Hadampson:
Keep the updates coming melekan.. kudos to u#thumbs up#

oga mi thank you sir. I envy you Sha ooo. this your hand too full with ladies.

Chapter four

And when the last ray of sun leaves the sky
And people decide to call it in a night.
I'll sit and think of you my heart
As a tribute to when I was broken.

Beatrice woke at the middle of the night. She sat up and allowed herself think! As she was still confused about all that what was going on. Still, nothing felt real, nothing felt right. She was preparing for her birthday party! And met her sister in her room dead! Dead!!
Can someone just die like that? Just go away without looking back? Just leave without saying bye? But why? Why should she die? Why would she die? How did she die? Heaven what is happening?
She suddenly heard hurried footsteps down the hospital hall, she stopped her raging thoughts and concentrated on the source of the sound, only to hear soft whispers of a female saying "his lung is fractured! There is no way he can make it"
She drifted her thoughts back quickly and wondered WHY? Why death?
As she sat muffling, realization began dawning on her and gradually she began to believe! Began to accept that her sister is dead! But one question she still asks herself is who killed her and why! Someone must have locked the door cause Faith would never open her door and lock herself in! Anytime she dropped by, would be busy going through her stuffs checking if there as been any new item purchased. She would make sure she ends up with the item no matter how adamant she is at rebuking her! Oh Faith!
The next couple of days went by as though she was seeing a movie. She'll wake, eat and sleep. Talk a little when her mum was around but they never really talked about Faith. It was as though they were both dancing on a knife of rejection. Her dad had left Ilorin and gone back to Lagos, though he didn't go alone! He went back accompanied with Faith's corpse!
Until Beatrice got discharged did she start to wonder why Kelvin never came to check on her. At discharge, her Mum had to take her back home to Lagos state, mushin area, Ladipo street where they live.
Her thought danced back to the fact that Kelvin was the one who took her to the hospital when she passed out on the street that faithful day.
She picked up her mobile phone and dialled his number but he did not pick at first ring. It was so not like him! Kelvin is a technology fanatic, a phone freak. He is always with his phone,never separated from it even in his sleep. She tried his number the second time and heard a tintilating voice of small girl say Hello.
"Hello Tracy is that you? "; she responded trying to guess by the sound of the voice if it was Kelvin's younger sister. "Yes its me! Brother Kelvin said to tell anyone that called that he is not in" the little damsel responded. But Beatrice knew she wasn't just anyone so she asked. "Where did he go to? "; "aunty Beatrice brother Kelvin as gone with daddy to the mortuary. They went To claim our brother Josh corpse!". The line went dead!

Chapter Three

As you slam the door of my heart at my face.
Only to realise you are the one standing on the outside.


Beatrice stood transified as she saw her younger sister Faith laying halfway on her bed. The manner at which she layed indicated she was lifeless. Whether to scream or shout, she was thoughtless. She walked fearfully towards her and lifted her arms up. To her surprise, Faith's arm came down faster than she could say flash!
She placed her index finger close to her nose, No Breath!! What movie is Faith acting? Ah an what is this! Faith if this is a joke stop it! But was it?
She sat up, turned her sister around and placed her hands on her chest in search of heart beats but there was nothing! Just limb! Just nothing……

Beatrice looked around then she grabbed her bag, searched through it and found a safety pin. She pricked herself a few times. Then stood up, walked out of the room and she kept on walking! Out of the compound! out of her street!! she just kept walking! She could not think , she would not think, she just kept walking!

What just happened? ; she asked herself
"I went to church, I came back! Faith should be in her own hostel! Who opened the door, who locked the door? What happened to my sister? Can my sister just die like that? But! But!! I saw her yesterday!! Just yesterday night!!
As realization began dawning on her and every flood of sorrow started washing through her brain. She stood at a spot and wondered what was happening. Whether it was the sun or confusion! She saw a blurry figure of Kelvin walking towards her and that was all she could remember as she passed out.

secrecy of secrets………
Beatrice woke up only to see her mum smiling down at her, she wanted to stand up but something held her down. As she turned to look, trying to figure put what was going on. She saw that her father held her down. With an expression of deep sorrow written all over his face. She looked back at her mother and saw for the second time that the smile she put up was fake, as her eyes had all the words said.
Gradually her memory began coming back to place then she turned and asked her father! "Papa where is Faith? " But instead of a response, she saw trickles of teats slide down her father's face. At that did her mother speak up. "You need to rest, you've been like this for two days, the doctor said not to think too much yet so Trice rest your head my child ";
She was about to ask another question when she suddenly felt her head go light and slumber was taking over but before she closed her eyes, she saw two men walk in, one on plain cloth, the other on a police uniform.

