Iamdbull: I decided to open a new account to post this, as I am posting this am holding tears back because am inside a bus from Lagos back to my base in Ogun state.
The last thing I want in my life is to be a public figure because am a strong introvert and I hardly go out, I just want to be left alone.
Now during this festive period I travelled to my home state and on getting home, everyone was just talking about my old song and they were disturbing me to freestyle for them.
Deep down this started making me feel like am not following my purpose in life, I started having this feeling that on my dying bed I will live to regret that I didnt following my music career and thinking about the number of people my music could have put smile on their faces. I will never forgive myself, because what is life when you cant use your talent to be of service to humanity.
When I see younger artiste like Omah lay, Bella schmurda, etc I start feeling jealous and envious and the last thing I want is to be envious of another man's success.
Now even though everywhere was a lively mood and everywhere bubbling in the studio. On going home I started becoming depressed looking at the amount of money I spent on recording ( I really wanted the best so I decided to work with an expensive professional sound engineer that worked on Wizkid made in lagos album.
I can't tell anybody about what I did because I will be mocked at home for spending such an amount on my useless music career(as they will say at home). Tears is beginning to roll down my eyes as I write this but fortunately everywhere is dark.
I am panicking and feeling the song will be wack when it comes out and am a good for nothing person. I can't hold back tears in the bus.
Below is a picture of when I was invited by glo to come and perform but I bleeped it up because I was too shy to perform well in front of the crowd, Tuface, D'banj, don jazzy, Wizkid were all present
The reason why am writing this here is because nairaland is my only home. it's my only family. I love you all
Guy., I was like you or even worse but truth is you're the best version of yourself and been an introvert isn't and excuse to be the best you can be. You're specially and wonderfully created for a bigger purpose; live it to the fullest. Do your thing. That money isn't ever a waste no matter the outcome. I love you bro... Even without knowing you.
geunik: You are an introvert. Fine most superstars are. They only show the world another part of them which is not really. Now you don't go to stage for the first time with your eyes naked before the crowd. You need shade. I mean dark eyeglasses. Even tuface and the likes use it in most cases. But the amount you said you spend does not matter. What j am interested is in i hope you no borrow
You have experience sir. God bless you. How do you go on a stage with those superstars and keep your eyes bare like that?
Everyone has fears and insecurities. But some people manage to mask their own very well.
southniyikaye: Your head is actually not correct!! Where u not the one that posted this same nonsense and I adviced? So I actually wasted my time and effort on you!!!
sory for dat,u hve to try ur best,leave d rest nd be d best and b urself,do wat u feel make u happy them u move to 2d bright side of life.tins re gonna b fyn
sory for dat,u hve to try ur best,leave d rest nd be d best and b urself,do wat u feel make u happy them u move to 2d bright side of life.tins re gonna b fyn.See it,den b it-it ur time
Iamdbull: I decided to open a new account to post this, as I am posting this am holding tears back because am inside a bus from Lagos back to my base in Ogun state.
The last thing I want in my life is to be a public figure because am a strong introvert and I hardly go out, I just want to be left alone.
Now during this festive period I travelled to my home state and on getting home, everyone was just talking about my old song and they were disturbing me to freestyle for them.
Deep down this started making me feel like am not following my purpose in life, I started having this feeling that on my dying bed I will live to regret that I didnt following my music career and thinking about the number of people my music could have put smile on their faces. I will never forgive myself, because what is life when you cant use your talent to be of service to humanity.
When I see younger artiste like Omah lay, Bella schmurda, etc I start feeling jealous and envious and the last thing I want is to be envious of another man's success.
Now even though everywhere was a lively mood and everywhere bubbling in the studio. On going home I started becoming depressed looking at the amount of money I spent on recording ( I really wanted the best so I decided to work with an expensive professional sound engineer that worked on Wizkid made in lagos album.
I can't tell anybody about what I did because I will be mocked at home for spending such an amount on my useless music career(as they will say at home). Tears is beginning to roll down my eyes as I write this but fortunately everywhere is dark.
I am panicking and feeling the song will be wack when it comes out and am a good for nothing person. I can't hold back tears in the bus.
Below is a picture of when I was invited by glo to come and perform but I bleeped it up because I was too shy to perform well in front of the crowd, Tuface, D'banj, don jazzy, Wizkid were all present
The reason why am writing this here is because nairaland is my only home. it's my only family. I love you all
Stay strong bro, going through the same shit and I hate myself so much.
southniyikaye: Your head is actually not correct!! Where u not the one that posted this same nonsense and I adviced? So I actually wasted my time and effort on you!!!
Iamdbull: I decided to open a new account to post this, as I am posting this am holding tears back because am inside a bus from Lagos back to my base in Ogun state.
The last thing I want in my life is to be a public figure because am a strong introvert and I hardly go out, I just want to be left alone.
Now during this festive period I travelled to my home state and on getting home, everyone was just talking about my old song and they were disturbing me to freestyle for them.
