I wept all night, l use to think nothing could break me but I lied. I'm a broken record. I got back in the evening yesterday and I discovered my 50 broilers has suddenly been hit with God knows what kind of disease...bought drugs but it's too late, for God's sake, they clocked 7weeks last Tuesday. Now, I m left with 16 sick birds out of 50.

I pawned my laptop to get this business started, coupled with the 5000 naira home lesson I used to buy feeds every other month. Tell me what does a guy have to do to survive.
I just kept seeing this darkness around me, like there's no way out, does this darkness has a name? What do I have to do to hit the ground running. The plan for the past 5month all gone down the drain. How do I get begin again?

At twenty six, no job, so many applications sent out, nothing to show for it.
Well I need sympathy, I guess that's why I wrote this, but not just that. I don't think I can pull through this, I m lost. I got to my lesson this morning, I couldn't even read the book in front of me. I think they are going to let me go.

For clarity, I'm not suicidal, I m depressed certainly, and I don't know what it may lead to next. so please, before I give up completely I need to still feel like I m alive. pls if you have a job, that doesn't have to do with heavy lifting I'm in, cos I got polio on one limb. I can trek for Africa, cos that's what you do when you don't have transport fare (I don't mind moving around). Also I m brilliant with computers (except it's programming and the advance stuff). I have experience in research, Science lab, pharmaceutical analysis, disease control and advocacy (NTDs). I just want to feel like I'm still relevant and not invisible after sending out those tonnes of applications. pls help, location is kwara, but I can go anywhere else.
I have a degree, Msc and PGDE. Help me feel alive pls!

I still need this help

It is well, don't give up. You re almost there.

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Welcome to Nigeria. You ain't a broken record. You ain't dead yet, so there is hope. You have got to dig deep down to find courage. Twenty six, you still young. I would say, grab any fucking job that come your way, If I had waited I had never had my break

We're in this together. I am 28, stay in a 1 room appartment and unemployed

DONT say you're broken but pray to God for guidance

dxdiag:
It is well, don't give up. You re almost there.

it gets difficult every other day. thank you for the encouraging words.

johnime:
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Welcome to Nigeria. You ain't a broken record. You ain't dead yet, so there is hope. You have got to dig deep down to find courage. Twenty six, you still young. I would say, grab any fucking job that come your way, If I had waited I had never had my break

it's hard, I hope with time I get over this. Every year I tell myself that I am still young, graduated since 21..now 27 is knocking at door. Does it ever get any easier. thanks for the kind words.

mekstaniac:
We're in this together. I am 28, stay in a 1 room appartment and unemployed

DONT say you're broken but pray to God for guidance

I pray it's get better. God bless you bro.

auchomage:
it's hard, I hope with time I get over this. Every year I tell myself that I am still young, graduated since 21..now 27 is knocking at door. Does it ever get any easier. thanks for the kind words.

Nigeria is bleeped...... My brother I weak. I don't know what to say again.

mekstaniac:
We're in this together. I am 28, stay in a 1 room appartment and unemployed

DONT say you're broken but pray to God for guidance

Nah!!! I like your spirit! Keep your head high. You almost there..... Keep pushing man

Just wondering how much longer do I have to witness this ill luck.

auchomage:
Just wondering how much longer do I have to witness this ill luck.

bro wateva u ar goin through is a passage to ur destination in life nt ur end.. we ar in dis together I am 28, no job I still dey my papa house but I believe it will pass soon.. jst dnt gv up

Don't give up bro.Better days are ahead.

yomi212:
bro wateva u ar goin through is a passage to ur destination in life nt ur end.. we ar in dis together I am 28, no job I still dey my papa house but I believe it will pass soon.. jst dnt gv up

Thank you Bro.. counting on God's grace.

omolorlarh:
Don't give up bro.Better days are ahead.

Amen, thank you for the kind words.

I have moved on from the set back still very much interested in a job. please

auchomage:
I wept all night, l use to think nothing could break me but I lied. I'm a broken record. I got back in the evening yesterday and I discovered my 50 broilers has suddenly been hit with God knows what kind of disease...bought drugs but it's too late, for God's sake, they clocked 7weeks last Tuesday. Now, I m left with 16 sick birds out of 50.

I pawned my laptop to get this business started, coupled with the 5000 naira home lesson I used to buy feeds every other month. Tell me what does a guy have to do to survive.
I just kept seeing this darkness around me, like there's no way out, does this darkness has a name? What do I have to do to hit the ground running. The plan for the past 5month all gone down the drain. How do I get begin again?

At twenty six, no job, so many applications sent out, nothing to show for it.
Well I need sympathy, I guess that's why I wrote this, but not just that. I don't think I can pull through this, I m lost. I got to my lesson this morning, I couldn't even read the book in front of me. I think they are going to let me go.

For clarity, I'm not suicidal, I m depressed certainly, and I don't know what it may lead to next. so please, before I give up completely I need to still feel like I m alive. pls if you have a job, that doesn't have to do with heavy lifting I'm in, cos I got polio on one limb. I can trek for Africa, cos that's what you do when you don't have transport fare (I don't mind moving around). Also I m brilliant with computers (except it's programming and the advance stuff). I have experience in research, Science lab, pharmaceutical analysis, disease control and advocacy (NTDs). I just want to feel like I'm still relevant and not invisible after sending out those tonnes of applications. pls help, location is kwara, but I can go anywhere else.
I have a degree, Msc and PGDE. Help me feel alive pls!

Can you come down to Osun state, Ikirun precisely? And can you teach in a private secondary school?

Please go and acquire a handwork skills- something you can do to make money if teaching is not for you.

passion4christ:


Can you come down to Osun state, Ikirun precisely? And can you teach in a private secondary school?

Yes I can sir. I served at okuku, Osun state. I have visited ikirun a few times.

auchomage:
Yes I can sir. I served at okuku, Osun state. I have visited ikirun a few times.

Drop your email address, I will contact you.

passion4christ:


Drop your email address, I will contact you.

I look forward to your mail.

deoventures:
Please go and acquire a handwork skills- something you can do to make money if teaching is not for you.

Thank you for the advice.

auchomage:
I look forward to your mail. ajidepromise@gmail.com

I have sent you a mail.

passion4christ:

I have sent you a mail.

I apologise for the late response, my battery was dead. I will reply asap

all iz well, Gold or Diamonds I have none, but I prophecy into your life may you be set free from the bondage of ill luck.

GeoOla25:
all iz well, Gold or Diamonds I have none, but I prophecy into your life may you be set free from the bondage of ill luck.

Amen! thank you for the prayer