Like mother like daughter. Instead of her to love u deeply and show u the right path she missed so u would amount to someone useful. She decided it best to hate u an infant. Now instead of u to appreciate life's challenges and turn it around to ur advantage by all means to prove them wrong especially ur stupid father u are here about to chicken out like a looser. Now u have only succeeded in making ur father and his wife right all along

Xcide where are you? I hope and pray you didn't eventually carry out suicide . May God see you through whatever you are passing through.