I suppose quote everybody's name one by one and welcome you guys. but since way say I wan prostrate ni


I'll say ekabo!!!
e ba mi re ooo

thank you all for showing up

I promise to make it a bump less ride all the way!!!

I would have said this earlier but my airplane had battery problem and I had to come down from it and push

so I say welcome to my confusing secrecy of secrets

Chapter two

And morning came and we said goodnight
And night came and we shared good morning
We are not flummoxed
We are only blinded by the grief of our mourning.



Beatrice sat at the front row in church, locking her gaze on the pastor as though she was comprehending ever word he said. But anyone who knows Beatrice Lawson and saw the distant look in her eyes would know that no one with that kind of look is anywhere near!
As she sits pondering over the midnight's activity , she smiled at her self thoughts as she mentally replayed the whole Happy birthday incident.
Kelvin, she had know was a daring carefree spirited being but she had not expected him to walk all the way down from his hostel to hers just to be the first to wish her happy birthday. Couldn't he have done that over the phone but NO! So not is Kelvin, as he keeps surprising her with new acts this pass seven months they've been together. And God! Wasn't the explosions after the first kiss magical?!
The wrap of his arms around her waist as he pulled her into ………
"And when we ask God for forgiveness of sin without total repentance from such acts, do you think God is like a part-time lecturer? You'll sin today, ask him for forgiveness! Sin the same kind of sin! Ask him for forginess! Sin again and again and again!!! Forgiveness only comes after true repentance only when we do repent ………"; The pastors words jolted her thoughts,bringing her drifting mind back to church as she bowed her head in shame "kai see what I want to start thinking about in the house of God! God pls forgive me ooo. And its this Kelvin self! He is just too good with his tongue and the way he rocks his! Ahh GOooood!!!! What is happening to me? Beatrice oya control your thought now?! " She cautioned herself!
Jolting her thoughts back and Waiting for the pastor to close the meeting by telling to Share the Grace!
She is no church worker, so she walked out of the church with such haste in other to prepare for her birthday party., Though her party isn't scheduled to hold till late evening, she knows she would be damned to allow Ruth handle the whole preparation. Not that she didn't trust Her competense but she would never leave the fate of her party at the hands of anyone. Not even her best friend!

Beads of sweat danced down the nape of her neck as she pushed open the gate of her compound. The friendly, inescapable Ilorin sun made sure she had enough sweat flood to drear her shirt wet as she walked home from church. As she stepped into her room after key opening her door! She stopped at what she saw

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Chapter one

I race with patience
As I smile in tears
Fear wears rare care
Making caution my dear
How to do will I near
What can should I do
I race with patience
But fear is seizing my legs


One in front of the other, and the other in front of one. Footsteps birth walk. Since haste help save problem of waste of time. Kelvin walked marring the brightness of the moonless night. His pace should not be termed walking but yet he was. With every vigour he could muster, every strenght he could source, he walked; as time wasn't on his side.
He walked by the road side In order not to draw nightguards attention to himself. Even with his complete black attire that matched perfectly with the night. He still felt very visible to sight. As he took careful silent strides, mapping out his route with ease. He navigates his legs as they are his favorite companion {kelv foot wagon}• Only to stop at a Fenced building with a brown gate which has (13) boldly inscribed on its surface.
Like flash did he move! Opening the gate with ease and heading towards the boys quarters with such confidential vigour.
He turned to face the second door he came across and key opened it with ease. Letting himself in, he sat at the edge of the bed and turned on the little lamp he had been with since he left his home.
There was a sleeping figure on the bed at which he directed the focus of the light at! She twisted and turned as she tried shielding the rays of light away from her eyes. As though a moment of realisation just dawned her, she sat up and angrily waved a warning finger at the source of her sleep interruption.
Swiftly, Kelvin redirected the light at the ceiling, brightening up the room in the process. "Kelvin! What are you doing here"; she muttered keeping her voice bearly audible. He was only able to comprehend her cause he saw her mouth move!
But he was not ready to answer her yet, instead he moved closer to her making their face align before looking at his wrist watch. "At last! Twelve!! " ; he said giving her a quick kiss on the lips and pulling back to present a wrapped item. "Happy birthday ma'am"

Secrecy of secrets !


