I always laughed When one of my big bro said: after GOD, fear women, even more than your fellow men..... Well I thought about it lately and came to a clear conclusion that what he said wasn't all that wrong however, if I were to chose between fearing women or myself, I'll chose myself. I can be on extreme guard if I misunderstand a female. But if I misunderstand myself, I wonder what would be left of the world around me. Based on past experience of those around me, no matter how small, I have just an appropriate idea of a lot of thing around me. E.g my friends, loved ones, my cats, my dog, my albino lab rat, e.t.c(the aforementioned pets are already dead!! I suppose. Just in case you wanted to know) but I haven't a comfortable and reliable idea of myself. When I walk out everyday, I just keep wondering: what's that new attitude, reaction, character, emotion, capability, e.t.c that will just pop out of me anytime. Most time i become reclusive and pensive searching through my past and present trying to fix the clues I have acquired together so as to get a shape I'll use to define myself. Just when I thought I have found one, a whole different part of me just comes and over rides everything and I'll just start repeating the whole process again.
One of the things I hate so much in this life are loops. Well now am beginning to wonder when it'll stop and if I'll ever will be able to completely write who I am on a piece of paper before I die......

Am I alone?

Okay.

Even me. I feel same

Yungwizzzy:
...are we ladies that complicated??

chill this is not about you, its about me. :-)

Dude,honestly I didn't get a tin u said! But maybe dats d point! So just chill sumone is gonna stumble on ur post n it wld mk so much sense to d person. N dat person wld still type same indicipherable sets of words n it wldnt mk sense to anyone else but u.. N den u wld know u aint alone.... But if twas up to me bro.... U already know wat I'd say!

Yungwizzzy:
...are we ladies that complicated??

Yes!!!

At least to me.

Preciousone4ril:
Dude,honestly I didn't get a tin u said! But maybe dats d point! So just chill sumone is gonna stumble on ur post n it wld mk so much sense to d person. N dat person wld still type same indicipherable sets of words n it wldnt mk sense to anyone else but u.. N den u wld know u aint alone.... But if twas up to me bro.... U already know wat I'd say!

k

Evina:
Okay.

looool.... Nutty

bt guys are worst.d only problm is'u guys dnt always agree 2 dt fakt even wen its obvious"