Where is my estate in this life I am living? What is the value of my existence to my family, friends and loved ones.

Like this now my immediate family members are about to be evicted from their home in the East. They called their first son for support but alas I can barely feed right now.

My daddy called me begging and pleading for any help I can profer to their coming woe, but shamefully I told him I don't know what to do in this situation. I don't have a friend either whom I can go to lend me a reasonable amount to quail my fathers sorrows.

I am officially useless as a first son. I don't have the capacity to function anymore in that role.

My birthday is just few hours now. In retrospect its been wasted years and nothing has been achieved so far.

For real I don't have sense to exist in this clime. For if I had any I would have surely found a way to get myself and my loved ones out of poverty.

I don't just understand what all this will likely result I can barely think normal right now.

Man is tired!

Stop believing and start Knowing

falcon01:
Stop believing and start Knowing

knowing what sir