I had to create a new account for this... I know so many people go through a lot... but mine isn't worth it actually I really really messed... the regret of my actions are hurting me but the deed has been done.

Since I after graduating life has been difficult trying to learn a skill and surviving is one hard phase many young people go through in life with bitter experiences but my own turned out more awful than I thought..

I shouldn't av borrowed at the first place...
I have a personality, I hate to beg people for help or inconvenience people with my problems.. Am not the only one that thinks that way am sure some others do.

I didn't eat all these money I swear with my life the point is I was borrowing to pay my previous loan because of fear of defamation to my contact..

later did I know that's why they are called loan shark... they give little within a short period and the here no excuse....

Now my debt has gross to ₦430,000 adding all the loan app together... deadline is tomorrow or next...

I knew I have reached the end of the tunnel cause most apps reject my offer.

This is the end of robbing Peter to pay Paul . I know question like why don't you work why don't you hustle... I saved my last card to buy a Laptop cost me over ₦230k..My Dad is sick he has stroke.

My mom kind of left the family... So I thought programming was the best thing to learn as it would help me balance my life and that of my siblings if I get a job.

m now am learning programing. I have made progress so far. am not far from getting jobs but I think I have tried..

life has been awful stress of keep faking a smile when you know deep down all isn't fine at all. I ran to loan apps because I don't think I can learn while working... i would make a very slow progress...

that's why I thought the loan apps would be helpful...but i messed my self up I won't make that mistake if I reincarnate..

As I am about to end my journey on earth... everyone here stay away from loan shark apps...


I hope my story gets to be a lesson.. Love and Light to everyone fighting a secret battle just like me .. ...

If you end your life now what will happen to the laptop na??

Is it just #430,000 that your life is worth?

@ Anonymous123X watch this https://www.nairaland.com/6981064/online-side-hustle-business-1. Should be able to set you on $200 each month

The darkest hour is just before the dawn
DON'T GIVE UP AT THE EDGE OF BREAKTHROUGH, there may be something good just around the corner.
If you can make it through the night, there is a brighter day. -2PAC .