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javaRookie:
Lol. Why are you blurring the amount?
Are you afraid kidnappers will carry you??

Well here is my first withdrawal.

When the thing landed, I was feeling like a boss.

Lol

You know the feeling na...


I blurr it because the amount deh small....

gloniks:
Sorry bro, I can feel your pain.......I spent 7+ years at home before gaining admission into the university, not because I didn't use to pass jamb and putme but because I was been denied admission every year, if I didnt use to pass people would have told me to go and marry bit thank God dad didn't give up on me.



But now he wants to give up because he and mum are not on good terms so he thinks the best way to deal with mum is through me since mum doesn't have the financial capacity to sponsor me.

Currently the house is always hot and I go through domestic and verbal abuse and I have thought about suicide several times but it ain't worth it.......I mean I can't give up my Life because of anybody.......my Life is too precious than that (although it's b3eh God that has kept me going coupled with discipline)

There's favoritism between the children and I get blamed for what the other does despite the fact that I am older but the favoritism didn't extend to the area of responsibility but now it's about to.
He still blamed me this evening for what my other sibling did


I am in my 20s and I still get beaten with blue black with belt and wire.

He said it before and he repeated it again few days ago that he was thinking of telling his doctor maybe I should go for injection to step down my brain that I behave like some one with mental disorder........I take all this harsh words in and behave like nothing is wrong because i dare not cry the next thing is for him to take his belt and say "you want to cry abi, you will cry well" so I suck everythimg in, I love to sing and he said I have a bad voice despite the fact that I know there's nothing wrong with my voice but I don't even bother to sing anymore. Do you know what he says? He usually say I sound like "osanyin" I asked him the meaning and he said a name of a demon in Yoruba land. I a lot of times feel choked up and frustrated. He can disgrace me anywhere, and he has started threatening not sending me to school which he does every time we are to resume.
If anyone has ever body shamed me it is him.


I know I maybe clueless but I know GOD understands.


So I thought, now that I am in the picture and things are like this I better not do something stupid because no one would care and my mom might be shattered, don't know of she will cope but is that GOD'S will? No so I will stay to see the GLORY OF The LORD IN THE LAND OF THE LIVING.



Sorry I don't mean to interrupt your story just that I have a heavy heart and I even cried this night so I just need to pour my heart out somewhere so saw your story and decided to share mine.

Thanks.

Nawao how can the man who brought you to this life be so cruel and wicked to you. My own depression is not because of my family but because of an event that occurred in 2014 and some shortcomings in my life. I feel suicidal at times but God will see us through

Goalnaldo:
Nawao how can the man who brought you to this life be so cruel and wicked to you. My own depression is not because of my family but because of an event that occurred in 2014 and some shortcomings in my life. I feel suicidal at times but God will see us through

Amen.


Bro. How far with publishing stuff.

javaRookie:
Lol. Why are you blurring the amount?
Are you afraid kidnappers will carry you??

Well here is my first withdrawal.

When the thing landed, I was feeling like a boss.

It will not be better for all this our bank, Chai see the exchange rate. And I be the curse access bank we dey use 390 as their rate

Boss meedon how you, and this na small big go follow.

You see this life ehn, na after I leave secondary school for 2016 I no sey life no be black and white.

I for like share my own story too, but I dey mosque when I finish I go try tonight.

I hail ooo

ambitiouschap17:
Boss meedon how you, and this na small big go follow.

You see this life ehn, na after I leave secondary school for 2016 I no sey life no be black and white.

I for like share my own story too, but I dey mosque when I finish I go try tonight.

I hail ooo

Walai, e no easy.

I go like read your story too.

ambitiouschap17:
It will not be better for all this our bank, Chai see the exchange rate. And I be the curse access bank we dey use 390 as their rate

Wow!! 390!!!
I am so jumping ship to access bank. This first bank are theives!

How is your publishing business, chap?

javaRookie:
Wow!! 390!!!
I am so jumping ship to access bank. This first bank are theives!

How is your publishing business, chap?

