killer.

colintin:
Trying to handle your struggles all by yourself would only drain you. You need help. Take your struggles to the feet of Jesus. Pour out your heart to Him. Only then can you get the peace you desire. From experience, depression is a silent killer.

thank you so much,i have no friends that why i do come here to pour out my heart

GODSENT253:
thank you so much,i have no friends that why i do come here to pour out my heart

it's not easy bro, i can relate to your story. Moving on, what do you intend to do? Suicide will only bring pain to your family.

Oboy you just dey carry load wey pass your power.


try drop the load and focus on yourself if you die now nobody go follow you go your grave


YOLO

sageb:
it's not easy bro, i can relate to your story. Moving on, what do you intend to do? Suicide will only bring pain to your family.

what to do next? I dont know. I really dont.

XXXXTENTACION:
Oboy you just dey carry load wey pass your power.


try drop the load and focus on yourself if you die now nobody go follow you go your grave


YOLO

how do i drop load sir?

GODSENT253:
how do i drop load sir?

wait answer these questions first are you the first born

secondly don't you have relatives like uncle, aunties, cousins and all that

XXXXTENTACION:
wait answer these questions first are you the first born

secondly don't you have relatives like uncle, aunties, cousins and all that

yes. Relatives? Thats another story

GODSENT253:
yes. Relatives? Thats another story

by the way you did'nt tell me if you were the first born and from your response it seems you have relatives but they seems to be no bond right

XXXXTENTACION:
by the way you did'nt tell me if you were the first born and from your response it seems you have relatives but they seems to be no bond right

i am the first born sir. I rather leave relatives out of this

GODSENT253:
i am the first born sir. I rather leave relatives out of this

Hmn being the first born puts alot of burden on you and at such a young age i don't think you will be able to bear it alone. You will need alot of help from close pals and family to be able to pull through just take easy never give up.

I don't know if u are lying or not

GODSENT253:
I am depressed. I rarely eat. I dont talk,tho i am not an introvert. I am mad at life,my mates are graduates but look at my life. Tho i work and earn money,yet i cant buy things i like,clothes a good android phone because if i do my siblhngs wont eat. I have tried suicide twice but i cant because of my siblhngs. Nairalanders i may die soon. My life aint worth livin. I dont know. I need help. Help me

your mates are not yet graduates. i also got admission immediately after sec school in 2016


nairalanders be careful with this guy

Millennialaku:


your mates are not yet graduates. i also got admission immediately after sec school in 2016


nairalanders be careful with this guy

ma,i dont know which school you are or went to. But i have mates who are graduates

GODSENT253:
Good evening love nairalander. I am not a good writer so please read my jargons. I think i may be falling into depression. I dont know what depression feels like but i think i may be depressed. I am sorry my phone cant type long so there will be abbriviations . MY STORY. I finished secondary school 2016,i was 16 then. Young wild and free and also brilliant too. I wrote jamb immediately which i passed with a score of 270 i got admitted into FUTA same year not knowing my worst dream will come true. My dad lost his job,my mum died the same year. Since then my life went down the drain. Since that year my family has not regained it stance. At 17 i turned the breadwinner of a family of four. Didnt get to write jamb again or think of education again. It has been all sort of job to job to another job,so me and my siblings can eat. I did not have time to think of my life again. NOW TO THE REASONS I MADE THIS POST

How old are your siblings.

Vyzz:
I don't know if u are lying or not

he is obviously lying

I once had suicide thought,home was going through alot and i couldnt do anytin abt it,so i wanted to kill myself tinking am useless eventhough am 21 i wanted to help out.but i told myself if i die would the problems go away?No it will add more,mum might go crazy loosing her eldest son,dad would blame himself all his life,tears upon tears.so i snap out those thought and decide to work on myself more and i dont want to die a virgin self na time e go take but everywhere go good,i trust in GOD and myself everytin go dey alright by his grace

GODSENT253:
ma,i dont know which school you are or went to. But i have mates who are graduates

guy except d person entered poly ,if u entered 2016 u are graduating this year .. Simple as dat, for a 4 years course though..

Go nd start trading FOREX

Nobodycan:
guy except d person entered poly ,if u entered 2016 u are graduating this year .. Simple as dat, for a 4 years course though..

that guy is a bloody lair

GODSENT253:
ma,i dont know which school you are or went to. But i have mates who are graduates

your mates that was admitted in 2016 cannot graduate in 2020 even if he/she is studying a 4year course. Tell us the institution, he/she went to.

Nobodycan:
guy except d person entered poly ,if u entered 2016 u are graduating this year .. Simple as dat, for a 4 years course though..

even poly do send students on 1yr IT so their 4yrs course will be completed in 5years

I'm depressed too. No be only you. If I talk my story you go close this thread. But we dey look up to God. Las Las everywhere go good.

Everybody they depress

GODSENT253:
ma,i dont know which school you are or went to. But i have mates who are graduates

Scammer !!!

STENON:
Scammer !!!

Huh,why are you guys so quick to tag someone a scammer. And ma,do you think if i have money and living comfortably i will be droping my account number on nairaland begging for 500 naira? No ma. But its well.

Vyzz:
I don't know if u are lying or not

sir,have you find time to check the site at all. Have you not heard of affilate program where the promise to pay if we bring people to their site. Thats my own way of making people register through my own link. My prayer is they pay as they promised