pls forgive my typos

it all started when I lost my dad. he's this type of over protective father, he doesn't allow me do stuffs that will stress the hell out me.

fast forward after his death, he left few properties for us(the kids) that is were d problem started, my step siblings doesn't even want us to have anything to do with us, but they are after the property, hence after my life. late last year, I had a partial stroke, note am 25 years old, but now fully recovered.

I hardly relate with people due to the way I was brought up. I have no job, I even tried to get menial jobs so that at least I can always feed myself and assist my mom, but none is coming my way. I feel so suicidal right now that I have written a suicide note already, but the only thing stopping me is the thought of how my mom will feel about my death. note that I met a former classmate who is now living fine as a scammer(yahoo) and told me to join him, but I have always said I would rather be dead than scam someone of his hard earned money, so I had to turn him down.
but things are not going my way at all. I really need help, sometimes I hardly sleep because I can't feed myself, my heart is really heavy. last time I checked my bp, it was 180/100, the doctor advised I should stop thinking so that the stroke shouldn't come back again. but why won't I?

I really need ur helps and not money, if only anyone can take me in and mentor me, train me and feed me as am also ready to serve. please I beg as I don't know what else to do again. though I learnt a skill last year, that is:
Bleach
Medicated and non medicated soap
Body toning cream and soap
Petroleum jelly
Liquid toilet wash
House paints
Customized candle
Yoghurt drink
Custard
Perfumes
Skin treatments formula
Pink lips balm
Organic and non organic soaps
Air freshener
Liquid washing soap.
Germicide
Toothpaste formula
Izal
Balm
Condensed milk
Scouring powder
body cream with Shea butter
Production on toilet wash
juice formula(Chapman)
production laundry bar soap and lots more. but I don't have the financial capability to start producing and selling any of them. please anyone who's willing to take me in or assist in whatever way, I would be grateful for life.

even if I should work as a house help or gateman I would gladly take it as am ready to serve whoever feeds and clothe me.. pls save my life before I do d unthinkable plssss

someone should pls talk to me, give me hope.
any menial job, pls offer me, am ready to do. I haven't eaten any thing pepperish today except from d semovita that I drank this afternoon

Hold on. Don't kill yourself, help will definitely come your way.

DaniDani:
Hold on. Don't kill yourself, help will definitely come your way.

I really hope so... am so down right now. swears I can't think straight.
all I need is a means of livelihood.

Where is your location?

Bodydiialect57:
Where is your location?

surulere Lagos sir, meanwhile am willing to go to any state, so far I can get a job that will provide for my needs

if anyone can help me from this hell that am living, I need a life, a job, a real family.. pls help me

Bodydiialect57:
Where is your location?

anything u can offer me, am ready to serve and work, I don't know where else to run to.. pls talk to me sir

I know someone here can help me, don't give me fish, but teach me how to catch one, my life is about to scatter

You’re probably a scammer, but let me waste my time typing this.
I wonder why you people ask for help and put suicide somewhere in there as if you’re threatening your readers.

Do you really think the people you’re trying to get an emotional reaction from will know or care too much if you indeed take your life? Life will go on. Stop being a lil bitch about your situation and enter market to carry load or help people get customers for fee. Those are ideas to raise feeding capital.

If you are really willing to be houseboy those kind of petty jobs shouldn’t be beneath you. Or you can beg your yahoo friend for small loan to start your business, or sell one of your father’s property to raise capital.

CanadianNaija:
You’re probably a scammer, but let me waste my time typing this.
I wonder why you people ask for help and put suicide somewhere in there as if you’re threatening your readers.

Do you really think the people you’re trying to get an emotional reaction from will know or care too much if you indeed take your life? Life will go on. Stop being a lil bitch about your situation and enter market to carry load or help people get customers for fee. Those are ideas to raise feeding capital.

If you are really willing to be houseboy those kind of petty jobs shouldn’t be beneath you. Or you can beg your yahoo friend for small loan to start your business, or sell one of your father’s property to raise capital.

firstly, am not a scammer. talking about taking is because that's d way I feel presently because of my condition. bro its when u see me u will know am going through a lot.
about my yahoo friend that u mentioned, u should know I would have asked him for such, but he's not ready to help except if am interested in yahoo. even he stopped picking my calls since I disturb him a lot only for help.

again, them no born me well to sell my father property without my step siblings knowledge, they will kill either me and jnr bro, or my mom. those people are diabolical. I want to go far away from them as soon as possible.

and lastly, about getting menial jobs, those that I get once in a while, are the ones I use in feeding my self but its not everyday I get it(inconsistent). that's why I sought for any type here on nairaland.

please big bro, I understand everything u are pointing at and I have also worked towards them, but am not a scammer like u called me, I only want a means to live. pls if there's any job or idea that u can offer to @least bring food to me, I will appreciate.

thanks

Pls help me, haven't heard from anyone yet