Deep down this started making me feel like am not following my purpose in life, I started having this feeling that on my dying bed I will live to regret that I didnt following my music career and thinking about the number of people my music could have put smile on their faces. I will never forgive myself, because what is life when you cant use your talent to be of service to humanity.
When I see younger artiste like Omah lay, Bella schmurda, etc I start feeling jealous and envious and the last thing I want is to be envious of another man's success.
Now even though everywhere was a lively mood and everywhere bubbling in the studio. On going home I started becoming depressed looking at the amount of money I spent on recording ( I really wanted the best so I decided to work with an expensive professional sound engineer that worked on Wizkid made in lagos album.
I can't tell anybody about what I did because I will be mocked at home for spending such an amount on my useless music career(as they will say at home). Tears is beginning to roll down my eyes as I write this but fortunately everywhere is dark.
I am panicking and feeling the song will be wack when it comes out and am a good for nothing person. I can't hold back tears in the bus.
Below is a picture of when I was invited by glo to come and perform but I bleeped it up because I was too shy to perform well in front of the crowd, Tuface, D'banj, don jazzy, Wizkid were all present
The reason why am writing this here is because nairaland is my only home. it's my only family. I love you all
Next big thing. No dull am.. These are your humble beginnings. It's mostly bumby. Cheer up mahn!
Iamdbull: I decided to open a new account to post this, as I am posting this am holding tears back because am inside a bus from Lagos back to my base in Ogun state.
The last thing I want in my life is to be a public figure because am a strong introvert and I hardly go out, I just want to be left alone.
Now during this festive period I travelled to my home state and on getting home, everyone was just talking about my old song and they were disturbing me to freestyle for them.
Deep down this started making me feel like am not following my purpose in life, I started having this feeling that on my dying bed I will live to regret that I didnt following my music career and thinking about the number of people my music could have put smile on their faces. I will never forgive myself, because what is life when you cant use your talent to be of service to humanity.
When I see younger artiste like Omah lay, Bella schmurda, etc I start feeling jealous and envious and the last thing I want is to be envious of another man's success.
Now even though everywhere was a lively mood and everywhere bubbling in the studio. On going home I started becoming depressed looking at the amount of money I spent on recording ( I really wanted the best so I decided to work with an expensive professional sound engineer that worked on Wizkid made in lagos album.
I can't tell anybody about what I did because I will be mocked at home for spending such an amount on my useless music career(as they will say at home). Tears is beginning to roll down my eyes as I write this but fortunately everywhere is dark.
I am panicking and feeling the song will be wack when it comes out and am a good for nothing person. I can't hold back tears in the bus.
Below is a picture of when I was invited by glo to come and perform but I bleeped it up because I was too shy to perform well in front of the crowd, Tuface, D'banj, don jazzy, Wizkid were all present
The reason why am writing this here is because nairaland is my only home. it's my only family. I love you all
Maybe you should start using mask whenever you are called to perform on stage. It should reduce your nervousness. If only you can train under someone who know how to boost your confidence. It will help. You just need to believe in yourself and stop feeling inadequate. All the best
You really don't need to feel bad about yourself but most thing you need it.. let me tell you this for free " you can't be the best if you don't see yourself as one" you can till make it because I know you can bro ..... I don't know you but I will Sincerely tell you this I LOVE YOU TOO
Iamdbull: I decided to open a new account to post this, as I am posting this am holding tears back because am inside a bus from Lagos back to my base in Ogun state.
The last thing I want in my life is to be a public figure because am a strong introvert and I hardly go out, I just want to be left alone.
Now during this festive period I travelled to my home state and on getting home, everyone was just talking about my old song and they were disturbing me to freestyle for them.
Deep down this started making me feel like am not following my purpose in life, I started having this feeling that on my dying bed I will live to regret that I didnt following my music career and thinking about the number of people my music could have put smile on their faces. I will never forgive myself, because what is life when you cant use your talent to be of service to humanity.
When I see younger artiste like Omah lay, Bella schmurda, etc I start feeling jealous and envious and the last thing I want is to be envious of another man's success.
Now even though everywhere was a lively mood and everywhere bubbling in the studio. On going home I started becoming depressed looking at the amount of money I spent on recording ( I really wanted the best so I decided to work with an expensive professional sound engineer that worked on Wizkid made in lagos album.
I can't tell anybody about what I did because I will be mocked at home for spending such an amount on my useless music career(as they will say at home). Tears is beginning to roll down my eyes as I write this but fortunately everywhere is dark.
I am panicking and feeling the song will be wack when it comes out and am a good for nothing person. I can't hold back tears in the bus.
Below is a picture of when I was invited by glo to come and perform but I bleeped it up because I was too shy to perform well in front of the crowd, Tuface, D'banj, don jazzy, Wizkid were all present
The reason why am writing this here is because nairaland is my only home. it's my only family. I love you all
where there is success there is fear but thats when overcoming it comes in
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