Last night I held her hands
trying to be her only hope
she lost it all and needed me
her world was black and she needed light
I was her only strength and her source of power
she looked at me and felt peace
with tears she told me her worries
I cleaned her tears and made her fine
spoke to her and calmed her fears
she slept in my arms and felt at ease
little did she know I was fighting my own battle
I was loosing it all and planning to end it
there was no one to tell my worries too
I couldn't even share my pains with anyone
as they all believed in my strength and power to deal with all issues
and as she came to me with her problems
I had to hide mine to deal with hers
funny how I managed to
but at times,being strong does not just mean hiding your pain and moving on
Sometimes it means,helping others to deal with there pains while you're still dealing with yours....

Adediwura would have been my first or even Ruth but they were not mature and were behaving like church girls so I had to move to Akima.
Akima was so mature, I guessed it was because she was staying in Abuja before her dad sent her to the village to start living with her grandma because of an offense she committed

It didn't take me so long to win her heart and boom we started having sex

Akima was such a sex freak, she would even come to meet me in the staff room to give me signals telling me to meet her in the toilet, we had series of sex both in school and in my apartment. I really explored with her and I learnt so many styles through her.
When it was time for me to leave the village, none of us wanted me to leave but I had no choice as I was just a corp member and I can't even continue to work in the village for any reason, I promised to always keep in touch and even help her with her admission into Unilag since she was already preparing for her final examinations at that time.
I got back to Lagos and forgot Akima, I had knew I was never going to end up with her since we started dating so reaching out to her was going to be so useless, I started a new life with Mary, a new girl I found on the street of Lagos and I married her.
I knew Akima would be somewhere in Lagos if but I didn't try to look for her and I was always telling myself we wouldn't meet again.
Then a day came, dad called me to come home and see a precious gift he got for himself, though dad had been talking about getting himself a new wife since mum left but I never taught it was going to be so soon, I got home and met Akima, the same Akima I had series of sex with was introduced to me as my dad's fiance, they both are getting married soon and till now we've both been mute over what we both shared.
Akima and I can stay mute for life but the issue is, can i stay away from my dad's wife to be for life?

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Can I Bleep the guy next door and It won't be seen as a sin?
I just moved in to my apartment about two weeks ago and it's been so boring in here. I haven't gotten used to those in my compound yet so I really can't decide to go chill with them. The only thing I do is sleep, wake up, eat, smoke and sometimes walk down the street to get some fresh air.
Two days ago while I was walking down the street to get fresh air as usual, I met a tall, dark and handsome guy,he has everything I love in a guy, so I couldn't resist him but to walk up to him to know more about him, I got to know his name and I collected his phone number, I was about asking him some personal questions when he received an emergency and had to rush home......... I called Harry, the guy I met as I got home but his line was switched off, I tried it again yesterday and it was not going through and I just assumed he gave me a wrong digit, I could not bear the pain as I had already imagined how bad Harry will be on bed and how romantic the scene will be so I went to get my cigar and matches just to get high and forget about Harry.
As I was smoking in my sitting room, I sighted a tall and handsome guy from where I was sitting, I quickly rushed out to see who it was and it was Harry,we were both surprised, I challenged him immediately for giving me a wrong number then he apologized and told me his phone got missing that day as he was rushing to meet the person that called him....... I invited him over to my apartment so as to talk better, we talked at length and I got to know that he is staying in the flat opposite mine, I was so happy to hear that and was already having a lot running through my head, he left after few minutes and said I could visit him anytime.... I really can't wait to visit Harry, it's been long I had fun but I have never had sex with a guy that stays so close to me, so I really don't know if fucking the guy next door will be seen as a sin.

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Can I Bleep the guy next door and It won't be seen as a sin?
I just moved in to my apartment about two weeks ago and it's been so boring in here. I haven't gotten used to those in my compound yet so I really can't decide to go chill with them. The only thing I do is sleep, wake up, eat, smoke and sometimes walk down the street to get some fresh air.
Two days ago while I was walking down the street to get fresh air as usual, I met a tall, dark and handsome guy,he has everything I love in a guy, so I couldn't resist him but to walk up to him to know more about him, I got to know his name and I collected his phone number, I was about asking him some personal questions when he received an emergency and had to rush home......... I called Harry, the guy I met as I got home but his line was switched off, I tried it again yesterday and it was not going through and I just assumed he gave me a wrong digit, I could not bear the pain as I had already imagined how bad Harry will be on bed and how romantic the scene will be so I went to get my cigar and matches just to get high and forget about Harry.
As I was smoking in my sitting room, I sighted a tall and handsome guy from where I was sitting, I quickly rushed out to see who it was and it was Harry,we were both surprised, I challenged him immediately for giving me a wrong number then he apologized and told me his phone got missing that day as he was rushing to meet the person that called him....... I invited him over to my apartment so as to talk better, we talked at length and I got to know that he is staying in the flat opposite mine, I was so happy to hear that and was already having a lot running through my head, he left after few minutes and said I could visit him anytime.... I really can't wait to visit Harry, it's been long I had fun but I have never had sex with a guy that stays so close to me, so I really don't know if fucking the guy next door will be seen as a sin.