Not bad, seriously I wish there's something i can do to this thieves bank, but i no get any power .

Access will charge me 445 when I want to pay, but will receive at 390 or 380

I for advise you on your depression but one hood nigga Saroutobi will soon start vexing.

ambitiouschap17:
Boss meedon how you, and this na small big go follow.

You see this life ehn, na after I leave secondary school for 2016 I no sey life no be black and white.

I for like share my own story too, but I dey mosque when I finish I go try tonight.

I hail ooo

You aren't back yet??
Drop it hot, lemme come learn a thing or two.

There is no overdose of knowledge.

ambitiouschap17:
Not bad, seriously I wish there's something i can do to this thieves bank, but i no get any power .

Access will charge me 445 when I want to pay, but will receive at 390 or 380

Bunch of corporate thieves!!

Domiciliary account is the only solution, and to open that will cost an arm and a leg.

So just manage this poor rate albeit begrudgingly.

javaRookie:
You aren't back yet??
Drop it hot, lemme come learn a thing or two.

There is no overdose of knowledge.

I am back, I am still thinking about it.

javaRookie:
Bunch of corporate thieves!!

Domiciliary account is the only solution, and to open that will cost an arm and a leg.

So just manage this poor rate albeit begrudgingly.

Since no option na to just managed anything they give us like that, but I believe that one day this country will be better. But if it refuse to be better I don dey plan my escape route

ambitiouschap17:
I am back, I am still thinking about it.

Since no option na to just managed anything they give us like that, but I believe that one day this country will be better. But if it refuse to be better I don dey plan my escape route

I think I am coming with you.

Have you started writing Christmas books for kids?

javaRookie:
I think I am coming with you.

Have you started writing Christmas books for kids?

No, but have a friend who has and it is doing very well.
so you no dey patriotic

Goalnaldo:
Nawao how can the man who brought you to this life be so cruel and wicked to you. My own depression is not because of my family but because of an event that occurred in 2014 and some shortcomings in my life.


The thing is he used to be responsible but harsh as in really harsh so I used to put up with the harshness but now he is threatening not to sponsor my education again because I am neutral between both sides and mom isn't financially capable to sponsor me.

I feel suicidal at times but God will see us through

AMEN

Goalnaldo:
Nawao how can the man who brought you to this life be so cruel and wicked to you. My own depression is not because of my family but because of an event that occurred in 2014 and some shortcomings in my life. I feel suicidal at times but God will see us through

The thing is he used to be responsible but harsh as in really harsh so I used to put up with the harshness but now he is threatening not to sponsor my education again because I am neutral between both sides and mom isn't financially capable to sponsor me.

AMEN.........May God see us through

javaRookie:
Bunch of corporate thieves!!

Domiciliary account is the only solution, and to open that will cost an arm and a leg.

So just manage this poor rate albeit begrudgingly.

Why not withdraw your Payoneer funds through an exchanger? The rate now is upwards of #420/$

@Meedon

Where are the Masturbation quitting tips you said you will drop?

Meedon:
Amen.


Bro. How far with publishing stuff.

bro it's not easy. I have up to 9 books but only made three sales. I just gave up. In fact I haven't visited kdp for almost two months now.

javaRookie:
Lol. Why are you blurring the amount?
Are you afraid kidnappers will carry you??

Well here is my first withdrawal.

When the thing landed, I was feeling like a boss.

hmm big lady. Do giveaway for me na

Goalnaldo:
bro it's not easy. I have up to 9 books but only made three sales. I just gave up. In fact I haven't visited kdp for almost two months now.

I swear down.

Them ogas say that the competition is very high now.

Rareoil:
@Meedon


Where are the Masturbation quitting tips you said you will drop?

Check my other thread.

Virgo01:
Why not withdraw your Payoneer funds through an exchanger? The rate now is upwards of #420/$

I don't have the MAP thing activated.

pcguru1:
I for advise you on your depression but one hood nigga Saroutobi will soon start vexing.

Advise abeg.