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AmNotADullard:
Good day Nairalanders, the time I started writing this is 3:22am, whether am a popular NLder or not doesn't matter, but I would like to Conceal my identity. These would be a bit long, because I would want to explain all what is happening and has been happening to me concerning my education.

I am from the eastern part of Nigeria, and school somewhere in the south, part of the top 10 universities in Nigeria.
Back in my, Primary and Junior secondary school, I was extremely brilliant, always part of first 3, a lot of times I was 1st in class and best overall. Even my junior waec, I was so happy, people were happy for me.

The problem started in my secondary school, I noticed I started dropping, my 2nd term in SS1, I was 21/23 in class, same school, same class mates.
I thought maybe I had started playing to much, so I stopped all what I figured out could be the problem, yet there was no solution, my parents got me private teachers for my core subjects. Once they are with me, I would understand what they teach me, when they leave, I don't slack, I continue reading and reading, when exam comes, it would seem like I wasn't the one who read. A day before the exam, it would be fresh in my head and when I even write the exam, my mind would be like "you have killed it"
My parents would ask how it was, my reply would be: "yes, it was perfect, expecting the perfect result".

When I see my result, I would as usual fail virtually everything.
Still, I managed to go/forge ahead, I was able to pass my WASSCE in one sitting, how I did that I don't know, not that I passed outstandingly, I only had 'credit' in all the subject I was expect to have grade 'C'.

Then the hustle for Jamb came, let it be known that I wrote jamb 5 times, and the 5th time was when I got admitted to my school of choice.


Currently in my 200level, we resumed a new session about 2months ago. Now to what caused dis write up.

My first semester of 100level result: C, F, A, D, D.

A terrible result for someone in 100level, yes, I know. I felt too relaxed first semester, played a lot.
I determined that 2nd semester would be better, not that I was expecting all A's but I didn't want any F.
So my whole 2nd semester was reading all through, I read to the extent that I started feeling sure I should have A's in at least 3 out of 6 courses.

But when the result came in, it was worse than my first semester without me playing or getting distracted,
My 2nd semester of 100level result: C, F, C, E, C,F

And now 200level has kicked off, but something is happening to me.

I don't think I can survive this anymore,
My parents don't have money, my dad is struggling to send us to school.
None of my siblings work,
I have been contemplating different means of ending my life,
I move about with shame, I don't sleep anymore, I can't get my head straight, I would stay awake all night crying and praying for a change in my academic life.

I have done all what I think I can humanly do, hence why the thought of taking my life,
I know I can't create a life, but of what use is one that doesn't seem to make people happy?
But then, I decided to come on here, to ask if there is something else in reading I am not doing apart from, reading.... I have applied all the reading techniques applicable, jot while reading, revise, ask myself questions, and all. But still after exam, I don't seem to have that desired result, I have prayed countless times.

By my side is a chemical I got when I discovered I had 2f's. Education, they say is the best legacy. But in my case it isn't sure if it would be, I am a business oriented person, but no money to even establish myself, so that's not an option, please Nairalanders, I don't wish to Take my life, please is there anything you can suggest to me other than suicide and constant reading and prayers. I am 22years of age.

God bless.

Don't worry, put your trust in God. Give your life to Jesus and things will take a change.

I have similar experience with you, it was as if you were narrating my own story. I was the best student in my secondary school, wrote ssce thrice and jamb twice, before I got admitted into my choice course of study. It was engineering, I had a very bad results and even probated in my 100 level, my gpa was 1.91. I began 200 level after serving my one year of probation through thick and thin, I have high hopes and was very studious believing things will change, I even became fervent with religious activities. At the end I got a 3.05 gpa, I was devastated, I couldn't eat well, sleep well and stop going to church, I wanted to turn an atheist. My background is not a rich one and my dad is an advocate for academic excellence.
At the beginning of 300 level, I heard my inner self telling me that without God I can do nothing and seeing my background, I dusted myself and made up my mind to do my best and let God have his way, I prayed for forgiveness and I continued with my faith. At the end of the session I made a 3.54 gpa. To cut the story short, I graduated with a second class upper and everyone was happy, I went for my nysc and completed it, I have not gotten a proper job but I am doing fine, and hoping God will lift me up to greater heights.
I pray that God will grant you academic excellence in Jesus name. And I come against any strong hold fighting your life right now in the name of Jesus. God bless you. And please don't think of committing suicide.

With 1000 naira, I can get a new bible, but that amount can't get me a new phone, I will save my phone first.

Just bore her out. She will understand the language. When giving someone attention, there is always the tendency of feeling they interest you. Don't pick calls, don't reply message. Be nice and don't discuss anything outside academics.

