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Good Morning and happy sunday to us all.

Firstly, i’m seriously depressed, broke and stupid. Due to these i now smoke weed to ease my mind but unfortunately next 2 to 4 hours am back at depression. What really makes me depressed? In life don’t ever condemn those who committ suicide or judge them. sometimes what they pass through to the point of taking such decisions most of us cant pass throug half of it.

My problem started at late 2015 around october waiting to get admission i was introduced to gambling. It is the most regrettable decision of my life. Ever since i started, i have not been able to meet to my standards...


To be continued...

Registered January 02 2023

Na begging go end this thread.

I know men regrets

are

either

gambling

womanizing

smoking

masturbating.

Thank God U Still Have Sense Of Even Writting To Be Continue, you Just Take Break To Go Smoke The Rest...idi;Dt

How does one even become addicted to gambling

Gambling!

It has indeed killed many in this country,destroyed homes and separated families.

The hope of wining millions,keeps making u to play and waste more money.

In fact,gambling is a pandemic that is yet to be recognised...it is worst than Covid 19,HIV and even kidney disease.

It will shatter ur self esteem and isolate u until the day,u will commit the unthinkable.

Realising its many side effects is close to being freed from it's grips.

Good luck to u.

Christiansimon:
Thank God U Still Have Sense Of Even Writting To Be Continue, you Just Take Break To Go Smoke The Rest...idi;Dt

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[quote author=Chris2863 post=120651851]

You can gamble it's normal, just know your limit

Normal when i started this act then there was nothing like virtual. When the thing came on board the demon to never leave it entered me to the extent of stealing my mom’s money.

Mom sacrificed alot, i had opportunities which i lost, i am too greedy, i can’t do without it when i have money. On it, i can waste 50k in 2 or 3 days even more sef.

I tried 2021 to end it but i only stopped for 6 months. I’m tired of life. i dnt knw what to do again. There are many things i have done which i never intend to do which have great repercussions but i have accepted my fate that nothing good can ever be made out of me.

I see my mates achieving somethings i just end up being sad. I have an opportunity to start a job this week i have misused the little i had. i just wish to leave the world if i will not be useful. I dont eat well,dress well and everything is against me due to my stupidity. RN am in debt of 10k.

Please, if u have any relative or u are in my shoes pls just stop. You cant cheat the devil,you collect what the devil has and not double it in return.


A prayer is enough for me. For the comments, y‘all can say the worst, insult, advice, curse, i deserve it.

Thanks.