Follow my story by checking posts on my profile.

I was a born again christian b4 declaring myself an atheist after reading coments and debates from atheist years ago.

I can remember asking for help about my faith on this forum, but all the advice didn't change anythng. My heart had gone too far.

I later got into sexual sin and blasphemy. I didn't say any ill against the Holy spirit, but God, Jesus, church, Bible and pastors.

I have had some experience that convinced me about the existence of God.

But here are my problems:

1. The bible, which was the best thing in the world back then, is now a mere story book when i read it. No light at all.

2. Lack of interst in the things of GOD; church, Bible, etc

3. My repentance isn't sincere. No matter hard i try, i don't feel true remorse for my sins.

4. I don't have any faith. I dont even know what faith means anymore.

5. No sin conviction. Sin isn't a big deal anymore.

6. Praying seems like talking to myself.

Whats happening?

Jackanda1:
You would understand my story if you check some of my posts.

I was a born again christian before declaring myself an atheist after readng comments and debates from atheist years ago.

I can remember askng for help about my faith on this forum, but all the advice didn't change anything. My heart had gone too far.

I later got into sexual sin and blasphemy. I didn't say any ill against the holy spirit, but God, Jesus, church, Bible and pastors.

I have had some bad experience that convinced me about the existence of God.

But here are my problems:

1. The bible, which i was the best thing in the world back then, is now a mere story book when i read it. No light atall.

2. Lack of interest in the things of GOD; church, Bible, etc

3. My repentance isn't sincere. No matter hard i try, i don't feel true remorse for my sins.

4. I don't have any faith. I dont even know what faith means anymore.

5. No sin conviction. Sin isn't a big deal anymore.

6. Prayin seems like talking to myself.

I'm i beyond repentance?

DO YOU ATTEND ONLINE CHURCH? why come online to ask for help on your faith.....

the way most of you THINK is absurd.....


CARRY YOUR QUESTIONS and go to a real church that teaches and debates the proof of spiritual scriptural truths, meet the leaders there and thrash out your issues one by one.

the root of all these may just be the FRUSTRATION of POVERTY and STRONG HABITS..... that has made you see life in a damaged way.


Bro, wake up...... EXISTENCE IS THE PROOF OF A DIVINE INTELLIGENCE... nature is so balanced in a perfect way that it can not be by itself or make itself.


GOD WON'T PROVE HIMSELF TO YOU when YOU ARE ALREADY THE PROOF THAT HE IS REAL.


So meet someone offline to help you, there are churches that help cases like yours....


SAINTS COMMUNITY by Chris Onayinka

Koinonia by Joshua Selman

Remnant Christian Community by Arome Osayi


FIND YOURSELF THERE AND ASK YOUR QUESTIONS if it is truly help you seek.


GOD STILL LOVES YOU AND WILL NOT GIVE UP ON YOU.

WE ALL NEED HIS MERCY DAILY.

Jackanda1:

I'm i beyond repentance?

your sin is just toooooooo much. no hope.
but if you SETTLE me I know someone that can delete all your sim records and you will be brand new walahi.

My brother, you are not beyond repentance.
As a matter of fact, what you are going through is an infiltration by a demon, who wants to sift you and discard you, making your faith to fail.

What are you going to do?
And they overcame the devil by the blood of the lamb, and by the word of their testimony.
1. Use the blood to tear down those walls developing into strongholds in your faith life.
2. Go into the Bible, and pick up scriptures that talks about the love of God for you unto salvation,and use it in prayers.
Begin from now.

Jackanda1:
You would understand my story if you check some of my posts.

I was a born again christian before declaring myself an atheist after readng comments and debates from atheist years ago.

I can remember askng for help about my faith on this forum, but all the advice didn't change anything. My heart had gone too far.

I later got into sexual sin and blasphemy. I didn't say any ill against the holy spirit, but God, Jesus, church, Bible and pastors.

I have had some bad experience that convinced me about the existence of God.

But here are my problems:

1. The bible, which i was the best thing in the world back then, is now a mere story book when i read it. No light atall.

2. Lack of interest in the things of GOD; church, Bible, etc

3. My repentance isn't sincere. No matter hard i try, i don't feel true remorse for my sins.

4. I don't have any faith. I dont even know what faith means anymore.

5. No sin conviction. Sin isn't a big deal anymore.

6. Prayin seems like talking to myself.

I'm i beyond repentance?

Jackanda1:
You would understand my story if you check some of my posts.

