I saw myself
In a mirror called life
I despise what I saw both inside and out.

So, I hid myself from myself, people, the universe
I buried myself deep
Deep in my oblivion
Hoping not to be seen nor found.

Sometimes I moist my pillow with tears of pain
Yet, I'll modify nothing
I did not gain
When could my coronary heart sing the victory song?

Even myself I get tempted at times
To look at myself
Thanks exhumed my buried self out
To dig the things I put away
But then I remembered the reflection
I saw in the mirror
I recall while I did it from the start.

I choose my afternoon of freedom
Asking myself
While could my existence glitters?
Why is my existence in hopelessness tong?
When could the desk turn?

it just a memorial of my own burial
Never look back
To forget who I was, I am
But try to bring out the hidden me through the mirror of life.