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Please don't mind my grammar. I'm really fed up of this life. So am considering ending it once instead of dying gradually of depression I'm fed up of this abject poverty I was born into. I have no one to help me here. No aunty, no uncle, my mum was late too.
Just imaging at 35 still living with my parents in a rented apartment and at the same time being a burden to my retired old man whose iced blocks business is not moving well. I started working as a security guard last week with monthly salary of 25k. The amount of debt that is on my neck now is no joke at all.
Now the issue now is that our rent is overdue and the landlord is on my old man neck for payment, I just resumed work last week so no salary yet even though it won't be enough for the rent, am ashamed of myself cos am useless.
I know how the country is but I beg you with God I will gladly appreciate if there is anyone that can be of help here, before I go on with my decision because the humiliation is too unbearable, what's the essence of being alive without rest of mind. I am totally depressed.

Macupees:
Come and join my content writing team or work on my farm. There's a room and Feeding is on the table. You can start small and scale up

Where is your farm located and how much will you pay me sir?

Macupees:
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Thank you

Get close to God he is d only way

haykayneyo:
Please don't mind my grammar. I'm really fed up of this life. So am considering ending it once instead of dying gradually of depression I'm fed up of this abject poverty I was born into. I have no one to help me here. No aunty, no uncle, my mum was late too.
Just imaging at 35 still living with my parents in a rented apartment and at the same time being a burden to my retired old man whose iced blocks business is not moving well. I started working as a security guard last week with monthly salary of 25k. The amount of debt that is on my neck now is no joke at all.
Now the issue now is that our rent is overdue and the landlord is on my old man neck for payment, I just resumed work last week so no salary yet even though it won't be enough for the rent, am ashamed of myself cos am useless.
I know how the country is but I beg you with God I will gladly appreciate if there is anyone that can be of help here, before I go on with my decision because the humiliation is too unbearable, what's the essence of being alive without rest of mind. I am totally depressed.

azammi:
Get close to God he is d only way

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Where's GOD

Everywhere u go

OlayemiAshraf:
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Where's GOD