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So sad you allowed this thing to become such a dreadful burden. You have a right to express how you feel about anything in that house because you are a family member. But you bottle everything up and already thinking that nobody loves you at home. Do not be your own enemy man! Family is everything

Sorry for what you are going through.Too much of everything is bad.

Is it possible you get a job no matter how small the pay is ,or start learning a skill.

Anything to make you leave the house ,if they don't see you or you end up killing yourself for them sef,they'll survive.

Find your purpose in life.

OFunke24:
■ Maybe I am just depressed but I am so tired of constantly cooking and serving food at home. I go to the market, cook food, serve it and still clean the kitchen and wash plates. Today I was just tired I didn't want to think about what other people will eat. They are already telling me to go to the market to buy meat and whatever else for me to cook soup and I am tired. I will go to the market buy food stuff, come back and immediately start cooking, serve this food wash their plates and still clean the kitchen then think of dinner. I am tired of being used as a slave. It it like they have forgotten I am also a member of the family like them. My grandmother only think of her stomach. All she says are side comments ah you haven't cooked the soup ah you havent gone to buy meat again. I am talking to my mother how I will buy meat on Monday and she overheard our conversation and quickly rushed to my mother's room to start asking her "eh what is your child cooking this night" while I was there despite I already told her what I was doing today. Do they forget I am not a robot? Am I not allowed to get tired? If they were the ones on the kitchen would they be happy when people are expecting a new meal every night? These people can't repeat the same food two nights in a row. Must always be something different. I am so fed up and I really curse whatever it is that has kept me in this house. My siblings are moving forward and people of the house are only thinking of what next I will cook for them or what errand I will run for them next.
It has taken me some time but I realised these people don't love me. I am just convenient to them. Someone they can order around. Pardon my venting I am just upset.

This your online venting life... why not take it to the Diary section once and for all?

You come on now and then to renege us with tales about everyone else in your family is to be to blame for wanting to benefit from when you make yourself ever available to them, as though they control your behavior. What exactly do you want us, strangers, to do with these toxic tales of yours? You are clearly not happy with the situation yet are not ready to change things. So what do we do with these stories of yours?