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I'm a student and I struggle to make a living...I can't beg, I can't rip people of their hard earned money...for 2000, I'll create a mind blowing design .

sodiqapril:
I sent you a message on watsapp, your story is really touching..lalasticlala

Thank you sir, I hope he likes it..

Back in 2016, I created a thread https://www.nairaland.com/3142986/expelled-school-im-destroying-life/5#46244338 .I was expelled from school due to bad results so I decided to commit suicide but thanks to some good folks on nairaland here who talked the suicidal thoughts out of me.

Here is the short story of my life.

I graduated from secondary school in 2014 with 3As(English, Chemistry, Geography),2Bs(Physics, Agricultural Science)2Cs(Biology and Mathematics) and F9( further mathematics). I got 278 in jamb. So at the age of 16, I got admission to study Mechanical Engineering . my parents and everyone were proud of me, I had a bright future ahead
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I was a very unserious boy in secondary school but my late night readings paid of me. so I took my unserious attitude along with me to the university, I didn't attend classes, first semester results came out 0.93. I promised to sit up the following semester,same thing 0.83 before I knew it I was advised to withdraw. I was broken, my parents really tried their best, I wanted to kill myself. I had a serious thought about it, decided to take jamb again. I got 254 and 67 in postume but I wasn't offered admission at unilag, three years wasted. I became more depressed. my friend spoke to me that I should inform my parents.

come 2018. I got the jamb form and informed my parents, they were really sad. I saw my dad a very tough man cry, I felt really sorry for them. Jamb result came out and I passed.


Not to waste time at home, I started learning graphics design, but it seems since I told them about my expulsion from school , we started experiencing real financial problems at home, i was offered admission to study Computer Science. my parents called me that I won't be getting money like before.
they paid acceptance and school fees.


it's been a month since we resumed now, I can't call them for money at home, I know how tight things are . been surviving with graphics design.
meanwhile, during my first time in school. I wrote movie script, I tried to sell one to an American producer, he read it and was impressed but he told me he couldn't buy it because I'm a Nigerian. he asked me if I already had copyrighted the script, stupid me said no and my intellectual property was stolen from me .my hardwork, the sleepness nights, I was devastated. I'm writing another script by the way.


presently I need money to survive on campus,I have manuals to pay for(100 level stuffs) physics, chemistry , biology, computer science, MTS, STS manuals. I'm not begging anyone for money. I'm a graphics designer, instead of giving me money just give me a job be it logo or lemmme just design your name for you instead of giving me free Money. if you can't help me financially, assist me with good words and prayers. since 2016, I cry almost every night though I act as if I'm fine but when I'm alone I break down. I don't know how to explain what I'm passing through but think of it I choose 1;54am to express my self..the manual costs 6000 in total everything is 1000 each....I'm not asking for free money, let me render a service for you... parents on this forum, help your son.youths help a brother. my mates are in service right now.

I know I had my chance and I blew it but I'm wiser now..I have to stop..my hands are shivering because i'm crying already...
PS, I'm very sensitive to insults at this stage of my please my your choice of words..

constructive criticisms are welcome...

pls ignore my grammatical errors.

my watsapp number 2349038639844

Habakus:
Let me tell you right away that the final decision is yours to make. A lot of people might advice you here to tell your parents about it immediately but,that doing that depends on your people and the kind of people they are. People are different;how your people will react to such news might not be how my people will react to a similar news. Such news can really be too much for some parents to take and they might lose their confidence in you,or might even stop financing your studies without realizing or believing that you've realized your mistakes ( that's assuming the mistake came from you). Some might even breakdown healthwise on hearing such news. So what should you do? Be wise! You have to alleviate the impact of the news as much as you can. And since you know your people better,you should know how they'll take the news. Secondly,think about getting admission again into a school,and then you can tell them. That way,they'll know for sure that you've learnt from your mistake. People who make this kind of your mistake and realize it,and are willing to buckle up,most times go ahead to become the best in their chosen career path. I tell you all these from numerous experiences. Just be wise!

thank u very much

VaginaTerrorist:
you can keep all the money, do small business, write jamb, start again. If you want to stay focus then change environment. The downfall of a man is not the end but a begining of new lessons.