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Will really love to work with you
I will script and you will edit
Hope I am welcomed.

CHAPTER THREE
REVELATION BY TIMILEYIN ARAROMI
Olawumi was buried five days after her death, it took them five days before they could bury her because her father wanted an autopsy to be done and her lawyer, Barrister Femi Lawal warned them not to as the deceased had earlier written and signed some documents that warned them not to carry out any autopsy on her once she's gone, it was this issue that the members of the family were arguing about till they finally agreed that the deceased be buried........
On the day her will was to be read, all the members of the family gathered in her husband's house, including her parents, her daughter and her friends patiently and eagerly waiting for the lawyer's arrival......
The lawyer, Barrister Femi Lawal got to residence at about 8:00 am, exchange greetings with them all took his sit and prepared himself for what they all wanted, everyone was expecting different things from him, the father was expecting nothing else than the reason her daughter would warn them against carrying out an autopsy on her, the mother was anxious to know what really made her daughter to believe she was going to die early to make her warn against running an autopsy test and the friends were still trying to know the reason the lawyer asked them to the present, the husband of the deceased was just sitting and observing but to their greatest surprise the lawyer brought out a diary and handed it over to the deceased husband, Henry Ola Breynard to read it out to them...

CHAPTER TWO
REVELATION BY TIMILEYIN ARAROMI

It was all appearing like a dream a every one was finding it difficult to believe that Olawumi was no more, her husband was mourning in his house and her parents mourning in their house, lady Breyard was just thinking of the pasts and thoughts were bringing her memories of her daughter, she would in one minute be fine and in another minute acts crazy..........
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Olawumi Breynard Williams was the only daughter of Sir and Lady Breynard,she graduated from the university at the age of twenty one and finished her youth service at the age of twenty two. It was after the youth service that she met her husband, Henry Ola Williams, a cute and loving guy who she later got marries to. She refused him at first and was not even giving Henry any chances at all as her heart just got broken by her first love and was having hatred for almost all guys but Henry was able to win her heart by the help of her friends...........

REVELATION

WRITTEN BY TIMILEYIN ARAROMI

A STORY OF A BROKEN HEART, SHATTERED FEELINGS AND A FAKE PROMISE

CHAPTER ONE

I don't know what really happened, the last thing I heard was Henry I am getting weak and before I could get to where she was, she had fallen to the ground and we are already on our way to the family hospital, those were the only words Henry Williams was able to say to Sir Breynard, his father in law over the phone.... he drove so fast so as to get to the hospital on time as his wife was so close to giving up, she was already gasping and her eyes were already changing colour, he got to the hospital after few minutes and his wife was taken straight to the emergency ward. The Breynards arrived about ten minutes after Henry got there but none was allowed to enter the ward as they were told she was being attended to, Henry and sir Breynard were walking round the reception and Lady Breynard was crying profusely as if she's gotten a bad news already, they both tried to console her but she kept on reminding them that Olawumi was her only child and the only one that made her a mother, when they noticed thte couldn't get her consoled, they individually left her alone as they were also bothered but also trying to act like men. Few minutes after they left her, a nurse came out to tell them the doctor wanted to see them in his office, they walked hopelessly to the doctor's office, sat down to hear the information he wanted to pass to them, for minutes he could not face them to talk, that was when it occurred to them that they had just lost the only Olawumi Breynard Williams that they all have, the doctor being a friend to the family and the deceased in particular could not stand it, instead, he left them in the office and went to cry in his toilet..........

I never knew love could be define as lust
All I saw was a heart full of love and a tongue full of sweet promises
I thought I found a replacement for my long lost love
And a repairer for my broken heart
I gave it all and did the right thing
I moved right in and every thing fell apart
He lost it all and changed
My smooth life became so rough
I was so shy to make it known to the world
I thought I could cope and tried so much to
He gave me scars and gave me wounds
And yet I could not speak to any one about it
I thought I was covering my shame
I thought I was being so loyal
I thought I was protecting my marriage
Not until it was declared that my days on earth is being numbered
Oh yes, I knew I was not fine
But I never knew it was that serious
I never knew I was already suffering from an ailment
I suffered for the sake of love
I am dying for the sake of love
Or could I be guilty in any form?
My only offense was falling in love
My only offense was being so loyal
My only offense was being a woman
Only if I had not met the one I married
Only if I had not accepted his proposal
Maybe, I might still be single
And probably would not be counting days by now.......

Timmy Araromi.