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I need some strong alcohol rn, something that prolly won't kill me but strong enough to rid me of my feelings.

I have money - at least enough to get what I need. Yet, I'm sad, unhappy, I don't even understand why. Every time I feel like I'm about to die - my feelings keep failing me.

Maybe because I don't have a gf or something. They say make money and you'll get girls, but I got the money and lost myself.

I want to be unconscious of this world for like two days, maybe I will be better afterwards.

I know all these keep making me a bitter person, but I don't want to believe in fantasy anymore.

Maybe dieing will be better, but I don't want to go there yet, even though I don't mind.

Sometimes I wonder, why can't I just be happy. What I have is what others pray for, but yeah, still alone and fvcked up.

Maybe death would be an escape but I don't wanna die a coward.

Lost millions, and made millions this year, yet I'm losing my mind.

I used to pray and love God a lot, but now I constantly find myself doubting his existence. Like, does he even care?

I'm not sick or anything but just tired of existence.

Recommend some strong liquid that can take me out for a while, I don't wanna be here.

I was wrong, money is far from being everything. Family isn't even everything. In the end, if you lose yourself, you will understand how nothing really matters.

Find purpose. I.e invest in a venturing business that you can participate in ones in a while. The joy of burtuing something grow to maturation may help you find some satisfaction your soul craves

Zwooks:
Find purpose. I.e invest in a venturing business that you can participate in ones in a while. The joy of burtuing something grow to maturation may help you find some satisfaction your soul craves

Okay, I will try. 😔😔

UniversalGee:
Okay, I will try. 😔😔

I have seen people in these phase some of the things I recommend includes :

Joining a church and participating in a group


Join an NGO on a course like visiting orphanages and prisons.


Leaving familiar terrains for unfamiliar for retreats like one week visits to prayer mountains where you can reflect and connect with yourself occasionally. I do this regularly

Zwooks:
I have seen people in these phase some of the things I recommend includes :

Joining a church and participating in a group


Join an NGO on a course like visiting orphanages and prisons.


Leaving familiar terrains for unfamiliar for retreats like one week visits to prayer mountains where you can reflect and connect with yourself occasionally. I do this regularly

Its been months since I went to church last. I feel like its more of a business than a worship center. They care about money more than saving your soul. And the presence of God is missing in most churches, God prolly don't even know that those churches exist.

I prefer staying indoors since everything I need is in my apartment.

I would like to go to the orphanages. I will find the nearest one and pay them a visit.

I have never went to a prison before. I'll also try to go there. Thank you for the suggestions

I wasn't really ready to read everything you wrote now,
But I think you have lost yourself somehow, and you are not the only one feeling like that, look around and you will see what I'm telling you.
I always advise people to seek God for their spiritual problems

UniversalGee:
Its been months since I went to church last. I feel like its more of a business than a worship center. They care about money more than saving your soul. And the presence of God is missing in most churches, God prolly don't even know that those churches exist.

I prefer staying indoors since everything I need is in my apartment.

I would like to go to the orphanages. I will find the nearest one and pay them a visit.

I have never went to a prison before. I'll also try to go there. Thank you for the suggestions

All churches can't be bad. Your soul is craving for your creator. Okay, find a worship experience like a 2-3 days worship concert and attend occasionally

Why are you not able to control your emotions? A gf is not going to play the role of your mom you know. How old are you?

Try a vacation, try something new, change your environment, meet new people, learn something new and after a while of disappearing I believe you'd feel much better... I had similar experience this year and a vacation helped in my healing process. I got back about a week ago and everywhere feels new to me and I feel lighter too.

Come and adopt me as a chat buddy of you go dey give me money.
On a more serious note, occupy yourself. Join group chats, learn a new skill, enrol for a degree program, football season is back, play fantasy football, avoid twitter, visit new places within the town, drive around, start a foundation and help people around.
Don't be a coward. You were given this life because you are strong enough to live it.

get some proper/tight friends and maybe a GF too, and all your worries will be gone-

UniversalGee:
I need some strong alcohol rn, something that prolly won't kill me but strong enough to rid me of my feelings.

