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god hates me i am tired. i am poor jobless and sick, i have been sick for years without even knowing what is wrong with me cuz i have no money to go to good hospital to check myself. i have been struggling and working hard but i end up with nothing even money to eat is hard who thinks about treatment. i am tired it hurts me when i look around me and see my friends doing well while i wallow in poverty and sickness. i am tired i will commit suicide or fake being a mad man so that people will stop thinking i am a failure, so that my parents will leave me alone and stop pressuring me indirectly. i tried and tried and god refuse to help me which kind life be this? i forget when last i feel good about life everyday is sickness and suffering why me of all people? i hv been going through the worst shit in this life to the extent that if i say it people will think i am lying i am tired honestly tired nothing is working for me. i will end it all or fake being a mad man i am tired of trying

Honestly u have said nothing but nag and complain. Wetin be the real problem oga

If you fake bn a mad man will you also fake eating from the bin?

That fake madness part is new. Please choose that option,cause I've never seen a sane person fake madness before. It would really be a Netflix blockbuster.

Berrityga:
That fake madness part is new. Please choose that option,cause I've never seen a sane person fake madness before. It would really be a Netflix blockbuster.

😂😂😂😂

Learn the Act of GRATITUDE.

Be grateful for all that you currently have and then watch God do more for you.

Also Gratitude is the ONLY spiritual solution to Depression. Use it Now before you live a life of misery and regret.

Go on your knees and start thanking him now!!

God loves you, and may HE bless you abundantly.

To fake madness is very simple, but the problem here is the trekking involve.

Cypress042:
To fake madness is very simple, but the problem here is the trekking involve.

i am used to trekking

BurialGround:
If you fake bn a mad man will you also fake eating from the bin?

i will snatch eat and run

Killbillz:
Honestly u have said nothing but nag and complain. Wetin be the real problem oga

the prblm is that i am broke jobless and sick

trueSeeker01:
i will snatch eat and run

Kukuma tell us that you want to practice thievery.

trueSeeker01:
the prblm is that i am broke jobless and sick

All this time u dey use take rant why not use it to learn something online that can be fetching u money so u can take care of urself. U can't hate God and be okay. Except u are for the other side (darkness) and even this doesn't come cheap. No one has it all. We are all going through stuff. Either u let it break u or make u. Na ur hand e just dey. Na same fire when they cook food and keep people warm still dey destroy. Perspective bro. Clear ur mind and open ur eyes. Use everything to ur fckn advantage.

trueSeeker01:
i am used to trekking

Then start hawking soft drinks, sachet water and gala in trafficks.

trueSeeker01:
god hates me i am tired. i am poor jobless and sick, i have been sick for years without even knowing what is wrong with me cuz i have no money to go to good hospital to check myself. i have been struggling and working hard but i end up with nothing even money to eat is hard who thinks about treatment. i am tired it hurts me when i look around me and see my friends doing well while i wallow in poverty and sickness. i am tired i will commit suicide or fake being a mad man so that people will stop thinking i am a failure, so that my parents will leave me alone and stop pressuring me indirectly. i tried and tried and god refuse to help me which kind life be this? i forget when last i feel good about life everyday is sickness and suffering why me of all people? i hv been going through the worst shit in this life to the extent that if i say it people will think i am lying i am tired honestly tired nothing is working for me. i will end it all or fake being a mad man i am tired of trying

You are the architect of your problems.

You are just too daft to solve them, and thus, they keep compounding.

You will need someone like me to take you by the hand and spoon feed you with wisdom.

Not only will I rewire your brain, you will become the wealthiest among your kinsmen.

But sometimes I refuse, and watch suffering evolve for it has its place in existence.

You can pull out of the matrix through suicide, but it's the most painful.

You need courage to do it.

Certainly not you.

trueSeeker01:
i am used to trekking

Op there is no God, i deh talk am everytime if God deh na me he go first help na me bros cus i don suffer no be small and i still deh suffer

trueSeeker01:
god hates me i am tired. i am poor jobless and sick, i have been sick for years without even knowing what is wrong with me cuz i have no money to go to good hospital to check myself. i have been struggling and working hard but i end up with nothing even money to eat is hard who thinks about treatment. i am tired it hurts me when i look around me and see my friends doing well while i wallow in poverty and sickness. i am tired i will commit suicide or fake being a mad man so that people will stop thinking i am a failure, so that my parents will leave me alone and stop pressuring me indirectly. i tried and tried and god refuse to help me which kind life be this? i forget when last i feel good about life everyday is sickness and suffering why me of all people? i hv been going through the worst shit in this life to the extent that if i say it people will think i am lying i am tired honestly tired nothing is working for me. i will end it all or fake being a mad man i am tired of trying

Just go belong..