I was a born again christian before declaring myself an atheist after readng comments and debates from atheist years ago.

I can remember askng for help about my faith on this forum, but all the advice didn't change anything. My heart had gone too far.

I later got into sexual sin and blasphemy. I didn't say any ill against the holy spirit, but God, Jesus, church, Bible and pastors.

I have had some bad experience that convinced me about the existence of God.

But here are my problems:

1. The bible, which i was the best thing in the world back then, is now a mere story book when i read it. No light atall.

2. Lack of interest in the things of GOD; church, Bible, etc

3. My repentance isn't sincere. No matter hard i try, i don't feel true remorse for my sins.

4. I don't have any faith. I dont even know what faith means anymore.

5. No sin conviction. Sin isn't a big deal anymore.

6. Prayin seems like talking to myself.

I'm i beyond repentance?

Have you thought that perhaps you are trying to get back something that is not real? Like trying to feel an emotional high all over again,

Blue86:
My brother, you are not beyond repentance.
As a matter of fact, what you are going through is an infiltration by a demon, who wants to sift you and discard you, making your faith to fail.

What are you going to do?
And they overcame the devil by the blood of the lamb, and by the word of their testimony.
1. Use the blood to tear down those walls developing into strongholds in your faith life.
2. Go into the Bible, and pick up scriptures that talks about the love of God for you unto salvation,and use it in prayers.
Begin from now.

I have been away from the lord for more than 6years. Has my faith not failed already as it stands?

LordReed:


Have you thought that perhaps you are trying to get back something that is not real? Like trying to feel an emotional high all over again,

I understand what you are saying completely, but thats not the case.

There are certain things i understand now, that led to creating this thread; things that can never make me consider atheism again.

Lol, baba go look for food chop 😂😂😂

didroon43:
Lol, baba go look for food chop

Who tell you say i dey hungry?

Jackanda1:
I understand what you are saying completely, but thats not the case.

There are certain things i understand now, that led to creating this thread; things that can never make me consider atheism again.

I am not saying you need to be an atheist but you are trying to get something that may be as ephemeral as an emotional high. Perhaps you should look for other ways to satisfy what you think is a spiritual need, something as simple as mindfulness meditation or just praise and worship with music in your privacy.

Jackanda1:
Who tell you say i dey hungry?

Na wetin you post cause am.

Nope.

Go back home to the one who bled for you.

And use what I listed to pray.

Do not let the devil win.

Go now.

Jackanda1:
I have been away from the lord for more than 6years. Has my faith not failed already as it stands?

its been months

Practise introspection and find out the reason for your ordeals. Perhaps you can start from what made you lose your faith in God in the first place and then deal with the issue. Were you ever filled with the Holy Spirit or the Christianity you practised was 'churchianity'?

Sometimes, it's easy to get frustrated when we feel confused or desperate for something we desire but can't seem to lay hold of. I do not know your personality or your life story, hence I may not proffer that exact solution to your challenges.

Perhaps you could consider confessing the Lord Jesus as your saviour all over again and ask that he fills you with His Spirit. It is His Spirit that convicts, makes you remorse for your sins, gives you interest for prayer and the things of God.

The1960writer:
Practise introspection and find out the reason for your ordeals. Perhaps you can start from what made you lose your faith in God in the first place and then deal with the issue. Were you ever filled with the Holy Spirit or the Christianity you practised was 'churchianity'?

Sometimes, it's easy to get frustrated when we feel confused or desperate for something we desire but can't seem to lay hold of. I do not know your personality or your life story, hence I may not proffer that exact solution to your challenges.

Perhaps you could consider confessing the Lord Jesus as your saviour all over again and ask that he fills you with His Spirit. It is His Spirit that convicts, makes you remorse for your sins, gives you interest for prayer and the things of God.

You do not know God!

Dtruthspeaker:

You do not know God!

How do you mean?

The1960writer:
Practise introspection. Perhaps you can start from what made you lose your faith in God in the first place and then deal with the issue. Were you ever filled with the Holy Spirit or the Christianity you practised was 'churchianity'?

Sometimes, it's easy to get frustrated when we feel confused or desperate for something we desire but can't seem to lay hold of. I do not know your personality or your life story, hence I may not proffer that exact solution to your challenges.

Perhaps you could consider confessing the Lord Jesus as your saviour all over again and ask that he fills you with His Spirit. It is His Spirit that convicts, makes you remorse for your sins, gives you interest for prayer and the things of God.

