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why i am so weak and a coward to commit suicide despite all the hardship that i have been going through? i dont enjoy a bit of this life my life is always suffering i am tired of circles of sickness and debts i labour in vain to pay debts i work like a slave from 9am to 8pm for a meagre amount of money that cant even sustain me. i work in sickness and in health i am really tired. i am really tired of having confusions over religion i am losing my faith nothing works for me. i am caged i am tired but why why cant i just commit suicide like others do?

its like god doenst love me

i am really tired

its not easy waking up pennyless no money to eat and your mind full of thoughts about the debts that u have to pay

i think deleting myself is the only solution left for me

i feel so jealous when i see my friends living thier normal lives while i wallow in pains and suffering it always make think who did i offend

Commit the suicide bro.

No R.I.P. for you.

Help me greet yaradua.

i have never know enjoyment in this life

Strangle:
Commit the suicide bro.

No R.I.P. for you.

Help me greet yaradua.

u think its a joke bro i know i am going through a lots what kept me wondering is why i cant commit suicide? with all this thing that i am writing let me tell u that i dont even feel suicidal i am just full on anger

trueSeeker01:
I feel so jealous when I see my friends living their normal lives while I wallow in pain and suffering it always makes me think who did I offend

Then stop masturbating.
It would make your life miserable.

Strangle:
Then stop masturbating.
It would make your life miserable.

i am trying but sometimes its the only thing that gave me pleasure

To the guy above me

How do you know he masturbates as he didnt state that

trueSeeker01:
u think it's a joke bro I know I am going through a lot what kept me wondering is why I can't commit suicide. with all this thing that I am writing let me tell u that I won't even feel suicidal I am just full-on anger

I know that you're not joking that's why I'm advising you to end it.

Op don't compare your life with anyone

Red02:
To the guy above me

How do you know he masturbates as he didnt state that

I was in his shoe before.
Excessive masturbation tends to dissemble your life spiritually.

Op, take sniper. It's a sure way out. And don't bother to thank me. Chaii

Red02:
Op don't compare your life with anyone

but all my childhood friends r doing better than me they even mock me indirectly imagine some of them telling me to get married because they did

Shalommy:
Op, take sniper. It's a sure way out. And don't bother to thank me. Chaii

if i can i would have done it since

trueSeeker01:
but all my childhood friends r doing better than me they even mock me indirectly imagine some of them telling me to get married because they did

Lol.

If you live your life because of them, what if they die or they crash or dissapear from your space(you no longer see their developments)

What's now the point

No human is bigger than the other as death can sweep anyone overnight, but very human has different value,

Increase your value

Don’t give up! Life’s tough for a lot of people, too but they’re saying it. Be optimistic! Good luck!

Bro if you want to commit suicide, make sure say na sniper you use.
We don taya to dy hear this same bullshit, na only u dy dis country.
Wetin u want make we do?, make we make you go against your wise? Nahh my bro carry on.

marlow1962:
Bro if you want to commit suicide, make sure say na sniper you use.
We don taya to dy hear this same bullshit, na only u dy dis country.
Wetin u want make we do?, make we make you go against your wise? Nahh my bro carry on.

i did not offended u carry ur frustration go somewhere this is my thread

trueSeeker01:
i did not offended u carry ur frustration go somewhere this is my thread

My bro calm down, you’re the one who is frustrated not me. Cus if you’re now frustrated you won’t want to commit suicide.
Just live your life anyhow e come meet you, cus the moment you die u don lose, worst of all e come be say na u use ur hand kill your self, that one na say u die for nothing.

marlow1962:
My bro calm down, you’re the one who is frustrated not me. Cus if you’re now frustrated you won’t want to commit suicide.
Just live your life anyhow e come meet you, cus the moment you die u don lose, worst of all e come be say na u use ur hand kill your self, that one na say u die for nothing.

ok

Bro as much as I understand that you're wearing the shoe so you know how it pinches, I'll still reiterate that there's someone out there who has it worse than you. Plus to a very far reaching extent, the quality of your life is a product of the things you say with your mouth.
I'll advise that you replace those negative words with positive ones and keep hope alive. Your glass is half full. Cheers

wash02:
Bro as much as I understand that you're wearing the shoe so you know how it pinches, I'll still reiterate that there's someone out there who has it worse than you. Plus to a very far reaching extent, the quality of your life is a product of the things you say with your mouth.
I'll advise that you replace those negative words with positive ones and keep hope alive. Your glass is half full. Cheers

thanks much i dont say it out i only rant online to feel relieved, i feel that i really need to spill it out. so i ran to here and pour it all out

Learn programming.
It will give u something productive to obsess about that will start feeding u well before this December. Just work hard at this through d depression. Seems your depression comes from financial hardship and addressing that will make u happy again. So minimize this your browser and go learn how to go about some Python. I have many people around me who succeeded this way.

TheGreyKnight:
Learn programming.
It will give u something productive to obsess about that will start feeding u well before this December. Just work hard at this through d depression. Seems your depression comes from financial hardship and addressing that will make u happy again. So minimize this your browser and go learn how to go about some Python. I have many people around me who succeeded this way.

i dont know a thing about computer but i will try

Find one powerful society belong.

Sniper is not even cheap to buy.

Your best option is to work hard and be content with what you have.

Some people don't even have jobs.

DaddyCash:
Sniper is not even cheap to buy.

Your best option is to work hard and be content with what you have.

Some people don't even have jobs.

thanks for the advice

trueSeeker01:
if i can i would have done it since

Try rope