Ese Walter Ark, wife of Cool Fm OAP Benny Ark shot into public consciousness when, in 2013, she made public her alleged sexual relationship with married COZA Pastor, Biodun Fatoyinbo. Before the confession, she penned a heartfelt public letter to Jesus, thanking Him for giving her the grace to forgive.

Part of the note read: "Today I say thank you. Thank you for staying with me like you said you would. Thank you for your Spirit that leads and guides me into all truth and continues to lead me even when I insist on holding on to a lie. Thank you for not allowing me die before my time. Thank you for the hope and assurance in my heart. Thank you for helping me develop a stronger sense of purpose."

After the media frenzy that followed the scandal, she moved on with her life and had her first child with her hubby January last year.

It however came as a surprise when earlier this month she took to her Facebook page to denounce religion and everything that has to do with it. She says she no longer believes in God, but at the same time doesn't regard herself as an atheist, but rather as a humanist.

Here is what she wrote below:

http://www.lailasblog.com/2016/03/ese-walter-denounces-jesus-says-she-no.html

Well, it's no surprise thingy.

If peter who saw some miracles of Jesus could deny him, then who is Ese Walter? I guess a drop of water on the atlantic.
In case Ese doesn't know, Jesus already knew that a lot people will deny him in this end time. It is just that she chose to be among those to tread that path.

Just look at how shallow her origin, and definition, of life is. Hmmm! That reminds me, even the bible rightly quipped, 'a fool says in her heart, there is no God'!

I pray that Ese returns to the path of Happiness.

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She must be on that produkt

Her life,her decision,but,buhari why?

'Lord to whom shall we go,Thou hast the words of eternal life'(John 6:68).
We can't go to our minds,the stars,the moon,philosophers,scholars,astrologers or some fake prophets...............only You has the words of eternal life.

That is the damage done to her by the Pastor of COZA

Uptill now, he refuse to address this issue.

As christians we need to acknowledge that these guys are normal people like us so in case they fail us, the impact will not be this crazy.

i was not surprised she said this. I would have been surprised if she forged ahead.

When a Pastor say hin go show u grace hit u like a b*tch and still jump up the next day in service. You go dey confused.

Dear Ese, God is God nobody can change that. Settle things with your Creator and move on.

GurlFriend:
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frustrated life. Is not easy to face challenge and overcome.

I swear I would convert to religion if this airhead ever says she's become atheist. Better she stay confused as ever. Humanity my left nutsac.
Flaky biatch, attention whōre. She and that ridiculous conman pastor.

HAPPY EASTER

Someone is frustrated, it's not easy though

Mtsheeew!
Attention seeker oshi!

...Who Cares

AntiWailer:
that is the damage done to her by the Pastor of COZS.

Uptill now, he refuse to address this issue.

A lot of people lose their faith because of the bad behavior of Christians.

Sad...but true.

I guess the pastor is happy now.

Modified....

In my opinion, the blame for the loss of faith goes to the COZA pastor and his church.

They ''protected their pastor''.They decided the image of the church was better than heartfelt,broken repentance towards God. They decided that the Pastor was far more important than a lost sheep...and so...they ganged up against Ese and this is the result.

You know, one comment I hate amongst Nigerian christians is the ''Touch not my anointed'' comment. When it was used by David in the Bible ....David was not saying that Saul was free from criticism....he was saying that it was not in his hand to remove Saul...it was in God's hands.

Today...we use that comment to protect our beloved superhero Pastors from all critique. We turn them into little Gods...and give them all worship and protection....even if it is at the expense of souls.

Well....Mr Pastor....you have your reward. You have your reputation and fame intact. You never had to say sorry. No problem. You are good to go.

I think it is time the Nigerian Church....the born again branch....stopped this pastor worship and replaced it with Jesus worship. Before God decides to send us through harsh times so that some souls can be saved.


P.S....I advise Nigerian Christians to read these Christian novels....

1.The Visitation....by Frank Perretti.

2.And the Shofar blew by Francine Rivers.

It is time for change in our Church. We have strayed.Even I have strayed. We need to make Christ the Lord of all our life....not our pastor,career, achievement,money, etc.

May God guide you as you approach light.

Pastor of COZA abi COZY, are you happy now??

Abeg who be this one sef??

Wife to a common OAP... Mtshewww

But to not believe means you believe in not believing.So you still believe in something!

do whatever rock your boat

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michiyke2003:
Her life,her decision,but,buhari why?

This is not the Politics thread, sir.

AntiWailer:
that is the damage done to her by the Pastor of COZS.

Uptill now, he refuse to address this issue.

Spot on

I disagree with those who believe its coza pastors ordeal that changed her mindset.
We all as Christians go through disappointments and heart breaks by people we trust but God sometimes allows these to happen too build us up and make us a better person.
The word trust is only Absolutely true for God, as we are living by grace and can disappoint even ourselves by our actions, telling you that you should not trust yourself but God alone as he is the author and finisher of our faith.
Psalm 118 vs 8 It is better to trust in the LORD than to put confidence in man.
If her alleged ordeal with the pastor could discourage her about God, then i wonder if she caught him doing fetish/diabolic stuff to her how it would have been.
If she is discouraged then she should re-examine her life, because God allows things like this to happen so you can learn to trust fully on him.

Welcome Ese Walter. Humanism is the way to go.

I dont blame her.

She saw the fraudulent church for what it. Scandalous churches everywhere.

Religion is a personal thing. Her life, her choice!

Ok

Kwantinu

Try ISLAM my sister

Who cares really?

Call me whenever Buhari and El-Rufai, denounces bigotry and religious extremism...

I don't know this lady's story, but denouncing God after having an inordinate affair with a pastor is just to let you know how much scandal she must have witnessed in the 'circle of Christian leaders'. She probably gave up after she saw a lot of hypocrisy and all.

We should always pray for all these 'men of God' and their followers...instead of feeding the sheep the shepherd is selling and eating the sheep.

May grace find and bring her home.
Amen

One is Ese Oruru, the other Ese Walter. Both having eventful lives in common. May God help her.

Pray you find the right path on time. Their would be no me without God

Don't blame her. I've felt the same way too once or twice in my life. When people you think God should just strike down cos of their sinning ways, like "Pastor" Biodun go on with life like God approves of their sins, it makes you question your faith. After sleeping with his church member and getting away with it, that man has gone on to throw yatch parties and own Porche's amongst other luxuries. Makes you wonder if God approves.