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They say to fall in love for the first time is to experience the joy and happiness of love but then they also say to get ur heart broken for the first time is to live and learn from ur mistakes. But what if you never fell in love before what if you never got ur heartbroken before because listening and learning from friends and family mistakes u have learned that love is to much to handle. So you decides to take the easy way out and never fall in love because you know once you fall in love there only one outcome and that 2 get ur heartbroken into lil pieces no matter how hard u try if u become to perfect they always find a way to get bored with u like just be ur self u don't have 2 be so perfect all the time or if u try to be to caring they always find a way to tell u ur to emotional for me just because u cry when u wanna express ur feeling out loud. Well lets just say I made the biggest mistake of all I had a friend that I cared about I lot she was my best friend we been together since first grade I told her everything about my life and so did she I cared about her no u can say I love her so much that it hurts me inside. We did everything together I loved her so much that I would lay down on my bed at night and whisper a poem threw my window at night hoping that the air would carry my sad poem to her bedroom window and she would know once and fall all how much I loved her. there came a time in our relationship when she confronted me about my feeling for her and I thought for a min here the girl that I whisper poem to at night the girl that before I go to sleep at night I cry because I know if we ever fell in love our heart would be broken because that the price for love. And I thought about it some more that here was the girl that held me when my father died she was the one that was there for me I was shot laying in the hospital bed on life support she would pray for me every night for me to come back to life. I wanted to tell her how much I love her how long I have waited for this right moment to tell her that I love u so much but I couldn't and as I thought about it some more my eyes got watery so I told her that I just didn't see her in that way that we could never be more than just friends and to make matter worst I did the unthinkable I told her she wasn't my type. As I said all those awful hurt things my heart just stop a beat I knew for a min that I just skipped the whole love faze and went for the broken heart affect. She looked at me and I look at her I could see the tears running down her face as if she was dieing inside and before I could get a chance to explain to her why I was doing this she was gone. That night I layed down in bed and cried me a ocean my bed was so soak with tears I thought I had a water bed. What I fool I was to just give up on love to take the easy way out. That night I got a phone call from tina mother telling me that tina was killed in a terrible car accident it turn out that tina was so hurt by all the things I said to her early that day that later on that night she was on her way to see me to tell me how much she cared about me and how much no matter how hard I tried 2 hide my feeling she knew my true feeling for her she knew deep down inside that I love her. Wtf was I thinking that was all I can say as I dropped the phone and went into a deep daze and then I could feel some more tear rolling down my cheeks my body felt numb I felt weak I couldn't speak I couldn't move. Then all of a sudden all the heartful things I had said and done came rushing threw my mind. I have just made the biggest mistake of my life I have paid the ultimate price for not falling in love for losing my bestfriend and also losing the better part of me. And I knew right then and there my soul was dieing for her to come back to because I knew I loved her I began to cry more because I felt that I was to blame for her death my selfish, foolish way of taking the easy way out of love. 6 dayz have went by I haven't eaten taken a shower brush my teeth change my clothes I wanted the smell of her body to still remain on my clothes I felt if I change my clothes I would lose her even more. The day of her funeral I wore the same clothes to her funeral and as they close the coffin for the finally time I walk to her cold dead body and whisper I loved u for the first time I met u I loved yo because you became apart of me I love you because I became apart of u and I love u because I knew that no matter where I looked for love love was always with u I tried to take the easy way out and not fall in love to be happy and not get my heart broken but it seems like I got my heart broken because nown I can never fulfilled my love with u. and I just wanna let u know that no matter how much I tried to fall in love with u I still manage to fall in love with u and nown that ur gone I guess I had no choice but to do the unthinkable I thought about this for dayz and came to the conclusion that am not gonna fight love anymore and that's why this morning before I came here I took some pills that will end my life soon so that I could get another chance to be with u and tell u how much u mean to me looks like the posion is taking affect because I feel dizzy am not afraid to admit I was wrong I was stupid and nown an mot afraid to show u how much I love u because I love , So the moral of the story is that u cant be afraid to fall in love because taking the easy way out might not be so easy u might never find ur soul mate don't give up just don't have ur hope up so high instead of a soul mate find a best friend and to tawan and tina yo dog I hope u and tina are knocking boots up in heaven because if u f ck this up dog I'll see u in hell lol ske nah make sure u do it on cloud 9 I heard that sh t will make u last a long time am out holla

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na waoo

na real wa o!

kenosky abi wetin be that your wowo name, you get bad mouth. how you go talk like that,wey u for tell the guy sweet words like: go and jump inside canal,why not try a poison, or she na me do you?hahhahah love ko wantintin ni.

another slowpoke in our midst!

section[font=Lucida Sans Unicode][/font] .Quite a touching piece.Brought tears to me eyes. .Need not add though, that it would have been more appropriate in the Romance

Honestly, your Term-paper was a little bit interesting just as it was boring. Anyway shaaa, it added some fun to my day. You will be better-off joining Daily Sun. So all the best of Luck!!!!!!

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Guy,u too much,tell me,did u write those words or u lifted it from somewhere?.no correlation.na wetin sef?,it's like u have too much time

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            I culdnt help cryin when i read your shit dog, i feel u because im in d same type of mess, think u can send me som pills before u croak? i'd like 2 do myslf too!!!!!           

you guys will not cease to amaze me, what is all this sympathy for a total loonie? is this a case of village idiots having a rendevoir?

Hi guys,
You are all great, I couldn't control my laughter at those responses, especially those of dagashini and kenosky. You are indeed very lively to be with. kudos.


@poster,
I advise you move this thesis of yours to the romance section, you might find favourable responses there. You know that this place is meant for job and jobs related issues. Better still, send it to film Directors in Nollywood, it will sure make a good story line.

Is this supposed to be a song(rap) or a poem? I don't get it. What's it doin' here?

Merez:

Is this supposed to be a song(rap) or a poem? I don't get it. What's it doin' here?

he be like say u blind or ur brain dey fail.

Ode osi, omugo oni'ranu buruku.

no be small thing oh! anyway try go see KOLO DOCTOR. I wish you quick recovery.

Y attack an already diein man? U guys SUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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@ poster
e be like say you no get work to do.
your mates are out there thinking of how to make money ,you dey here dey claim heart break.
your own don finish.