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Day after day, I think of reasons to hold on but for now the only reason I'm holding on is because of my parents and siblings.

I wonder just how long before I no longer care about this reason and just go ahead.

Life is just meaningless (who else can relate)

So the 100m that ur father, who is a painting contractor want to gift you to start a life(according to what u said in one of ur threads) will just waste abi??

Or is he not giving you the 100m again??

durentboi:
Day after day, I think of reasons to hold on but for now the only reason I'm holding on is because of my parents and siblings.

I wonder just how long before I no longer care about this reason and just go ahead.

Life is just meaningless (who else can relate)

Don't be too hard on yourself, there are people in situations far worse than yours. This is your worst point, it can only get better from here.

I dont know how long it would take, but be rest assured that alot of successful people were once in your shoes. Comrade be hungry and angry, put that anger into anything your hands find to do and watch yourself build a goldmine.

Lol. So if you die, you think you'll escape suffering and find enjoyment? You'll rather begin another eternal suffering chapter for yourself. Shebi you still have data to surf nairaland, some haven't eaten since yesterday and have no shelter. Don't act wrongly

Unserious entity.

Do not do that, death is an irreversible condition and you will regret it. Remember you have others who will be affected if you follow through.

You have to find a way to change your condition.

Why are u telling us?

dammyz101:
Why are u telling us?

He need your advice, for he doesn't know what he is doing

instead of committing suicide , Take up risky jobs like

1. Night bus driver, driving commercial night bus from Lagos to abuja every other night, they will pay you well and you will feel fulfilled

2. Illegal importation of rice from cotonue , they call them fayawo in yoruba, once you meet the right guys they will give you a toyota avalon old model , load rice and drive it to nigeria, and you will make lot of money

3. go to niger delta and start illegal bunkering

4. Join military and show key interest in fighting boko haram , you may succeed and be recognized forever


The list is endless, but I will advise you don't do those bad things i listed up there, instead, pray about your life , get your life more busy , involve yourself in community services at your free time and attend regular church service, but if you insist , try those things i listed up there, you will die in less than 1 year and you won't have to worry about the sin of killing yourself by yourself.

Fix your unsolved problems and stop thinking cowardly

durentboi:
Day after day, I think of reasons to hold on but for now the only reason I'm holding on is because of my parents and siblings.

I wonder just how long before I no longer care about this reason and just go ahead.

Life is just meaningless (who else can relate)

Guy why and how did life suddenly become meaningless to you?

Your parents put effort in loving you from when you were a child till this point and you have decided to not see the meaning in that love they have... why have you decided to be heartless to the point where love has no meaning to you?

Where is your gratitude?

Where is your respect?

Why have you allowed yourself to become stone-cold in the midst of all the love you are surrounded by...

So the only way you can choose to repay your parents and siblings for all their love over the years... is Pain?

Are you so stone-cold that the only gift you think about dropping your family as a legacy, is a lifetime of pain and heartache... because you want to offer them your dead body?

Guy, why are you thinking about only yourself??

What about the people around you?

Is there no one who smiles at you in the neighbourhood each time you say "goodmorning ma" ?

Guy why?
Life suddenly lost meaning to you, yet your prick can still stand ... yet you can feel hunger and when it's time to eat you know what food is good?

Guy why?

Even in difficult times, don't your siblings still make you smile?

Can you not fight for your siblings, because I know they will fight "Heaven, Hell and Earth" for you... why can't you fight this fight for them? Can't you see the meaning of love here?

Guy why?
People-your family fight for you everyday, and you choose to be sooo stone-cold and not fight only this one fight to win?
This one fight to find the meaning of Love for your family... all you are thinking about is yourself?

Guy why are you being selfish?


Do you know if you choose to end it all... only then have you failed?
Why are you choosing failure?


Guy why?

Guy you are powerful, you are a king, you are unique, there is only one "You", the light that you shine can only come from you... if you switch it off, you deprive the earth of the shine only you can give.

Stop this selfish thinking about only "you" go and find people whose lives you can touch, they need you... your family needs you.

Don't add more pain to what BAT has given.

Guy, rise... you are a king.

OlawaleBammie:
So the 100m that ur father, who is a painting contractor want to gift you to start a life(according to what u said in one of ur threads) will just waste abi??

Or is he not giving you the 100m again??

leave me and the money alone. How much ur own family wan give u?

You even go take screenshot to prove ur point.

You are just a stupid fool

durentboi:
leave me and the money alone. How much ur own family wan give u?

You even go take screenshot to prove ur point.

You are just a stupid fool

Aswear my own family no even get shishi to give me and i have never for once contemplated suicide , na me dey give them now.

This ur problem eehn..weda make u kuku kpain ooh

Face this life squarely as a man and die honourably, committing suicide will only give you the liberty of starting afresh in your next life but you won’t have the leverage of the things you have in this present life time.

To understand what I mean, imagine you are playing a game with your mobile phone or console, you failed, you’re giving the liberty of starting again but with some privileges removed, like reduced number of lives you have in the game.

That’s exactly how coming back here after committing suicide looks like. You’re not escaping but you have the liberty of starting afresh, but this time that thing that made you commit suicide will be tripled in your new life without you knowing, you will not even be aware you’re the cause of your present suffering, if you commit suicide again, you’ll return and your situation will get more worse than before once you get to that point those troubles started…

A lot of us are going through this without knowing

durentboi:
leave me and the money alone. How much ur own family wan give u?

You even go take screenshot to prove ur point.

You are just a stupid fool

How is he a stupid fool? If ur parents are rich why do you want to commit suicide? 100m na small money? You are the stupid fool because he only pin pointed ur previous post.

Prettygirl200:
How is he a stupid fool? If ur parents are rich why do you want to commit suicide? 100m na small money? You are the stupid fool because he only pin pointed ur previous post.

abeg help me tell am make him do quick.. I for like know the exact date… weyrey just dey pursue clout

durentboi:
Day after day, I think of reasons to hold on but for now the only reason I'm holding on is because of my parents and siblings.

I wonder just how long before I no longer care about this reason and just go ahead.

Life is just meaningless (who else can relate)

Let me give you a glimpse of what will happen should you go ahead to commit suicide so you won't say you weren't told or didn't know:

Immediately you take your last breath after the grievous pain of destroying your system, a being will appear to show you millions of people on earth who are going through worse situation that you took your life for yet still hoping on the creator and doing the little they can for better days, he'll show you what you could've been and before you open your mouth to say please... Demons are already welcoming you for eternal torment.