I have money - at least enough to get what I need. Yet, I'm sad, unhappy, I don't even understand why. Every time I feel like I'm about to die - my feelings keep failing me.

Maybe because I don't have a gf or something. They say make money and you'll get girls, but I got the money and lost myself.

I want to be unconscious of this world for like two days, maybe I will be better afterwards.

I know all these keep making me a bitter person, but I don't want to believe in fantasy anymore.

Maybe dieing will be better, but I don't want to go there yet, even though I don't mind.

Sometimes I wonder, why can't I just be happy. What I have is what others pray for, but yeah, still alone and fvcked up.

Maybe death would be an escape but I don't wanna die a coward.

Lost millions, and made millions this year, yet I'm losing my mind.

I used to pray and love God a lot, but now I constantly find myself doubting his existence. Like, does he even care?

I'm not sick or anything but just tired of existence.

Recommend some strong liquid that can take me out for a while, I don't wanna be here.

I was wrong, money is far from being everything. Family isn't even everything. In the end, if you lose yourself, you will understand how nothing really matters.

And the people you think are supposed to have your back will end up betraying ,laughing and gossiping about your matter…you then feel alone and angry at the world that you just want to get high all day?
Are this the part of the symptoms you face?

It’s not like you don’t want to get a gf and do all this things but your heart is so heavy and no motivations too
Or you’re just tired of everybody
Feels like you keep meeting the same type of people in different bodies

Since you have money to sustain yourself, join the local football team weekends, register at a gym, visit three times a week, commit yourself to something that will benefit your body and mind.

Visit arcade games from time to time, go to swim, the earlier you realize you are responsible for your happiness, safety, wellbeing, sanity etc the better.

No girlfriend will make you happy if you can't make yourself happy by yourself

UniversalGee:
Its been months since I went to church last. I feel like its more of a business than a worship center. They care about money more than saving your soul. And the presence of God is missing in most churches, God prolly don't even know that those churches exist.

I prefer staying indoors since everything I need is in my apartment.

I would like to go to the orphanages. I will find the nearest one and pay them a visit.

I have never went to a prison before. I'll also try to go there. Thank you for the suggestions

That's a good Idea too going to orphanage and prisons but I want make you see my side here self sir I'm also among the among should I drop my acct number 08132050230 opay thank u sir I will appreciate anything you give me at least make me self smile this weekend

UniversalGee:
Its been months since I went to church last. I feel like its more of a business than a worship center. They care about money more than saving your soul. And the presence of God is missing in most churches, God prolly don't even know that those churches exist.

I prefer staying indoors since everything I need is in my apartment.

I would like to go to the orphanages. I will find the nearest one and pay them a visit.

I have never went to a prison before. I'll also try to go there. Thank you for the suggestions

Rubbish

Your background and upbringing is playing a huge role to this effect..

You will overcome it

Na so humans dey attract trouble. For your mind, na gf go give you happiness?

Sapasenator:
Why are you not able to control your emotions? A gf is not going to play the role of your mom you know. How old are you?

I try, but it's hard to be too strong for so long.
I'm in my early 20s - still in school, never been in a relationship before. I currently don't have a female friend or gf, prolly because I always cut off the girls that disappoint me.

Gadafii:
Since you have money to sustain yourself, join the local football team weekends, register at a gym, visit three times a week, commit yourself to something that will benefit your body and mind.

Visit arcade games from time to time, go to swim, the earlier you realize you are responsible for your happiness, safety, wellbeing, sanity etc the better.

No girlfriend will make you happy if you can't make yourself happy by yourself

I will try to start Gym, but I'm not a football fan, the only football I play is on PlayStation. Thank you for your advice, I'll definitely try to look after my wellbeing and sanity.