Don't know if its too late. Imagine God gives you an opportunity to become his child, but you throw it away, spit on his face and continued in sin. Thats may be unpardonable.

God is said to be merciful, but he's also a consuming fire.

Jackanda1:
Follow my story by checking posts on my profile. I was a born again christian b4 declaring myself an atheist after reading coments and debates from atheist years ago.I can remember asking for help about my faith on this forum, but all the advice didn't change anythng. My heart had gone too far.I later got into sexual sin and blasphemy. I didn't say any ill against the Holy spirit, but God, Jesus, church, Bible and pastors. I have had some experience that convinced me about the existence of God.
But here are my problems:
1. The bible, which was the best thing in the world back then, is now a mere story book when i read it. No light at all.
2. Lack of interst in the things of GOD; church, Bible, etc
3. My repentance isn't sincere. No matter hard i try, i don't feel true remorse for my sins.
4. I don't have any faith. I dont even know what faith means anymore.
5. No sin conviction. Sin isn't a big deal anymore.
6. Praying seems like talking to myself.
Whats happening?

I see this one has been playing this game for attention for a long time now.

Jackanda1:
How do you mean?

Even you answered him Too late. Imagine God gives you an opportunity to become his child, but you throw it away, spit on his face and continued in sin. Thats unpardonable.

Dtruthspeaker:


Even you answered him Too late. Imagine God gives you an opportunity to become his child, but you throw it away, spit on his face and continued in sin. Thats unpardonable.

From the look of things and human stand point it seems too late.

But we also know that God is compassionate and his mercies endures forever. Though impossible with man, all things including forgiveness are possible for him.

Jackanda1:
From the look of things and human stand point it seems too late.

But we also know that God is compassionate and his mercies endures forever. Though impossible with man, all things including forgiveness are possible for him.

Nah he aint compassionate no more. You're burning in hell forever for grieving the spirit

jaephoenix:

Nah he aint compassionate no more. You're burning in hell forever for grieving the spirit

Thats a lie. God is compassionate and quick to forgive.

Unlike you who's isn't willing to turn away from atheism, i'm not burning in hell. I'm getting restored instead. Watch out

Jackanda1:
From the look of things and human stand point it seems too late.

But we also know that God is compassionate and his mercies endures forever. Though impossible with man, all things including forgiveness are possible for him.

Hmm! See wisdom. Make the run.

Jackanda1:
Thats a lie. God is compassionate and quick to forgive.

Unlike you who's isn't willing to turn away from atheism, i'm not burning in hell. I'm getting restored instead. Watch out

He knows he is done for which is why he needs you to perish with him. But it is very interesting that you even came to see that atheism is death. That clearly means that God has still given you a chance and of course you did not go far after crossing the line into atheism.

I believe unlike full blown devils called atheists deep down you still knew that they were wrong which is probably why you feel the way you feel which is making make a run for God.

Dtruthspeaker:


Hmm! See wisdom. Make the run.

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Dtruthspeaker:


He knows he is done for which is why he needs you to perish with him. But it is very interesting that you even came to see that atheism is death. That clearly means that God has still given you a chance and of course you did not go far after crossing the line into atheism.

I believe unlike full blown devils called atheists deep down you still knew that they were wrong which is probably why you feel the way you feel which is making make a run for God.

i understand you now. Your initial comment was confusing and strange

If you believe Evil exist, if you believe people involved in money rituals, then there's the opposite which is Good deeds, that's the Almighty God

jaephoenix:

Nah he aint compassionate no more. You're burning in hell forever for grieving the spirit

The way religion has traumatised some people no be small thing.

birth100:
If you believe Evil exist, if you believe people involved in money rituals, then there's the opposite which is Good deeds, that's the Almighty God

My turn around and believe in God isn't based on the efficacy of money ritual or the presence of evil. It's based on personal experience and conviction.

Jackanda1:
Thats a lie. God is compassionate and quick to forgive.

Unlike you who's isn't willing to turn away from atheism, i'm not burning in hell. I'm getting restored instead. Watch out

Bro, you have blasphemed against the Holy Spirit. You're done! Finito!
They've already kept your mansion in hell. Sorry

HE HAS NEVER BEEN A CHRISTIAN.

jaephoenix:

Bro, you have blasphemed against the Holy Spirit. You're done! Finito!
They've already kept your mansion in hell. Sorry

lols. How would you possibly know?