Welcome, Guest: Register On Nairaland / LOGIN! / Trending / Recent / NewStats: 3,205,004 members, 7,990,777 topics. Date: Friday, 01 November 2024 at 12:54 AM |
Nairaland Forum / Nairaland / General / Religion / Is My Mothers Death The Result Of My Bad Karma? (563 Views)
Is Death The End Of The Road? / Nigerian Woman Vomits Thick Blood As A Result Of Attack(graphic Pics) / Am I The Cause Of My Mothers Death? (2) (3) (4)
Is My Mothers Death The Result Of My Bad Karma? by 2morogobeta(f): 12:57am On Feb 19, 2018 |
my mother died of cancer im ashamed please dont judge me im ashamed because of the following reasons... 1. i was a born again christian always talking about God / and always so focused on my future.. those who were atheists / were not serious back then.. are now doing better than me, whilst me who was a christian has a destroyed life including dead mother 2. HEAR ME OUT FIRST! in the year 2012... I did mock some people who had a dead parent (when i was a teen) example : a. a girl who was supposed to be my friend when we were in school but started to bully me... so in anger i wrote her a message and in the message i did write that her dead father would be ashamed of her for that behaviour b. a boy who started to maltreat me because i did not give into his sexual wishes i said to him in anger that it is good that his dad is dead so he doesnt have to see what type of horrible son he has c. a girl who was supposed to be my friend started to bully me.. so in anger i told her she will die of that her illness and God hates her d. finally, when i had a mental break down/ so mentally unwell i went to a psychiatric hospital, i tweeted to rihanna that it is good her grandmother is dead, and i also told another celebrity that i did not like that her mother will die young ... i have not done such since then and i never will.. but i feel as though is this my bad karma? im so ashamed. |
Re: Is My Mothers Death The Result Of My Bad Karma? by Martinez19(m): 7:10am On Feb 19, 2018 |
No it's not. There are people who have done worse and are far better and comfortable in life. But if I may ask, why did you do all those things? 1 Like |
Re: Is My Mothers Death The Result Of My Bad Karma? by 2morogobeta(f): 7:30am On Feb 19, 2018 |
Martinez19: Mental breakdown And anger of retaliation to those who mistreated me I'm not a bad person to naturally nor do I do not such now I've been blaming myself and fear my enemies are laughing at me Why did she die then |
Re: Is My Mothers Death The Result Of My Bad Karma? by Amberon11: 7:35am On Feb 19, 2018 |
Was upset at you earlier for insulting God in your previous post but now I realise that you just need help. |
Re: Is My Mothers Death The Result Of My Bad Karma? by Martinez19(m): 8:04am On Feb 19, 2018 |
2morogobeta:anger of retaliation? Where you emotional or physically abused as a child? Take calm okay. No one is judging you. Forget about your enemies, I know it's painful but there is nothing you can do about them. |
Re: Is My Mothers Death The Result Of My Bad Karma? by Martinez19(m): 8:08am On Feb 19, 2018 |
Op, can you dm me, I would like to speak with you this evening. Cheers. |
(1) (Reply)
God Is Broke / Ofm Rhema For Living Daily Devotional &sunday School Manual 17/06/2016 / Mini Tornado Sent By Witches To Destroy A Church Crusade In Kenya
(Go Up)
Sections: politics (1) business autos (1) jobs (1) career education (1) romance computers phones travel sports fashion health religion celebs tv-movies music-radio literature webmasters programming techmarket Links: (1) (2) (3) (4) (5) (6) (7) (8) (9) (10) Nairaland - Copyright © 2005 - 2024 Oluwaseun Osewa. All rights reserved. See How To Advertise. 13 |