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Hello Jzhane,

I read your blog everyday. I feel like you are that friend I could talk to. My name is Zara John (Not real name) and I am 48 years old. I am a Teacher and I am smart,beautiful and a Christian.

Jzhane,since I was born up to this day,no man has ever asked me out. I have never been in a relationship before. Its as if I am invincible to men. I have been on a dating site once . I met a guy online but he just wanted to sleep with me which I did not agree to. I feel lonely most times in my life. The only thing that gives e joy is teaching the beautiful children in school.

The Children call me Ms. Zara and I see them like my own children but I actually wish they are truly mine. I feel like I have missed so much in life. I do not let people know how I feel inside. People think I am used to it by now. But as I near the age 50,I am getting scared more and more.

My upbringing may have a lot to do with my situation. I grew up in very strict religious background and for most of my adult life,I was thought I was going to be a reverend sister. But I backed out just before I got into convent. I tried to make friends but men only see me like a sister. I had a crush on a guy in school back then but I could never tell him. Today he is married with kids.

My mother has been to several prayer houses for my situation.Some have told her that I am not.....see more




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I know your lifestyle might have scared so many people away from you.

There is limit to everything to avoid going extreme.

Well all hope not lost I hope you still have some chances by Gods grace.

I have read a lot about women complaining about not having husband or boyfriend. It is not easy. The economy is one major factor coupled with waywardness on the part of some women and also because more men are in prison or die from the activities of crime and cultism. Also, the deceptive and non existent conscience of some men.

I agree with all you mentioned.

Hardrive:
I have read a lot about women complaining about not having husband or boyfriend. It is not easy. The economy is one major factor coupled with waywardness on the part of some women and also because more men are in prison or die from the activities of crime and cultism. Also, the deceptive and non existent conscience of some men.