I always look for your attention
After I got admission
Cause I can't die in admiration
Of your beauty that compel feets to be in attention
And sink in the sea of imagination
Of the day you'll notice my emotion
And affection.

But my feet refuse to give me the abbrobation
To Walk to your habitation
Or your favorite sit you are station
And even my lips always ignore my instruction
To mouth out the revelation
Of my feelings and affection
Whenever I'm in your confrontation.

I hate myself for being a stalker
And stealing glance at you from the back of the locker
Whenever you and your friends are together
Thinking of where to go together
I'm always mocked by my brothers
And laughed by my sisters
For always being an introvert
Whenever they make us to be together.

I'm always jealous seeing you with my competitors
Angry whenever you laugh with your suitors
And heart broken when you pick one as your heart conductor
But don't forget, I'm still your suitor
And will be your heart doctor
Whenever he becomes your heart tormentor.

I'm sorry for being shy not to even write you a letter
And not knowing how to form words from letters
Even when I wish to express myself with letters
My head will always be blank like an empty love jotter
Making me to suck my pen like a sucker
Until it get bitter.

©️ Girah Karispen
The inspired ink✍️
®️ 8/7/2022

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