Honestly, I think I am one of the saddest and most lonely human being alive....I have been almost the same weight through my entire teenage life... no Matter how much I eat I just can't seem to add weight. And trust me, I eat alot...I would be 21 next year by God's grace, but mehn I don't feel like it at all. I cried alot of times in my room mehn. I just feel like if I continue like this, I might have to live a very sad boring young adult life

I can't make friends because most of my mates wouldn't want to be seen with me... Even my younger brother, someone I senior with 5 years, is taller and heavier than me, which at the moment is starting to brew disrespect between me and my younger one's...I try very,very,very,very hard to exert my dominance as the first born in the family...
Even my own father, doesn't even regard me as a grown up no matter how hard I try....my uncle who I told of my plights decided to take me out to a club one night, mehn you need to see the eyes people nearly use fall me down. Bouncer look me so tayyy I just vex tell my uncle say I won commot...

I spend about 95% of my days indoors, only going out at night for errands...if there are no errands or no places to go, then it's 100%.. that's how introverted I am...

I really need advice...i was told by someone here on NL to grow some beards, but I just don't feel like it because I want it to come naturally...I plan on go seeing a doctor soon sha...mehn life just tire me, honestly.

Life tire me.

Eat more, lift weights.

Bro relax, all these things do not matter last last. Just live your life

Lol. So this is why you want to join the army. After military training you’ll still have to physically bully people to get their respect.

i was told by someone here on NL to grow some beards, but I just don't feel like it

I was broke at a time and everyone I asked for advice told me to perform any job or trade no matter how small. I didn’t care to do any yet I didn’t enjoy being broke.