If Hell Is Real, That's Where I Want To Go. - Romance (2) - Nairaland
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| Re: If Hell Is Real, That's Where I Want To Go. by Dzzzz: 2:14pm On Feb 26 |
Jameslara1:Ok,I claim it for him in Satans name.. |
| Re: If Hell Is Real, That's Where I Want To Go. by Fenrir(m): 3:02pm On Feb 26 |
AlphaMale666:I'm an atheist, full stop. But hell hooks me because most religious brains are lazy as Bleep. Say 'hell' and they default to cartoon Satan, lakes of lava, skin peeling off in eternal barbecue. Physical torture, screams, the works. Bollocks. If we're playing this straight and the devil's real as prince of lies, hell flips the script completely. No more lies. None. The body drops at death, soul's all that's left, stripped raw. No flesh to numb or distract or scar over. Physical pain is amateur hour. Nerves fry out, shock kicks in, tolerance builds. Give it a few centuries and eternal burning just becomes the new normal temperature. Background static. Weak sauce. Real cruelty doesn't need a body. Hell is truth serum on infinite drip, no off switch. The prince doesn't torture you with fire. He tortures you by removing every illusion you ever clung to. Every excuse, every rewrite of your shitty choices, every 'it wasn't that bad' or 'they deserved it' or 'I'm the alpha, they just can't handle me.' Gone. Not violently erased. Patiently unwound, thread by thread, until you're staring at the exact unfiltered sequence of how you got here. Not your worst moment on cinematic repeat. That's still protagonist energy. That still implies your pain has weight, narrative, meaning. This is quieter. Pettier. More suffocating. Your entire mediocre life story in perfect clarity, but without the editing suite. No heroic framing, no tragic undertones, no redemption arc waiting offstage. Just flat factual playback. Every time you chose isolation over connection and called it strength. Every contradiction you posted then denied. Every person you nexted because their mirror hurt too much. Every 'born alone die alone' mantra weaponised while secretly resenting anyone who proved otherwise. On loop. Not dramatic loop. The slow grinding one. Same sequence cycling without escalation, without climax, without even the mercy of boredom. Because boredom would be escape. The awareness stays razor sharp. You notice every hypocrisy again, fresh each time, first stab every time, no scar tissue to dull it. Soul doesn't build calluses. And the worst part? No external sadist cackling. Just you, finally unable to lie to yourself. The devil sits back, arms folded, letting the truth do the work. Because the biggest lie was always the one you told yourself. That isolation was power. That malice was independence. That smallness was philosophy. Strip it away, leave only bare facts, and watch a mind built for hyperfocus turn inward, obsessively dissecting its own irrelevance, running diagnostics on a system that was never going to boot properly. No fire needed. Just eternal unblinking clarity. Not suffering dramatically. Suffering boringly, pointlessly, inescapably, in full knowledge that you asked for exactly this flavour of nothing. |
| Re: If Hell Is Real, That's Where I Want To Go. by Fenrir(m): 3:59pm On Feb 26 |
AlphaMale666:Finally a topic i can sink my teeth into, and you gave consent actually asking for it. Thanks me old mucker. Oh I do so miss the military and psychological warfare. Hell has so much potential....... I step into the flames and wait. Nothing. No blister rising under skin that isn't there anymore. No scream ripping free because there's no throat to tear from. The fire moves through what used to be me like smoke through a ghost. Clean. Indifferent. I press palms flat against the white hot core. I kneel in the coals until bone should be ash. I lie back and let the inferno fold over me. Still nothing. The sky is an endless furnace roof. The ground is living coals. The air shimmers thick enough to choke a living lung. Every sense insists this should hurt. Protocol demands agony here. Divine or demonic justice requires visible damage. "I FEEL NOTHING!" No nerves left to revolt. No flesh to char. No mercy disguised as pain that might eventually crack me into unconsciousness. Just awareness. Razor sharp, unblinking, the kind that hyperfocuses because that's what the mind was built for. Lock on. Dissect. Solve or destroy. But here there's nothing to solve. The flames roar and curl and tower like they're performing for an audience of one who cannot feel the show. Why doesn't it burn? I scream it into the blaze until the words dissolve. The fire answers with polite silence. I was sold on agony. Pain would at least prove