My advice try to keep the secret , never exposed it to anyone. Pretend as if it never happened. Atleast they are bearing ur surname. Don't kill urself before ur time. Take things easy and be prayerful. Enjoy your life stop thinking because the more you think the more damage to ur health. Chair ur property with them and let all of them know that you luv them all. Life is sweet sir , enjoy every bit of it ashe come.