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Same feeling applicable to me to the extend of attempting suicidal twice but all effort endup being abortive,I have took sniper hahaha for real, I drank half of the container @around 10:00 am alone in my room and colabes immediately only for me to wakeup 1:00 am hahaha and I don't know who came to my room and saw me lying lifelessly on the floor and they rush me to the hospital which was the most regretful step I shouldn't have allowed them taken after I came back from the hospital I was never at peace with my self for one then I attempted it again but this time I went deep in to the Bush and hang myself ,I swear whether the rope cut off or wat really happen I can't explain, you see that same hospital I was rush during my first attempt I woke up to find my self there and I become so popular in that hospital till day 2025 ...but you see these third time attempt hahaha wetine go stop me or make me fail with the previous knowledge I swear I no see ham ....me my life has always being only me no relatives,no brother or sister,I have never steal nor convicted b4 no form of any criminal records and I tired as much to sponsor myself through school yes I has to dropout year 3 in a very popular Nigeria University but I still try achieve OND sha and still learn skill ...computer engineer and electrician ĥmmmm.....life tough for me,I have never called anybody for help I swear and I have never done worse things to save or bail myself from situation but at some point fuel done finish for my motor oooo ,I have learnt real time live lessons and I have travelled atleast 10 state's here in Nigeria ......but one pissing today is knowing I don't have anybody to call unto,my date left because of no fam always me and my situation hahaha....I have has plans atleast no be by force to chop life for long at some point just end it ..helper no dey na people were want ridicule dey .

Olamilovest

I would've called you a coward but no I don't call people names they truly represent.

olamilovest:
Same feeling applicable to me to the extend of attempting suicidal twice but all effort endup being abortive,I have took sniper hahaha for real, I drank half of the container @around 10:00 am alone in my room and colabes immediately only for me to wakeup 1:00 am hahaha and I don't know who came to my room and saw me lying lifelessly on the floor and they rush me to the hospital which was the most regretful step I shouldn't have allowed them taken after I came back from the hospital I was never at peace with my self for one then I attempted it again but this time I went deep in to the Bush and hang myself ,I swear whether the rope cut off or wat really happen I can't explain, you see that same hospital I was rush during my first attempt I woke up to find my self there and I become so popular in that hospital till day 2025 ...but you see these third time attempt hahaha wetine go stop me or make me fail with the previous knowledge I swear I no see ham ....me my life has always being only me no relatives,no brother or sister,I have never steal nor convicted b4 no form of any criminal records and I tired as much to sponsor myself through school yes I has to dropout year 3 in a very popular Nigeria University but I still try achieve OND sha and still learn skill ...computer engineer and electrician ĥmmmm.....life tough for me,I have never called anybody for help I swear and I have never done worse things to save or bail myself from situation but at some point fuel done finish for my motor oooo ,I have learnt real time live lessons and I have travelled atleast 10 state's here in Nigeria ......but one pissing today is knowing I don't have anybody to call unto,my date left because of no fam always me and my situation hahaha....I have has plans atleast no be by force to chop life for long at some point just end it ..helper no dey na people were want ridicule dey .

if you're below 26 try locate any outsourcing firm; tribest, workforce, ICS or any local one in your area.
If you are above 26. Visit your LGA asap and meet the chairman.

Godspeed

Bookhub:
I am tired of life in general before I use to think all I need is money but I was wrong, if with money you will still feel empty and depressed,I want to die and maybe reincarnate as someone stronger emotionally in my life if reincarnation is real,I use to blame people who commit suicide but now I envy their guts,yesterday as as the rain i slipped and fell hiting my back on a block,I wish it was my head so I will just exit once and for all but I was unlucky,the day I die will be my happiest day on earth let me rest.

Ever heard of sniper, heard it works fast.

SuperOnyi:



Happiness is an illusion, this is we are either too delusional, far away from reality, or taking alcohol or pills to experience that feeling. Happiness can never remain constant, we came into this world with the feeling of uncertainty and also with crying.

I have been dealing with depression and anxiety since I was kid, I was one of those kids that sees my death as my friend, and have accepted it (I still am). I praised those who were brave enough or rather "selfish" enough to break away from this illusion called life but it also hurts because of the pain they'd cause their loved ones. If I did something like that, I'd cause my mother and irreparable pain and that's why I said "selfish."

