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I'm so sorry for your loss. You were right, he should have fought harder. But from what you wrote, his case might just be beyond the physical. He actually prepared for the death. Just try and forgive him. I have a feeling that if he wasn't a sickler, he would still have died at that age

UCHIHAmask:
you know,he was the eldest(25yrs),i already said he is not the type that gets acute sickle cell complications,he only gets slight fever or headache in like once in three years and when that happens he would still actively play games, press phone or chat with us,sometimes the fever goes away without him taking any drug,i was always susceptible to malaria,then he is there to give me drugs,he knows well about it because he is always on fruits,vitamins and supplements etc,now he gets the normal seasonal fever and headaches that comes to him but this time around he didn't buy drugs to treat himself,he even stop taking his vitamins,folics and supplements,my elder sister noticed his passive reactions and took it upon herself to buys the drugs for him,he agreed to take the drugs only to remove the tablets,pretend to take it while actually hiding them in his stacks...early morning the day he died(21/04/15) while i was travelling for work he gave me loads of cash,at the time of his death he called that my sister and told her "it was time",he said "they are here already to pick me and i would go with them",later he slept and never woke up...
although i didn't quite understand this then,he was weak physically so seeing his male siblings all built up(body building) with girls flocking around them(something he wouldn't easily get),not being physically strong,taking drugs,supplements and vitamins to survive,coupled with the glare or shun he might have faced in school after gaining admission that year....

Why did you say he let himself die? What do you mean by that?

UCHIHAmask:
my brother was a sickler,he wasn't the type that get sick always yet he let himself die!!!!
i can never imagine the psychological torture sicklers face in this life....

I can help you with number 1 if you wish

Bmaster:

Mine has and will always remain:
1.Borned a sickler.
2.Addicted to masturbation
3.Addicted to bet
4.Not attending church
5.All of the above.




Being a sickler is among one of the ugly experience one get through in life trust me, especially when you don't have a backup.

You'll eventually curse God.

You sure can rhyme

99thEnemy:
Just cum and tell us if you quiver, shiver and flow a river

So why do you keep having sex? It doesn't make sense

Jackossky:
Empty
Rescinded
Hollow

Ghost8889:
Many people are addicted to masturbating, I am addicted to it also...

The whole masturbation thing started when I was around 10, I felt like it's some kind of terrible sin or disease the first time that I did it — and I promised God to never repeat it again, but no matter how I try, It never worked ...

Now my problem is not only the masturbation stuff — but for the fact that I couldn't keep the promise I made to God...

I am so depressed now to the extent that if you are to give me a chance — I would choose to never been in existence

If you have stopped masturbating, please tell me how you did it , tell me what worked out for you please

You can't do it on your own, never. Only God can help you. Just continually drop the addiction at the foot of the cross each time you pray, and watch that burden lift.