Hey, im a 20 year old virgin and I would accredit that to my low self asteem about my body and about my organ size. Recently however Ive started taking crystal meth( I know all the dangers, but I feel I just need to lose some weight and have the self confidence to just meet a few girls.) I am not a romantic person and I dont really believe in love, but that still doesnt give me the confidence I need to be self confident like I am now. Ive met a girl and things are going more than well and im pretty sure she wants sex tommorow as she has just finished her period and told me explicitly that she wants to have sex.

What am I to do? I dont know anything exept what ive read on the basic first time advice and so on. She ofcourse doesnt know that im a virgin and im not telling her(cant change my mind on this one) Also Im on meth and its now 2 am so there are only a couple hours left untill I see her again. Wil I ruin my sexlife on the first go if I have sex on meth as a virgin? also would it help me to last longer? I need an answer asap plz Im panicking over here.

Hey, im a 20 year old virgin and I would accredit that to my low self asteem about my body and about my penis size. Recently however Ive started taking crystal meth( I know all the dangers, but I feel I just need to lose some weight and have the self confidence to just meet a few girls.) I am not a romantic person and I dont really believe in love, but that still doesnt give me the confidence I need to be self confident like I am now. Ive met a girl and things are going more than well and im pretty sure she wants sex tommorow as she has just finished her period and told me explicitly that she wants to have sex.

What am I to do? I dont know anything exept what ive read on the basic first time advice and so on. She ofcourse doesnt know that im a virgin and im not telling her(cant change my mind on this one) Also Im on meth and its now 2 am so there are only a couple hours left untill I see her again. Wil I ruin my sexlife on the first go if I have sex on meth as a virgin? also would it help me to last longer? I need an answer asap plz Im panicking over here.