When someone asks me how I feel, I often say that I am in the default state of mind — sadness. As a human, especially as a man, happiness is not your friend—begin to see sadness as your companion. When it comes over, accept it and then you will be able to face the true reality. Money can not buy permanent happiness. The thirst for happiness has led a lot of people into becoming addicted zombies... they drown sadness with the pills, alcohol, or séx and once those things they depend on are gone, they land back on the rock bottom.

Happiness is not your friend, when you accept this reality — you'll understand that life's too fragile to take such a fleeting emotion like "happiness" serious. My name is SuperOnyi and I have been depressed my whole life and sadness is one of the best friends I ever had.

I won't come and say a whole lot cuz it won't change anything, I'm just going to say this, whatever you think you're going through and you want to commit suicide for, just know it's a tip of the iceberg compared to what others who're still fighting to stay alive are going through, do you know what it feels to be born with a sickness you can't cure, do you know what it feels to be born disadvantaged and saddled with something you can't escape? You don't have all this and you say you're suffering, people that have good health don't know what life has given them, na just depression you dey talk all this one untop, something you can escape lol, in the space of two years I lost everyone I care about to death, yet here I am, I won't say more, dey play.

Fortune109:
Hmm!

This is a problem many highly intelligent people face...You would have seen through finish😂 almost everything... And nothing will excite you anymore... So life becomes worthless... It's really a problem!

Eventually that's what will end the human race generally...since Eve and Adam opened eyes after eating from the tree😂...Human specie has been improving intelligently ever since...while some like you OP are highly intelligent...rest will become highly intelligent through the collective...and life will eventually become meaningless generally....

Solution is addiction...

Go get addicted to something...a cause...a sport... anything positive...Travel... Whatever...





Ignorance is truly bliss!

lol no one should ever listen to your advice, solution is addiction? You Sabi wetin you dey yarn so? Cuz addiction comes in many forms and it's always devilish.

If l may ask what's the purpose of us coming to this life, what do we eventually come to do till we die ?


quote author=TheBillyonaire post=134577272]The reason for your present state of mind is because you miss the base reality. Your case is even worst because you do not even know what is called base reality, because you have no idea that you are in a simulated holographic realm.

If you have known these, you would also figure out how to access base reality through temporal deaths and return back at will, in essence, you do not have to experience mortal death of your body to get off the realm. You can die every other day, and return, then stay fully connected to multiple realities at the same time.

That is the purpose of Awakening from this dream. It is in knowing and experiencing these that organic happiness, joy and bliss springs from. It is how unconditional love is experienced.

Do not ask me how, cos I haven't got time to waste[/quote]

Bookhub:
I am tired of life in general before I use to think all I need is money but I was wrong, if with money you will still feel empty and depressed,I want to die and maybe reincarnate as someone stronger emotionally in my life if reincarnation is real,I use to blame people who commit suicide but now I envy their guts,yesterday as as the rain i slipped and fell hiting my back on a block,I wish it was my head so I will just exit once and for all but I was unlucky,the day I die will be my happiest day on earth let me rest.

Hmm

Mopeola

Your Question is

If l may ask what's the purpose of us coming to this life, what do we eventually come to do till we die ?

Answer:
Different entities come here for different reasons, but the overall reason is that as Eternal Immortal Spirits, with access to all levels of intelligence, we are sometimes very bored. Perfection is boring so we build Game boards and Holographic Realities and play around in different play grounds or realms. At the moment, you and I are playing being human, in a human level game.

Mine is fun, cos I can see through the dreamy illusions.

You no dey okay bro. No vex. What the Bleep*ck are you splitting, damn?

Perfection is boring, almost all inspirational books say this.....

TheBillyonaire:
Your Question is

Answer:
Different entities come here for different reasons, but the overall reason is that as Eternal Immortal Spirits, with access to all levels of intelligence, we are sometimes very bored. Perfection is boring so we build Game boards and Holographic Realities and play around in different play grounds or realms. At the moment, you and I are playing being human, in a human level game.

Mine is fun, cos I can see through the dreamy illusions.