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Save me the pains.

Save me the pains of this psychological turture.
save me the pains of sleeplessness.
save me the pains of this agony in my heart and mind.
save me the agony of being lonely
save me the agony of this anorexia.
save me the pains of loosing massive weight.
save me the pains of moody situation.
save me the pains of this all day soloquesing
Just forgive and save me the pains and agony.

I cry and yell, no one seems to know why.
no one seems to feel my emotions.
no one seems to care about my well being.
no one asks why the mood suddenly change
and massive weight loss.

I cry all night and wet my bed silly
but i found no respite.
It's hurt and hurt from you all day
leaving my day blue
and leaving me gloomy
for God's sake save me the pains.

Hand In Hand

Laying underneath the stars,
On a warm silent night.
Your arms are wrapped around me,
And everything feels right.

You kiss me sweet and softly,
I feel your warm gentle touch,
You help me feel protected
Under the sweet night sky rush.

My world before me is perfect.
There's nowhere else I want to be,
Except laying underneath the stars
Hand in hand, you and me.

Just when everything is perfect,
And you seem so delicately sweet,
A rush of wind comes past me
As I'm swept beneath my feet.

Nothing could be more right,
There's nowhere else I want to be.
Let's take a walk my only love,
Hand in hand, you and me.

Entrapment

Hopelessly bound
unfettered
by the chains of love's grip
- greatest gift,
fate's cruelest curse.

Wherefore do I weep
at knowing the joy,
the warmth,
at feeling the peace,
the fire.

Wherefore do I weep
unable to complete ,
to be,
unknown the kiss,
the flames.

Wherefore do I weep
at loving not living
seeing not touching
breathing not sharing
holding not loving?

All,
because I, The Fool,
am no more?

Thinking

Thinking. Can't stop thinking.
Think of you. This. That. That Life. That day.
That dream was mine.
A utopian dream.

Your aura; struck me like lightning to a tree.
Pointy, like a star, you shone.
So bright, yet not shining as a star would,
But as apparent as white chalk on a blackboard.
You would not show off like a star.
Yet you did burn so hot, so fiercely, so explosively -
you were a star in my eyes.

But like all stars, you died.
That gas was gone.
No pull between us.
The atmosphere was dry
and I began to choke.
I was taken from my star - like a child being taken from its poor,
drunken mother - I did not know what was happening.
Dazed. Confused. Without true reality, I there sat.
Wondering.

The end of my world had only just begun, with yours beginning.

Dearest Aniekan, I believe that our love is (blessed/ordained) by God. It is a union of two spirits destined for everlasting happiness. Thus, you have truly become the star of my life which brings me light in this dark world, and warmth when I need it. You offer me the promise of renewal, the joy of living, the peace of mind that comes from sharing and caring, and that shoulder to lean on in times of stress. You are my Swallow from Capistrano - my precious butterfly, and I will cherish you and love you forever.

Dearest Love

I have lived for a long time (responsible for/dependent upon) no one, answering to no one and committed to no one except myself. During this period of my life, I considered the World mine for the taking and truly believed that I was living life to the fullest. Then, you came into the picture, and all of a sudden, I realized that I was deceiving myself.

love, I am an incomplete (man/woman) in need of wholeness. I find that my life is not all that I thought it was. In fact, it is terribly lacking in many things, the foremost being love. Now, through some great fortune, I have found that love and along with it the one person who can make my life truly complete.
You are that person, and I have somehow fallen hopelessly and undeniably in love with you. To be honest, I never thought I would ever utter those words, but now, they come forth effortlessly and with great sincerity. I'll be forever greatful to you for showing me just how shallow my life was. At last, I have a chance to give it depth and purpose.

I wanted to tell you this in person, but I knew that the proper words would escape me. I wrote you this letter instead. Please call me after you read it, and we'll talk.

Until I hear from you, I remain totally yours in thought and spirit.

Love,

Thanks Vexxy!

Thank you for your thoughtfulness & kindness,

And your caring ways;

Thank you for your friendship,

All these many days.

Missworld

You Make Me Complete
I cannot live without your love -

My life would not be the same;

For I would be incomplete,

Like a candle without a flame.

To Hot Angel


.A Lover's Rendezvous

Each night my visions wander far,

To a place I cannot travel to;

And there they mingle with your thoughts,

In a lover's rendezvous.

What Would I Be Aniekan?

What would the Yin be without the Yang -

What would lemon pie be without the meringue?

What would false be without true -

And what would I be without you?

Aniekan what will I be without you?

HA I want to log off and think more, I will log in later.

I hope I get the right words this time.

Cloud of Desire


Honesty is all you spoke.
No promises were made.
Just a cloud of desire washing over us
Wanting things to be different
But knowing they never will.
Knowing where you have to be
And that you're still here kissing me.
Lost in your arms
Melting with your touch
The gentleness of your caress
Makes me want this so much.
Knowing I only have a moment
To bask in this desire
Wanting you to take me
Longer and higher.
Not knowing where this road will go.
Wanting you to let me know.
Will you ever touch my soul?
No promises I make
About where this journey will take us.
I can only promise to be true
And to give my soul to you.