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hummm

sasquareT:
Success beat in my chest it ring in my head, I long to succeed.what am I doing with failure?
Nah I can't afford to be a mediocre. this are the thought that run through my head every day, this is my lamentation,I've done this to the extend of speaking out loud to myself in the midst of crowd, I scold myself when ever I did something silly and foolish,like Femi why are such a dumb ass,Femi you are an idiot, Femi you must be very stupid to do this, this is me scolding myself.
But the more I try to stand straight and do what is right I found myself not doing the right thing most at time.
Hence the devil lurking around will say to me, look at you can anything good come out of you.
Forget it you will just keep on struggling but no head way for you.
Just look at your past so many thing you should have done but you left it and said you want to pursue some worthless degree.
When I even want to help you to make you back out after you have sat for Jamb like four time with no Admission you still not gave up
Now you are done with your schooling,yes you read geology fine, you have 2:1 and so what? Look my friend before you finish your youth service you are going to be 30 with no experience and skill how did you want to start looking for job nobody will want to employ you at that age.
Just look at your Family how many of your sibling is well to do? don't you no you share the same fate with them?
I pity you Femi cos I don't no if this your God will even save you.
This is the devil employing myself to stop me, this is devil poisoning my mind
Me-i begin to doubt myself, self pity now am confuse even when God said to me Femi I'm preparing you for something greater.
Now I just manage to say to the devil you are a lair and I don't buy you idea.
Nairalander the issh is this is what is running in my head now and I'm confuse right now

What I understood from all this, ur 30 day but ive just finished school and ur scared ill have a hard time getting a joB dies to ur age issue.
It's alright. There's nothing new unDer d Sun. I know a brother too that just completed a bachelor's degree arat 30+ now he's running his masterS.
Keep praying and be optimistic. Don't rely on getting a white collar jijob alone. Train itself in other field, acquire other fields. And u said some of ur siblings are well if right so u can start learning under them.
Btw aaassuming u we'd sent eligible for nysc so what are u doing presently? Have u got a job as of yet?

HillaryD:
hummm

Please say something other than hummm naw... Please...

enieme:

What I understood from all this, ur 30 day but ive just finished school and ur scared ill have a hard time getting a joB dies to ur age issue.
It's alright. There's nothing new unDer d Sun. I know a brother too that just completed a bachelor's degree arat 30+ now he's running his masterS.
Keep praying and be optimistic. Don't rely on getting a white collar jijob alone. Train itself in other field, acquire other fields. And u said some of ur siblings are well if right so u can start learning under them.
Btw aaassuming u we'd sent eligible for nysc so what are u doing presently? Have u got a job as of yet?

Yep you deduce well
I have no Job now, have try looking for even teaching Job but it is forthcoming
I'm yet to serve, still waiting for batch A16. I will be 30year old by 2017.
Talking of certification or Master now is totally out of it, cos my first degree self is very tough for me financially.
Thanks

sasquareT:


Yep you deduce well
I have no Job now, have try looking for even teaching Job but it is forthcoming
I'm yet to serve, still waiting for batch A16. I will be 30year old by 2017.
Talking of certification or Master now is totally out of it, cos my first degree self is very tough for me financially.
Thanks

for d meantime ur home, do something. Even if na shop attendant. It's just for a short time. Or maybe learn some skill works. I sponsored urself through bachelors degree right?

enieme:

for d meantime ur home, do something. Even if na shop attendant. It's just for a short time. Or maybe learn some skill works. I sponsored urself through bachelors degree right?

Yeah.....thanks

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Along d line in ur lamentation u made a revelation. lemme remind u nd also put it 2 u. you said, " i dont hv any esperience nor any skill". so wat ar u doin abt it ? notin, i assume. y dnt u learn somtin? Learn how 2 BARB, TAILOR, REPAIR GEN, PAINTER, ARTIST, REPAIR FONES ND LAPTOPS, BIKE ND KEKE REPAIR, even MASON ND MOULDING BLOCKS. uncle their ar alot of tins 2 learn dan stayin at home shyin away al in d name of calin ur sef a GRADUATE. wat else do u wnt ?so use ur head... shalom