But if You,

kill yourself@least a Nigerian would have one less useless f¤rken barberic mouth to feed, in this tight Bugahrry economy.



And, NoBody Would Miss a Dumb-a$s. Not even Puna. Take NOTE and stop smoking Nigerian weed,

thank u,God be wit u

Taryur3:
He never tell us exactly what he did that brought about his exit from school?No matter what, suicide is not the solution, except if you killed your fellow student.so tell us what went wrong, and here I am as good counselor

bad grades to be precise,i was dwelling on past glory

Clintonblaze:
Dude,,,,, if u are desperate to be great in the future, now iz d tym to use ur brain n b wise,,, d decision u make 2day, shapes ur life n makes or mar u 2mrw. Prepare ur mind,, for itz a huge adventure u've just enrolled in,,,, everyone kipz advising u to teL ur parentz, u r a man,, think about dis,,
(1) If u teL ur parents now,,, wat wil u face on ur quest back to school?? Dey wil cry, b furious at u, rain demoralizing wordz at u,, forgive u, n u stay at hum everyday wit dem,, d sight of u makes dem rememba ur expulsion frm skul for d next 1 year, make a little mistake n dey wil refer back to ur expulsion, depend on dem for little money, become d shameful talk of other family relatives and of course ur parents bp level to sky rocket.
(2) This myt b hard buh u can chuz to live wit it n kip working hard to gain a fresh admission,, d road may b long n seem endless,, stay wit sum1 who wil discipline u weL for d next 1 year,,, start tinz to earn u money, lyk private lessons ,, kip saving, make gud friends who can help build u, wen u gain admission, tel ur parents about ur perils,, my advise to u is do d 2nd option,,, dat way wen u present a sad n sorrowful news to ur parents,, u also present d gud news dat u've gained a new admission,,, dat wil speak a lot to dem about u,,, dey wil forgive u,,, dey wil respect u,, dey wil b proud of u,, ur name n d place in d family wil b higher dan before,,,,, and of course u are bound to b great in future,,,, itz a hard decision bro,,,, buh wen u make up ur mind n get closer to God,,, u wil see dat he haz a beta plan for u,, and at d end u wil b surprised how life haz turned around for d beta,,,,,,,,, dude az u ponder on,,, hav one tin in mind ''Faithless is he that says farewell when the road darkens,’' dnt ever contemplate suicide,, doin it,,, u hav failed ur destiny,, ur parents,, those God haz put in ur handz to help in lyf, ur path in a great story dat iz about to unfold wil b ended,,, dnt commit suicide,,, live on and learn,,, like the very first words spoken in the movie series 'merlin' which says "No young man, no matter how great, can know his destiny. He cannot glimpse his part in the great story that is about to unfold. Like everyone, he must live and learn". Dude itz tym to live and learn,,, I drop my digits if u wish to chat wit me via watsapp 0701 617 0995.

thanks ,i will msg u

Orangina:
My Guy Listen! *In Dede One Day Voices* You don hearam finish say make you tell your parents say dem dom sack you comot for school. Thats the best thing that can happen to you. First of all, what were your actions that made the School sent you away. tell your mom & dad how it all happened. Remember, Arsene Wenger One day Called C.Ronaldo for a trial in Arsenal Football club to test him to see whether he will pass being a good football player, buh, Arsene Wenger Rejected and scolded him Away. Now, where is he Now. The World talks about him. he currently holds the highest number of Likes on FACEBOOK. about 111millions, Though, the facebook apps and other facebook features occupies the 1st,2nd,3rd and then C.Ronaldo the 4th And first Human. U see! Read my lips again Try and know the reasons why you were sent away from school. do not feel detejected ok. God keep you safe!!!!! God bless u More as you find courage telling your parents.!!! be looking forward to hearing from you!

