Hi gal u don't ve to disturb urself 4 somebody that did not even love u 4 ones. even though he loved u as u think he would ve not 4get u and let me advice u in any relatisonship u find urself and u don't found happiness there withdrawal urself because it will not last ok. i once found myself in that kind relationship but i gradually withdraw knowing full well that relationship is 4 pleasure not 4 preasure ok. just endure it and 4get about him ok but above all pray about it ok and let the will of God be done in that relationship.
u don't ve to die 4 a man ok
bye