Well that don't stop me from using the network to browse. And as long as tariffs are friendly, I will still a loyal customer.

Scientists and research.

Nokia 2626, one chinco phone like that, Nokia x2 slim, tecno N3 and L3, currently infinix hot note.

Mtchew!! Sound fictional

Try this site and you lost ownership of your Facebook account.

I don't trust police reports. They always exaggerate stories. And I do wonder if they think people are that dumb.

The stupid thing is that most people know their spouse, what they are capable of doing before making the commitment about marriage . But they think love will solve everything. To me love is not enough, the fear of God in the life of a spouse is the ultimate.

Then let's use our beans, fish and palms oil to feed the nation. So many hungry people in the country. Kidding anyway.

I saw this forth coming, when everyone was just screaming change, I have this strong feeling that Nigerians will be highly disappointed, here we are.

Some persons are just too rigid to persuade.

And why can't people know that all these are end time things.

Must it be a boyfriend and girlfriend story to pass the message?

eleshin:
A-Drifta is mainly for Android phones nd the price is 3k200, it's not the normal drifta for system, this one is white and small.

where can one get A-drifta in Abuja.

You don't even trust her self. You don't even trust her self.

Buy this at your own peril. It can never be quarter near Samsung S6. Talking from experience.

seedorff01:
im using a 32gig mem card its working fine no lag whatsoever..

Always make sure you buy original memory card.

rabbi1234:
Hello madam, what u did is right, the man dat will love u for who u are wil surely cum, dnt loose hope, even me wen I started my wife, she told me only d guy dat disflower her slept wit her 3 times, am like seeing d guy and beat him, but because I love her I accepted her. So relax ur mind and pray to God to forgive u all ur sins, surely dat man wil cum for u.

This one cannot be satisfied on any ground. She will still continue sleeping around.

Always take that easier course more seriously and have an excellent grade there, which can make up for more difficult ones

tunjion:
http://www.nigeriaentertainment.io/hunter-kills-wife-after-catching-her-having-sex-with-friend-in-osun-state/

But whoso committeth adultery with a woman lacketh understanding: he that doeth it destroyeth his own soul. A wound and dishonour shall he get; and his reproach shall not be wiped away. For jealousy is the rage of a man: therefore he will not spare in the day of vengeance. He will not regard any ransom; neither will he rest content, though thou givest many gifts. Proverbs 6:32-34

A Chelsea fan , but never his fan.

Richhard:
Jumia sucks,ordered for this phone,yet to see it,call them some days ago, said they will get back to me!,nothing yet :@

Try check your email and go to the site and track your order.

NemzySeries:
Young man we are in d world & not of d world.....d shoki & skelewu we dance in churches were innovated by d world & instead of going parties & late nite clubs we go to church & do dis dances during praises & orda music concerts.....d question is av I sined by doing dos worlds acclaimed dance moves & styles in church?

Read the following bible passages, 1 John 2:15-17, Titus 2:11-12, Revelation 2:4-6; 14-16, 19-23.
In the book of Revelation, Jesus Christ shun all worldly practices and way of life copied by the aforementioned churches, the churches mentioned there are the exact replica of today's churches. Dancing any worldly dance in the church is very wrong and not acceptable at all, hope I helped you a little.

mirexxx:
nobody cares what you think! d op asked a question and i answered so mind your business

Take it easy, we are not fighting. Have peace.

okestev:
...God bless you....More grace, more strength to remain commited to HIM till the very end. Thank you.

Amen. And you too

mirexxx:
No i won't

Myopic though.

missclasssy:
[color=#000030]What I can't stand is when christians act too holy.
It's really annoying.

Okay, you say it is wrong to have sex till you marry, and now you are married, you are saying it's wrong to "give a head."?
This is rubbish in my opinion and it's a case of religious adherents forcing laws upon themselves.

I believe a couple is supposed to have sex in any way that suits them.
How will someone say that because you use the mouth in praying, then you shouldn't use it in giving a mouth action........
Is that not the same mouth you used In kissing?

Where in the bible did God direct us on the way a husband and wife should have sex?.

As far as I am concerned, any christian couple is free to indulge in any form of sexual practice so far as its just between the two of them and it gives then consensual pleasure.....[/color]

Can you have anal sex with your spouse? Remember that act is sodomy, and its abomination before God. Some of these practices are orchestrated by the devil to make something God made beautiful to be at fault before God. As a believer, shun all abominable sexual practices. The devil is making sure, he gets at you in all aspect of your life, including sexual pleasure.