No solution exists

trueSeeker01:
god hates me i am tired. i am poor jobless and sick, i have been sick for years without even knowing what is wrong with me cuz i have no money to go to good hospital to check myself. i have been struggling and working hard but i end up with nothing even money to eat is hard who thinks about treatment. i am tired it hurts me when i look around me and see my friends doing well while i wallow in poverty and sickness. i am tired i will commit suicide or fake being a mad man so that people will stop thinking i am a failure, so that my parents will leave me alone and stop pressuring me indirectly. i tried and tried and god refuse to help me which kind life be this? i forget when last i feel good about life everyday is sickness and suffering why me of all people? i hv been going through the worst shit in this life to the extent that if i say it people will think i am lying i am tired honestly tired nothing is working for me. i will end it all or fake being a mad man i am tired of trying

If you fake being Mad don't go to Osun or Ekitti..
.. Don't say I didn't warn you

trueSeeker01:
god hates me i am tired. i am poor jobless and sick, i have been sick for years without even knowing what is wrong with me cuz i have no money to go to good hospital to check myself. i have been struggling and working hard but i end up with nothing even money to eat is hard who thinks about treatment. i am tired it hurts me when i look around me and see my friends doing well while i wallow in poverty and sickness. i am tired i will commit suicide or fake being a mad man so that people will stop thinking i am a failure, so that my parents will leave me alone and stop pressuring me indirectly. i tried and tried and god refuse to help me which kind life be this? i forget when last i feel good about life everyday is sickness and suffering why me of all people? i hv been going through the worst shit in this life to the extent that if i say it people will think i am lying i am tired honestly tired nothing is working for me. i will end it all or fake being a mad man i am tired of trying

One question...if you fake madness who do you think will move close to you?

Look OGA..everybody goes through one thing or the other...for you to have posted this means you have access to phone and internet which you can do wonders with...as I am talking to you I know 3 foreign languages...I learnt them online and I am still learning more...for FREE...do you know that you can travel to a lot of places and get opportunities just because you can speak languages?.... to complain is not the solution...take the bull by the horn and learn as many skills that you can that will make you stand out.

To mad no hard but you go fit trekk?

Rayban25:
One question...if you fake madness who do you think will move close to you?

Look OGA..everybody goes through one thing or the other...for you to have posted this means you have access to phone and internet which you can do wonders with...as I am talking to you I know 3 foreign languages...I learnt them online and I am still learning more...for FREE...do you know that you can travel to a lot of places and get opportunities just because you can speak languages?.... to complain is not the solution...take the bull by the horn and learn as many skills that you can that will make you stand out.

my poor health wouldnt let me learn

Vyzz:
If you fake being Mad don't go to Osun or Ekitti..
.. Don't say I didn't warn you

thanks for yer advice

Blupen:
Op there is no God, i deh talk am everytime if God deh na me he go first help na me bros cus i don suffer no be small and i still deh suffer

i know there is god but there are he doesnt like maybe we are among

GodWrites:
You are the architect of your problems.

You are just too daft to solve them, and thus, they keep compounding.

You will need someone like me to take you by the hand and spoon feed you with wisdom.

Not only will I rewire your brain, you will become the wealthiest among your kinsmen.

But sometimes I refuse, and watch suffering evolve for it has its place in existence.

You can pull out of the matrix through suicide, but it's the most painful.

You need courage to do it.

Certainly not you.

why not help me since u can

Cypress042:
Then start hawking soft drinks, sachet water and gala in trafficks.

they wont give me for free i need money to start

Killbillz:
All this time u dey use take rant why not use it to learn something online that can be fetching u money so u can take care of urself. U can't hate God and be okay. Except u are for the other side (darkness) and even this doesn't come cheap. No one has it all. We are all going through stuff. Either u let it break u or make u. Na ur hand e just dey. Na same fire when they cook food and keep people warm still dey destroy. Perspective bro. Clear ur mind and open ur eyes. Use everything to ur fckn advantage.

recommend something that i can learn online

trueSeeker01:
recommend something that i can learn online

I can only give directions... Go with something ur inclined towards, something u like or have passion for, something interesting to u that u can also monetize

trueSeeker01:
my poor health wouldnt let me learn

I'm sorry about that and may God restore your health...but faking madness or contemplating suicide are in no way good options

trueSeeker01:
i know there is god but there are he doesnt like maybe we are among

You are getting it all wrong brother there is no God, you are the God