something is happening. That the ledger is being balanced. That I still register on some cosmic scale. But the fire is set dressing. The real sentence is clarity without anaesthetic. Every choice that dragged me here projected against the inside of a skull long since vaporised. Every next. Every the alpha has spoken. Every contradiction posted then denied. Every hand held by someone else that made me want to kill them for it. The Picoworker thread with 48k views, practical, useful, forgotten, because it was outward instead of weaponised inward. All of it looping. Not cinematically. Not as tragedy. Administratively. Same pettiness. Same smallness. Same sequence cycling without escalation, without climax, without even the courtesy of numbness. Because numbness would be escape. I walk deeper into the furnace, desperate for any mark. Fingers trail through molten light waiting to blacken, curl, drop off. They don't redden. They don't feel like mine. There's no body here to claim damage. Only the stubborn memory of having had one. Why doesn't it burn? Because there's nothing left to cauterise. Because the only organ left that can suffer is thought itself. Because the real flame was never designed for skin. I ask again. The inferno keeps performing. The question hangs there unanswered. It will hang there forever. That's the whole of it. |
| Re: If Hell Is Real, That's Where I Want To Go. by Kobojunkie: 4:40pm On Feb 26 |
Dzzzz:Out of the over 4000 different hells out there, na the one weu this Jesus supposedly spoke of you dey claim for OP? Ans when we openly state that you religious folks are simply voraciously wicked sacks of flesh who mask themselves with false piety una go take offense. ,🥱🥱🥱 |
| Re: If Hell Is Real, That's Where I Want To Go. by Fenrir(m): 4:44pm On Feb 26 |
AlphaMale666:Oi Alpha you proper blinder, cor blimey ain't I chuffed you decided to march straight into the bleeding infinite options of hell wiv the rest of us instead of doing a runner to somewhere sensible ain't ya. The potential here is absolutely facking limitless and we ain't even tickled the surface yet 'ave we. So wot's it gonna be then mate, do we keep yanking on these threads til somefing proper interesting starts bleedin all over the gaff, or do we sack off all this 'ere pre-intimacy and get ourselves straight down to the facking marrow of it all? Nobody bloody tells you about this corner of the inferno mate the intake for the good ones the blokes who weren't built for this place but end up here anyway because the rules are the rules and one slip one afternoon where the pressure cooker finally whistled wrong and a choice got made that couldn't be unmade and suddenly the volunteer with eleven years of cold Saturday mornings at the food bank the son who dialed mum every Sunday rain or resentment the husband who chose his wife in the quiet unglamorous grind of daily devotions not the fireworks kind but the kind that sticks through the rough patches he arrives thinking maybe there's a glitch in the system maybe the machinery scans him and spits him back out because look at the ledger eleven years against one moment surely that balances but nah hell's admin is impeccable recognises quality when it drops in and the devil who's bored to tears with the standard intake the murderers the predators the lifelong cruelties that file in like clockwork no challenge there just inventory to process but a good man proper good with that ballast of uncelebrated decency sitting heavy in him that's clay mate that's premium stock for the kiln and god knows it too has to know because the old pact the pre-creation terms bind even him can't intervene can't avert his gaze just witness as the prince gets to work on something that was his by rights but now fair game for one fucking mistake. And the work ain't crude no bollocks fire or racks that would be too easy too physical even without a body pain like that has a shelf life builds tolerance or breaks you quick into something numb but the devil's an artisan here patience of eons at his disposal starts with the replay not the mistake first oh no he queues up the Saturdays every single one in excruciating detail the frost on the windscreen at dawn the strangers' faces lighting up over a hot meal the quiet satisfaction of doing right without fanfare and then weaves in the afternoon not as contrast for punishment but as the pivot the fulcrum showing how that one choice didn't just end things but retroactively taints the lot here's where your goodness had a shadow mate here's the Saturday where helping felt good but also scratched an itch for control here's the Sunday call where love and duty mixed with a thread of bitterness you never