Most humans have secrets, but how secretive are your secrets ?

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Prologue


Ruth pulled at his wardrobe gently, trying her best not to offset anything in the process. She gently pushed back at her shoulders as though they caused her pain. Mentally pushing through the last barrier of restraint her senses were bathing her in. The more she pulled, the louder the wardrobe creaked. Yes; she is scared but the goal at which she is seeking could bring everything to an end. EVERYTHING TO AN END.

The light of the room suddenly came on. Ruth stood transified unable to move, unable to breathe. She mentally waited for whatever was coming. It might not be her end yet, but at least close to her end. As beads of sweat rolled down her spine, she felt as though she was already in for death, finally she is caught! and so she waited. Too scared to turn around. Too scared to let go of held breath. Too scared to let go of the handle she pulled at.

The scream and shout from the immediate compound was what jolted her thoughts as she heard rhythmically "UP NEPA!!!" Never in her life as she been more relieved that phcn were the ones who brought THE light. As she let go of breathe, she had been hoarding. ~so I am still alive~ came dancing her thoughts! And so she pulled at the handle of the wardrobe only to stop abruptly at!!!

SECRECY OF SECRETS!!

No part of this story should be copied, through any form or medium and published or rebroadcast without the approval of the writer..
secrecy of secrets
Is a work of fiction from my imaginative pen!

I'll appreciate the contact before any form of simulacrum.
©Adekola Olalekan Harun

Contact @ harunadekola@Gmail.com

I adore you!


This wrecked thought should have never been.
But I'm getting consumed by the flame of adoration.
I am crying scared for you for knowing me..
I cannot see through this twist of fate wrath .


I just got a partner and for long you've had one.
But I adore you. And scared to love you on.
I am melting down, this flame is tensing up.
My thought sick from cold odd wrecked feelings.


I lay on my bed unable to leave to sleep.
The face of you I'll face is what I want to see.
This blacksmith hot flare that is shaping my mental heart.
Don't let consume us,this flame of passion.


This whirlwind won't turn us well.
This twist of fate won't tale us pleasant.
But I wish to get you out of my mind.
Come into the lock of my arms and shut the door out


This mind game I play is placing me in the maze.
Being dazed with you being so amazing.
Sound loud is each boxing round of disturbing thoughts.
I should not be with you but so i dearly want.


You, Me, a two that wish to singular.
I need you so love than my regretting plural.
Quietly loud is the sound going out.
You love me too! Says your bleeding heart.


Credits debit my merit of mericarp.
My energy is running low in this wrecked romance.
Haunted by memories of deceitful kisses.
Chased by lonely serpents of slow poisoning guilt.


Look at me or look away.
I am ablaze burning from these terminal feelings.
Shattered pieces don't know who will finally give me peace.
At this torment I am shattering, shattering all over!

Hoard your feelings let me hold mine.
I cannot afford to face you goodbye.
My imagination devour your presence in secret forlorn.
I wield my spirit and dance my feelings,
I am leaving you both but




I adore you



Written by:
*Adekola Olalekan Harun*
*(AOH)

Mystifying and mesmerizing. following you brother, back to back keep the flow and twists coming.greatest twist ever even my head is swimming in confirmation.

solomonbrown64:
Oga mi... Long time... Happy new year.

wish you the same ma brother. Nice twists,following you like a shadow

Hmmmmmmmmmmm Solomon......... brotherly pen on' pen on'

can't believe have been away for so long.oyin ma man fire on....

chai.lmao i wished it had worked i would have borrowed it as i really feel like giving her a peck. ^^^