Good evening nairalanders

This will be too long but pls u guys show try and read to the end so u can tell me my next step in life.

I typing this with the hope that its over for me.
I graduate from secondary school in 2013 and later move to Lagos within that year.

Ever since I have been looking for admission into the university but all my effort don't go well.
I fail jamb only once and the other 3 times I pass but I don't have money to go for post utme.

Lucky me, I got admission in federal university lafia this year to study economics.
All my years in Lagos I dnt have saving only spending my money on betting.

I don't have girlfriend but betting is eating my money.

Now I was giving admission late August just a day to my birthday, with only 3k in my account.
I call my dad he sent me 20k I pay my acceptance fee and my GST and matriculation fee Because all those fees are in the range of the 20k my dad sent to me but I couldn't pay for the school fees of 45k
I was paid August salary I went and buy phone with the money because I was hoping to win bet and pay my school fees of 45k

All the small small I gather from friends I use it to play bet hoping to win my school fees money but I don't.

Our matriculation was today I attend the matric but am not yet a student because I have not been clear from my faculty.

now I don't know what to do or where to start from, I have make alot of mistake but this is the worst.

I should have not accept the admission, I should have not tell my parents about the admission, the 15k they raise to me, I use it to buy some foodstuffs in the house am staying now.

Pls you guys should help me, what should I do now because the only option to me now is that its over.

How and where can I raise 45k from now to Friday I don't know.

I have pray and fast hoping for God miracle but is like God is angry with me.

It looks like you have to learn the hard way. Even if people help you, you will still use the money to bet.

Soskid:
It looks like you have to learn the hard way. Even if people help you, you will still use the money to bet.

I am already leaning it the hard way.

If i succeed this my current situation, heaven will hear my testimony.

I don't mind losing my life in the cost of this, but its better I try than to bring shame to myself and my family