I said I would update after cam fitted ... ok .. I'm embarrassed to tell you it seem it's all me nothing more , I take own clothes off and touch , it like I kiss and make love but I'm alone .
So I very sorry for saying all I have said asking help .
I will try stop my dreams
Thank you

Those was offer help I'm .. survivor jona @ hotmail.com , I not giving more my personal info to site .. thank you all for advice .. I'm sure all is my fault thank you

Sorry it not let me reply emails any I messaged has my hotmail address this is enough
Talking with you make me realise I have to deal with this quick ... thanks all advise

It mid night here I have all lights on but can't sleep ... pastors not long leave but I feel so used by they ways

I hope cameras show ... I ca not do this much longer .
I do not know who to trust anymore I feel pastors here are using me , this site offer good advice .. I email mfm but nobody reply

I replied your email .. thank you

Cameras are now done thank you for advise to .... I am to ashamed now to go to more pastors or different church , it easy in messages to talk but to another and explain what happens is so humiliating .
I feel pastors that try help is new at dealing with this but they try , as long as prayers being done it help .
If cam not show problem then maybe I go catholic church and ask .
I'm confused and embarrassed and humiliated bad now

gazilion:


Please, beloved Sister, I've sent you a PM! I was in MFM but now a pastor in Deeper Life Bible church. Please, send me your number, I will call and pray for you! I am feeling angry now at the devil. This Oppression must seize in Jesus name. Please stop going to any spiritualist to wash your body and see your unclothedness. You do not need to do that!! Jesus is the Answer!!! Please, very quickly, send me your number and I will call you. I also need to pray for your husband whenever he's back.

Ephesians 6:12 For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places.

I really thank you for contact , sorry I only now see this message .. I am to ashamed to speak I'm happy in messages , not been spiritualist it was pastors from church , I not know if they was right or wrong in what they done to me to try cleanse me but as they are from church I followed the instructions as I am desperate to end this .
I hoping cams will show what is wrong end then can deal with it .. if not pastors say they will stay over nights until it ends .. I'm very unhappy for that to happen better I stay away at families

Ok update .. I done as some advise and the cams are in now ..I rent 5 for month but only 3 in ... could not put any outside as builders around would see .
One boy came install inside home 3 cam can see my bed .. front room and door in to home . 6 pm here now so if I can sleep it will record any happenings

This morning .. I stay awake all night as not want sleep , as light happen I just get the light head as seem usual , I tried get up and drink but I could not I was aware I seem drift away then I wake naked again across bed not in normal way I really not know how long it takes then .. but my mind wakes good trying think what go on .. but it don't get answer , I'm still waiting response from mountain of fire see if they help .
Thank you

Thank you I read through it quick for now ... it sounds similar yes but mine seem more violent .. all I read about them they not violent .. mine has bitten .. cut .. or something a little part of my nipp le , I pictured it because even it's gone only little sorbets there was not the pain you expect .. also it heal look perfect but little missing .
I could not do that nor a man I feel. So much happen I not put anything like the all

This was like 2 nd part as first posted and I tried reply but had message to do new post on it .. but first ok now .. it called succubus .. incubus

I'm in philippines

Husband is gone for another 4 months at least so I know not his doing , I have emailed shop I next town that hire security stuff same day deliver .. but it late here so will know tomorrow. . Hope record tomorrow night .. I look at plan for 5 cam I do in and outside .. yes I will say result thank you .. I'm just tired of not knowing but know not go mad

Ok I look .. I'm puzzling why if going mad .. nothing in life has changed .. I'm happy in normal life or was in remember nothing that could change me , I will try locate psychiatrist and go .. and try get cameras but not tell anyone they done

I started new post it said I can't do now sorry ... husband in another country so he can't be doing this in anyway .. I try get stuff record but tell no one .. pastors been done much to me n blessings and holy water .
I feel they using this as practice as not know

Sorry it say I need do new post to continue .
I am worried now as you say I can sleep walk and lose whole day .. do it mean I sleep walk and men use me and I don't know ? The doors always are locked when I wake same as when go bed ... if I was out walking why I'm naked in my bed ?
It's a strange feeling it like anesthetic .. you feel self drift away but as go you feel touches but can't fight ... I will try any and all advise . Thank you