JOACHINpedro:
Na so humans dey attract trouble. For your mind, na gf go give you happiness?

Really, I was thinking one could keep me company. Seems like I was wrong...

Lonestar124:
Your background and upbringing is playing a huge role to this effect..

You will overcome it

That's right. I was raise to stay in doors and be serious with my studies. My parents made it look like those who go outside are losers. Now that have been my lifestyle, even though it brings peace of mind, it made me not to be social and not good with public interactions.

UniversalGee:
Really, I was thinking one could keep me company. Seems like I was wrong...

You're wrong if you have that wacked mindset.
They will come and feed off from your wealth (which is understandable). But the small peace go fly comot. My advise is for you to start a sport, or get a pet if na company you want.

UniversalGee:
I need some strong alcohol rn, something that prolly won't kill me but strong enough to rid me of my feelings.

I have money - at least enough to get what I need. Yet, I'm sad, unhappy, I don't even understand why. Every time I feel like I'm about to die - my feelings keep failing me.

Maybe because I don't have a gf or something. They say make money and you'll get girls, but I got the money and lost myself.

I want to be unconscious of this world for like two days, maybe I will be better afterwards.

I know all these keep making me a bitter person, but I don't want to believe in fantasy anymore.

Maybe dieing will be better, but I don't want to go there yet, even though I don't mind.

Sometimes I wonder, why can't I just be happy. What I have is what others pray for, but yeah, still alone and fvcked up.

Maybe death would be an escape but I don't wanna die a coward.

Lost millions, and made millions this year, yet I'm losing my mind.

I used to pray and love God a lot, but now I constantly find myself doubting his existence. Like, does he even care?

I'm not sick or anything but just tired of existence.

Recommend some strong liquid that can take me out for a while, I don't wanna be here.

I was wrong, money is far from being everything. Family isn't even everything. In the end, if you lose yourself, you will understand how nothing really matters.

I'm in a similar situation, initially I thought money brings true happiness but after making a few millions, the loneliness it brings has made me realize that money isn't everything.

Where's your location, maybe we can sit somewhere someday let's see how we can walk through this dream called a life.

The Rich also Cry

UniversalGee:
I try, but it's hard to be too strong for so long.
I'm in my early 20s - still in school, never been in a relationship before. I currently don't have a female friend or gf, prolly because I always cut off the girls that disappoint me.

What about job, do you have one? How do you feed?

Are you involved in any social activities? My parents were stricts and tried to keep me and my bro indoors, we would jump fences to escape church retreat. We would go swimming, bycicke riding and all sort of vices and those activities pays off today in my social life.

In my early 20ies I read lots of novels as well. You should have friends from high school and college.

Stfu. U got money thru scam by staying indoors and doing scam,now u r empty. No experience, no skills,nothing.just a big empty skull

The biggest lesson to learn in life is how to be happy alone in your own company. I am an extrovert and same time need no one to be happy. I chase unproductive friends always and block calls for the most part.

Bro allow yourself to feel whatever feeling it is you’re feeling, then start the process of personal growth by lifting weights and jogging and be consistent at it. You will realize you are all you truly need. With time your development will attract the love you seek. One love

Fidinno:
I'm in a similar situation, initially I thought money brings true happiness but after making a few millions, the loneliness it brings has made me realize that money isn't everything.

Where's your location, maybe we can sit somewhere someday let's see how we can walk through this dream called a life.

Money may not be anything but breast is life so look for a girl who will be giving you breast to suck

Look for the less privilege people in your area and offer a hand of help, maybe you can give food, clothings to those on rags and anything that lift up people's spirit, I bet you, when you see the smile on their faces after you have solved their immediate needs, naturally you will feel that elusive peace in your soul.

Since you are financially bouyant, this should not be too much of a task and if you are consistent with this, another interesting chapter of life will open up for you devoid of loneliness, trauma and depression.

Lol

TheBreastSucker:
Money may not be anything but breast is life so look for a girl who will be giving you breast to suck