cnt be any more impressee,u touched my heart God bless u

Hardeysolution:
SInce u knw u are destroying your life, seems there is a way out. Cos it is said if u are mad and u knw, then u are healed. If u are destroying ur life and u knw, there is a way out. Please take it to Jesus the author and finisher of our faith and he shall make things better for u. All is well darling. Please do not take ur life cos u cnt create one.

thank u very much

Cutehector:
U need to confess brother... u just have to. Dat is the only way the suicide feelings will go away.

thanks.God bless u

pls i need someone too advice me cos am too ashamed to visit a counsellor.i got expelled in my 200 level and nobody at home knows about it .out of guilty conscience av stopped sending d money sent to me from home.all i do is think all day and am currently contemplating suicide ...pls i need someone to advice me..
.am just 18.NOTE:am using a friend's acct...
*NO INSULT PLS*

i want to start importation of used clothes and i have only 25k.can someone pls help me out with the necessary information e.g where to buy.

kindly post ur no

pls help me...she says am too dull and boring and not romantic... DT if nt fr d love she has fr me she would av gone her wag

leoblaze:
Bro dat bae is into you... But she dont want to look cheap..... My 2cent

I don't understand her....she tells me am too cool

pls help me,met this gal on Friday at a party....I went to house DT same evening and we from 10pm to line after 1am before I went to my house.. she then came Tony house on Saturday I kissed and she started crying DT she felt like she was cheating on her bf..on Sunday she came and she allowed be touch her breast buh midway she wld remove my hand and I wld start again and she wld repeat war she did d first time ...later she vexed and went away and on her way hone she told me she likes me buh I lack patience...since Monday her reaction towards me has really changed .. pls help me cos am sure dis gal likes me from d way she behaves but all suddenly changed since Monday..pls help me I don't want to loose dis gal

I WANT TO THROW MY VASELINE AWAY

beeblah:
where is no.1

besides, you get to know that all these motivational speakers doesn't practice wah they preach

in a pastor in my area's voice"FOLLOW MY TEACHINGS NOT MY BEHAVIORS "

Manners cost nothing
2. Treat others how you wish you be treated
3. Family comes first
4. Two wrongs don't make a right
5. Treasure friendship
6. Save some for a rainy day
7. Don't judge a book by its cover
8. Actions speak louder than words
9. As one door closes, another door opens
10. Laugh as often and as much as possible
11. All that glitters is not gold
12. Stay honest and keep your integrity
13. Keep an open mind
14. Never be afraid to make mistakes
15. You don't know what you've got until it's gone
16. Look after the pennies, the pounds will look after themselves
17. Only worry about things you can control
18. It's what's on the inside that counts
19. Never be afraid to shed a tear
20. Always have a smile on your face
21. Out of debt, out of danger
22. Don't speak with your mouth full
23. Listen before you speak
24. Try and see the good in everybody
25. The best things in life are free
26. Practice makes perfect
27. There is a light at the end of every tunnel
28. Make time for your favourite things
29. Beauty is in the eye of the beholder
30. It's not what you know, it's who you know
31. Love unconditionally
32. Seize the day
33. You have to be cruel to be kind
34. If you don't believe in yourself, how can you expect others to
35. Forgive others so that you may be forgiven.
36. Always go with your gut instinct
37. Live everyday like it's your last
38. Be somebody's reason to smile
39. Don't burn your bridges
40. Time is a great healer
41. You only regret what you didn't do
42. Never let your fears get in the way
43. Don't count the days, make the days count
44. Strive for the best
45. Put your best foot forward
46. A picture paints a thousand words
47. The early bird catches the worm
48. Keep your head up and your heart strong
49. Keep your friends close, but your enemies closer
50. If we all threw our problems in a pile and saw everyone else's, we'd grab ours back