I don't think this world is ment for me... for years now i have been battling with a skin disease... that have made people stay away from me, apart from that i have a growth on my left leg that has refused to reduce, am short sighted. ... i have never been happy. . I don't even know what it feel like tto be happy. . friends even family self no send me.. no money, even my education is experiencing some problems
Am 25 but i have never been loved by anyone other than my mum
I don't know what it feels like to love someone or to be loved by someone
When ever i try doing something for myself things just tend to become hard
I have been believing God for a change but it seem its not coming through
I just feel God hates me. ., my be my coming to earth is not his wil... am ending it

Hello, ending it all is not an option, let me tell you why. The life of a man can be likened to a story been written. You are at your lowest, but how do you know after ending your life 2day, you realize there was another chapter of a better life about to be opened? Agreed, life is full of challenges and is a battlefield on its own but keep moving, dont give up cos u only seeing your NOW, but you havent seen your TOMORROW.You are 25 so dont give up on yourself. Even if everybody give up on you except your mother, then God is still at work. You are not alone. She never gave up on you but brought you to this earth, so dont cause her grief. I suggest you take a few days off, discuss with those close to you and seek professional help, if deppressed. May d light of God illuminate your life and give you peace and direction. I repear, you are not alone.