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wittywriter:
Call Relationship Care assistant.
You can earn up to @least $30 monthly.
I can't go into details beyond as stated so try DYOR.




Wittyness.

how do i contact the assistant?

Maynman:
It's all opened.

failed format

Maynman:
Was just trying to make you help yourself when you said this.

"They keep saying i should keep changing my wardrobe, i should get a house for myself, i should get an android phone, i should get several footwears,I should get this,get that, do this contribution or that programme ,etc NO MATTER HOW MUCH I AM PAID.


Life is baseless but sadly death never corrects anything.

so, i am just so downcast.

i dont understand how i can have peace with so many fears caused by constant frustration.

these issues have caused me to struggle with addiction, depression
and a great chance of having more physical health problems that i wont have money to treat.

i have never been getting a full month salary for at least 6 consecutive months since i finished secondary school in 2015.

it has always been barely 2 or 3 consecutive months of what has never been up to 30k but rather mostly about 9 to 13k.

there are many times when i have had no means of earning anything.
what i have mostly seen online is people asking me to pay what i have never made or what i have only made a miserable number of times for what i may not even gain from at the end.


i have seen misery a lot more often than anything else.


i dont even know why i am posting it here.


damn!"

cuz u cud not mind ya biz

Maynman:
Nah, attention deserves me.

at least u dare not leave ur tracks open

The whatever keeps posting unrelated shit on various threads created by other members of this 4rum.

Derailing baselessly like a damned zombie

damn!

Maynman:
Time does not exist, you are always in the eternal now.
The future and past are illusions that causes anxiety and depression.

What sorta derailing is this

U keep assuming u deserve attention

Maynman:
What you looking for is right within you.

Keep wasting ur time

tctrills:
You are still very young and you can change your life's trajectory. It's time for you to start redefining yourself and it's time for you to start looking out for ways and opportunities to serve more and give more to society and see how your story would turn around.

Do u have anything for me?

Maynman:
You are not thinking, your mind does it for you, there's no independent thought. You are not your mind.

Keep repeating that like a retarded crackhead

bobestman:
Change the "hell" to "heaven" in your monicker and you will stop seeing hell
Life is not about being rich or poor but about knowing your purpose. You can only know your purpose by connecting to the Creator of all things but you don't believe in him. A rich preacher once said "vanity upon vanity, all is vanity". All will become vanity if one don't know his purpose in life
Leave the "religion of fools" decieving you and try to know your Creator yourself. You don't need to be like the "many" in NL religion thread to know your Creator

My creator must be insane since i have seen what i have seen or lost what i have lost.

Maynman:
It's just an opening of a discourse.
The mind always has desires.

F.....k tha discourse!

Maynman:
I don't see it as sorrow.

f.....k the way u see it !

Maynman:
Surprising, that's exactly what I have for you.

u enjoy my sorrow

Maynthemayn:
You suffer because you have Desires.

this is unnecessary from you

Maynthemayn:
But you are not a mind, you have a mind.

u have nothing for me

Maynthemayn:
You are not down, your mind is.

then bye

Maynthemayn:
you should joke more.
Do you know the archetype of the Joker?

am down

Maynthemayn:
Right, it's all play that's why they call it Lila.😉

nobody is joking with u

They keep saying i should keep changing my wardrobe, i should get a house for myself, i should get an android phone, i should get several footwears,I should get this,get that, do this contribution or that programme ,etc NO MATTER HOW MUCH I AM PAID.


Life is baseless but sadly death never corrects anything.

so, i am just so downcast.

i dont understand how i can have peace with so many fears caused by constant frustration.

these issues have caused me to struggle with addiction, depression
and a great chance of having more physical health problems that i wont have money to treat.

i have never been getting a full month salary for at least 6 consecutive months since i finished secondary school in 2015.

it has always been barely 2 or 3 consecutive months of what has never been up to 30k but rather mostly about 9 to 13k.

there are many times when i have had no means of earning anything.
what i have mostly seen online is people asking me to pay what i have never made or what i have only made a miserable number of times for what i may not even gain from at the end.


i have seen misery a lot more often than anything else.


i dont even know why i am posting it here.


damn!

Maynthemayn:
Here, https://www.nairaland.com/7792123/ploughing-before-planting

Both life and death are baseless

Busybrain2233:
Nice write up Boss.

Let's wait for gnostics to arrive here.

what is the essence of the write up?

I honestly cant put it in any other form

CreedElliot:
Content writing

how?
i cant do gmail

January

i had to quit a teaching job because i could not do full time and that was due to the circumstances surrounding it.
i had worked for a week in two different schools and got nothing for it.

that is because i also left the only school where i was working just days after quitting the other one and i did it for a full time job in another school.

amidst all these ,i lost my android phone and i was never living where i chose to live.
i dont mean i was forced by anybody to live here or there. i mean that i was rather forced by the misfortune of having no apartment of mine before i started working in this or that school.
i had and i still have to take whatever i see.
to compound it, the cashless policy made it very hard for me to have access to my salary for january which was less than 13,000naira.

I was given this tecno t901 by one of the owners of the school i joined full time, anyways.
I did not hesitate towards replacing the battery with a new one for immediate use.

February

The cashless policy continued to worsen things as i had no fixed means of collecting my salary.
Till now , i have not recovered from the cost of having access to my salary during that period. I have also spent over 10 to 15k trying to secure an active bank account myself or through my dad in his name.
My salary for february was not up to twice my salary for january.

March

I can't remember anything better here

April

I had to leave the school i joined full time since the owners felt i was not doing enough or no longer needed. I also packed out of the place where i was asked to stay and i did so in order to have peace.
I moved to a church where i stayed for a while before i had to move out again.

May

I had to go back to part time but i could not even find at least two schools for most of the following months.

I have nothing else to say about May.

June to August

I can only say let me forget
again
nothing better
rather worse


September

I was able to find additional part time means but the cost of every necessity had already become a lot more problematic for me before i could come up with any plan.

October

also trying to tell as many people as possible whatever i can afford to tell.
i have been residing in a school for months now, just like i was for about half of last year.
i need a terrible size of memories out of my head.

if this means am insane, then i will never be well.


damn damn damn!

on a trip to a blast ,
u see ur lines moving , i mean carrying , u go as far as they take u,never since am 'nevering' but also since i mean , go eat ur prize ,da Hell da mean , use of ciphers, never hides the next thing,

In tha land of tha viewers, a stick ,a rod ,a what again? See the grave just never too fine to bring back who again? Tha rum ,am in a hmm ,2+3 gives a sum ,then a sum gives where again? ,then however be a gain.

How?

till i die

whether he decides to pay or not , there should be no problem .

Then?

talented321:
Poverty or heart break bring frustration and frustration bring depression..
You're right but you'll regret if you take ur life.. Don't be ashamed again and have a positive thinking always.

Jeon:
What your birthday?

What can u do 4 me?

Besides, am trying 2 4get