Ok .. I accept your advice but worry now .. if sleep walk do it mean I am used by men when I'm out walking and I don't know? I stayed at a friends and had same feelings ... also is husband experiences same as mine ? He feels things has happened in night to but his not as much as mine .. mine is almost nightly

This is so hard to explain .. if sleep paralysis or dreams how am I get cover in like a man's juices ?
It not a man opening door at night it bolted and windows are shut and have steel frames over , i actually feel sometimes what is happening but cant stop it as cant move away , I accept totally I need eat better and will go again see doctor and check vit E , I'm drink lots of water .... really I thank you for your in put

No I'm not Nigerian , I said I'm from Philippines ... I do not sleep like dead and I'm aware things start happen but then for some reason I remember nothing most of the time .. sometimes I can't move and I'm wide awake stuck on bed held under somebody or thing .
I live in a one story building not attached to any away from others , as for pastors seeing me .. I don't know what is right to do or wrong to do .. I not know about this .. in desperation I try anything .. 2 times now been washed in holy water and prayed over , now I know this is not the time or even if at all .
As for starving , I have had many days not eat and worry and read bible pray .. but it seem the prayers not right for this .. but I'm learning .

Cutehector:
go to a catholic church and see a priest..

Ok I will try ask but as I'm not of that church maybe not help ... yes I know now day is bad too .. thank you

No certain it not mental health .. ok I will try get stuff to record in sleep , thanks

LeView1:
Why don't you record yourself as you sleep? Watch it in the morning so you could see what your body is doing at night.

I don't believe in all this spirit stuff, I think there could be a much simpler medical explanation. I would record myself sleeping. Chances are you might be doing all this to your body. Maybe you sleep walk and play with yourself.

Thanks that would be good idea if I was not certain what happen ... I not believed in any thing like this for sure and am shocked to learn of it , I did not go in full detail but believe sometimes I'm awake and just get invaded and can not stop it . Something has cut or bite I little from my nip ple if I was to want to do myself I would not cause pain .
I still not certain what happening as all I read was it's a sexual thing and pleasures , this is not peaceful it very forceful .
I said .. shouted forceful prayer and demand it not approach me again as I tried sleep after awake all night ... that did not stop , I'm waiting reply from mfm hoping they help .

Distort what ? Of course not go in all details .. it's enough to say of what basically happens , you feel it help I tell every detail ?

I don't know what to do .. I know they wash people in holy water to cure things .. I don't know if it right or wrong , they say must do again if continue .. I'm trying prayer I'm shouting it out now as can't sleep I'm feeling much around me it like I have upset something by talking about it .
I will not worry what any condem as I not know what to do .
Thanks your support

Sorry I did not see that fb link before last reply .. cavite is here yes .. I will contact thank you

Thank you so much .. I will contact , on the site they not show for here .. the address on the one you send is Nigeria too , I was going to go se them if could , I'm sure they will say how to get information and help here .. again thank you .. so try I must sleep head is so dizzy now .

Never going to leave my marriage for sure .. thank you for help advice

I am in philippines I looked at mfm site there are non here , I read an old post saying about agressive prayer I will do that now I'm so tired I need sleep but I'm hearing stuff and feel touches so try stay wake but it's hard even I'm pray

Sorry you go through that , it good you are over it .. I am thinking this thing has try ruin my life .. my husband is working away to make a life for us and it seems I'm here to be used as this wants , our marriage still happy but we are far apart . It's my first ever relationship no broken ones
My life now is I do not go anywhere I just stay in unless shopping for foods .
I have not put in strong terms things that happen as I'm embarrassed to say but yes I have found body covered in juices . I used to worry I had been drugged and used.
I never knew anything like this can be real .

Is that not the same as the prayers I do every night asking for protection ? I have been in my church all my life and prayed .
It's since marry life has got harder and harder then this is happening

Thank you .. I will do my best .. I have not slept tonight as so scared .. here is 4.15 am I am waiting until day light to sleep .. I will start praying as you say now .