admitted here's the devotion to the wife that was real but also a cage you built for both of you calling it commitment and it was but peel back and there's more always more truth under truth sediment in the soul that even the good ones carry because nobody's simple not even the righteous and the devil doesn't lie here he illuminates forces the good man to see it all with that hyperfocus he had in life the wiring that locked onto problems and solved them but now the problem is himself and solving means dissecting endlessly no floor to hit just layers fracturing into sub layers every good deed spawning questions was it pure or was there ego was the help selfless or scorecard and the reframing isn't erasure it's inversion the goodness curdled turned inside out until those Saturdays become instruments of self loathing the calls echoes of hypocrisy the devotions proof of quiet tyranny and he feels it happening aware lucid no dissociation allowed because hell strips the escapes leaves only the registration of change. God watches from whatever vantage the terms allow probably with that infinite sorrow they talk about in the books but powerless because the agreement's ironclad one mistake tips the scale no appeals no parole and the devil savors it this is the spite this is the craft turning god's handiwork against itself not smashing it but reshaping it meticulously until the good man emerges as something demonic not a cartoon monster but a precise perversion still carrying the memory of those eleven years but now weaponised the volunteer who once fed strangers now starves souls the devoted husband twisted into a breaker of bonds the truthful one a sower of subtle poisons and the worst bit he knows it retains enough of the original to recognise the fall to mourn it eternally but can't climb back because the inversion's complete the ballast flipped to anchor him down and all for that one afternoon one misfire in a life of hits and the machinery hums on designed for this too the rare projects that keep the prince engaged because corrupting the already corrupt is busywork but crafting a demon from saint stock that's art that's the eternal Bleep you to the upstairs and nobody tells you because if they did the good ones might hesitate on those Saturdays might skip a call might choose differently in the daily grind but nah the illusion holds until it doesn't and then it's project time. |
| Re: If Hell Is Real, That's Where I Want To Go. by keemsleek(m): 6:18pm On Feb 26 |
Goodluck to u. Have fun |
| Re: If Hell Is Real, That's Where I Want To Go. by CandyOps(m): 12:54pm On Feb 27 |
MONEY247:Na to call firefighters install industrialAC |
| Re: If Hell Is Real, That's Where I Want To Go. by Sirhush(m): 1:00pm On Feb 27 |
This is know, heaven and hell is real! ![]() |
| Re: If Hell Is Real, That's Where I Want To Go. by MONEY247: 1:01pm On Feb 27 |
CandyOps:I tell you... With better ox fan |
| Re: If Hell Is Real, That's Where I Want To Go. by Fenrir(m): 1:40pm On Feb 27 |
Sirhush:Prove it. Do what no man or woman in history has ever done and pull real evidence out of your dirt box and prove it. |
| Re: If Hell Is Real, That's Where I Want To Go. by capnies: 1:44pm On Feb 27 |
There's nothing like He'll with fire He'll is grave where you'll be buried when you die. JESUS WENT TO HELL WHEN HE DIED, WHERE IS THAT? READ YOUR BIBLE, DON'T ALLOW THESE FAKE GOD OF MEN TO DECEIVE YOU. MAYBE THEIR WICKED GOD KEPT HELL FOR THEM. BUT THE CREATOR OF THE UNIVERSE, IS TOO CLEAN TO EVEN IMAGINE SUCH NONSENSE ANYBODY THAT COMES TO YOU AND TALK ABOUT HELL CHASE HIM AWAY HELL IS DEVILS DOCTRINE TO DISCREDIT GOD |
| Re: If Hell Is Real, That's Where I Want To Go. by BrosG007: 2:07pm On Feb 27 |
Jehovah witness spotted. Do you think this is one realization some people found out... and continue evil doings? If a punishment is not there after death.....and only heaven/Paradise....and 144,000 as said in the Bible, and Jehovah witness claimed they are the chosen, isn't that also part of judgment? A kind of filtering that separate the worthy from the unworthy? capnies: |
| Re: If Hell Is Real, That's Where I Want To Go. by jom28gy(m): 8:48pm On Jun 07 |
Do you need resettling of mind set? Or what do you believe in? |
| Re: If Hell Is Real, That's Where I Want To Go. by Meedon: 8:37pm On Jun 11 |
People are bringing more children to this world and creating more people who will go to hell. Because I no sure if any Nigerian will make heaven. So spare your unborn child of that pain and don't give birth to him or her |
| Re: If Hell Is Real, That's Where I Want To Go. by gracias124: 1:34pm On Jun 12 |
MONEY247:good afternoon sir |
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