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Whaat?
This weak my soul, how on earth will a reasonablen Man take Yahoo as a career? Even though it doesn't pay them.

Well, be more prayerful and becareful with the Wolf you married. God never failed you, may be He is testing your faith. You will be deliver in due time.

Can you add paragraphs & spaces in-between?

This is difficult to read for the eyes.

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Okay, finally finished reading. I am sorry for your predicament, but blaming God for your own decisions wouldn't solve any problems for you at this point because you did not do your own due diligence. Choosing a life partner is 90% your job & 10% God's job. He won't come down to tell you who to choose except you specifically ask, ask & ask again out of curiosity, and you will see signs. There is no way you wouldn't have seen red flags. Be honest with yourself.

My parents cannot help me. Everybody says I should pray, I shouldn't leave --- See, if your story is true and not something cooked up as usual on NL. Dust your slippers and find your way, because that Yahoo Boi might be planning to add YahooPlus to it because he is still poor, It is either he tries to use you or use your child in the future.

This is not the time for prayer, dust your slippers and move.

I'm writing because you said that God failed you. God didn't fail you. Your emotions and walking by sight failed you. From your explanation, you are from a good Christian background but in taking this decision you didn't allow the Holy Spirit to lead you.

You judged him based on his looks and outward expression. If you had prayed and the Holy Spirit tells you to reject him you would have doubted because such instruction will not align with human reasoning.

For a Christian, marriage is one of the most critical life decisions to make because there's no second chance.

Now that you are in it my advice is for you to pray and if need be temporary separation. Threaten him that you are not coming back unless he changes.

You deserve or every piece of what you get .. a bad bitch got a better ending story than you ..