₦airaland Forum

IamKashyBaby:


What gone wrong that u hit the rock bottom?

alfred007:
it's a long story, which am not yet ready to share! thanks for reading!

Oohh okies

Cc me when u got a new stowie

IamKashyBaby:
Oohh okies
Cc me when u got a new stowie

alfred007:
I just needed a stranger to talk to and share what I'm going through with and thus, this write up on this platform!

I've been indoors, with lots of thought running through my mind and honesty I can't keep all that locked up anymore.
I will be glad if u read through.

I'm Alfred007 by name and I have just lost everything except my phone and laptop *lol*. funny but true, technically.

All my life I ve been someone that never depend on people, reason being that I can't stand being turned down. Lost my dad when I was 3, and was raised by my grand aunt. All that happened at my early life thought me the important of work, planning, discipline and saving,and most of all the education. it all made me strong, I guess!

during my secondary school days I reunited with my mum and life seemed a little fun though we weren't that close but it was better than what I had earlier. Then my mum observed my value for money and also encouraged me to save, got me a saving box and open an account in d bank for me, *2005/2006 (jss 3) I guess*. Twas awesome I must say!

She took care of me till my 4th year in the university **my I.t period** and since then It has always been me though she supported my project. During my project time I saw opportunity to make money *** statistical analysis, project work for my mates, Map, etc 2014***

From my 3rd or so I started planning for my MSC, made enquiries and started saving up. After school I knew what I wanted, **MSC at IPS UNIPORT because of the standard and length of study! I knew the price!

So I opened a shop immediately after school because I had a plan and plan comes with date. I needed to save up!

I denied my self a lot of things ** good clothes, shoes, women lol, saw them as distractions,*** I needed to hit my target sooner enough. I was also hunting for scholarship abroad, preferably Germany! I had every thing planned out.

But now, i'm broken, all lost in a twinkle of an eye, all my savings, looked like a dream but it ain't! I have been lying on the since, I don't know who to turn to, I. don't know who to talk to, I have never felt this way before in my whole life.

Funny thing is b4 anything bad happens to me, I will know but can't do anything about, I can't change it.
Noticed it when I foresaw an accident that claimed lives could change it,the whole persons in bus died!

I always have this feeling that all will be well and I need someone to confirm that to me!

if u read this, thank you! at least I've talked to someone!
do have a good day

Bibi294:
All will be well...
My boyfriend loose his life savings seeking a scholarship only to be denied visa.... Yet, all is well... He's back on his feet stronger than I

.bro
.. All is well