The Shocking Thing That Happened While I Was Masturbating Many Years Ago

Masturbation is something I really struggled with during my final years as a teenager while still living a life of sin. But this didn't stop even after i had become saved, as the habit for some strange reason stubbornly refused to leave me, as some others which I also struggled with beforehand, like stealing and cheating that immediately left, to prove that a remarkable change had taken place in my life.

It was a function of the sexual lust that yet persisted and took me quite a while to overcome even as believer. But although I seriously struggled with the act, it wasn't that I really liked it, because I can't remember ever liking masturbation even as a sinner, but how i was desperately praying to God at the time to help me out as i was fed up the habit.

So if I was already uncomfortable with it as a sinner to the extent that I was asking God for help, how much more after I got saved?
However because it was a result of sexual lust, my mindset after I got saved was that instead of me to fornicate, it was better I masturbated because I saw fornication as a sinful act involving two persons while masturbation was just one.

But something happened one day while I was masturbating that shocked me to my bone marrows.

It was while I was ejaculating, that I suddenly heard a bird's voice uttering sounds in sync with me and the emotions I was going through at that same point, as though it was climaxing with me. And it started once I started ejaculating and also stopped immediately It was over.

It was then it began to dawn on me that contrary to my belief at the time concerning masturbation, that I wasn't really alone in the act even though it appeared so, but there was at least someone else sharing that moment with me even though the person wasn't visible to me.

This was really an eye opener for me and could explain why at the time I used to find myself having sex or fornicating in dreams which eventually leads to my ejaculating in the physical. I could remember that it was a thing of concern for me then because it obviously didn't feel right, but I appeared too powerless to prevent such an outcome in the dream.

But what I've come to learn about dreams is that it's more less a reflection of what takes place in the physical. In order words, someone to a large extent determines the outcomes of his dreams by what he does in the physical realm.

So the reason I was completely powerless to prevent myself from having sexual intercourse with a lady or ladies in the dream at the time, was because of what I was doing in the physical. For instance, the sex I found myself having with a lady in the dream was pretty much the same sex that was taking place when i was masturbating in the physical realm. Only that in the dreams, the person or persons I was having sex with while masturbating were now visible to me.

Hence there's no way I could stop that outcome of having sex in my dreams without stopping masturbation in the physical realm, because the physical realm was the only place I had power to stop the sex that was taking place in the dreams.

Hence i had to stop masturbation, because I already detested the act, but this realization now made it even more urgent. However it wasn't really easy to achieve that but I was determined, and didn't allow God to rest on the matter. I so badly and desperately needed to defeat that habit and eventually God granted me the desire of my heart as I became completely free from masturbation. That is, I was free indeed!

Also the sex in the dreams completely stopped, to prove that it was really the masturbation that exposed me to such attacks and devices of the devil which also caused me to be having sex in the dream world.

It felt really good to see myself walk in the victory over such a sinful habit that held me bound for quite a while, something I had desired for a long time. Hence when I hear of people yet struggling with masturbation and sexual sins, I understand what it feels like having been where they were in the past, but my experience tells me that if God could do it for me that today i am completely free of such a habit, He could also do the same for them.

I pray that God would help as many as are earnestly desiring to overcome this habit even as He helped me. In Jesus name. Amen!

God bless.

Cc. Lalasticlala

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Thank God for that......


@jesusjnr2020....I overheard someone say that if you are masturbating,there are evil people around collecting your semen/destiny spiritually....How true is it?

I later heard things about marine spirits, spiritual husbands, wives which agrees with what I experienced that day and also in my dreams at the time. So it should surely have spiritual repercussions.

Thanks and God bless.

Auditory hallucinations?

Masturbation is a very stubborn addiction, if you are able to overcome it, there's nothing you won't overcome in life.

Freestainworld:
Masturbation is a very stubborn addiction, if you are able to overcome it, there's nothing you won't overcome in life.

FREESTAINWORLD(2021).

Can i say something?? Am not surprised

Let the serpent talk. Mastubation is good for the health but the thing is many people get addicted to it which is bad, same way as many people get addicted to sex and pornography. Addiction is bad dear . .
Do it but moderately..

You were an addict. That is your problem. God has helped you overcome the power of addiction. Many people are in rehab because of what addiction has done to them. Whether sex addiction or drugs addiction, drinking addiction

emorse:
Auditory hallucinations?

very likely,the guy released part of his brain cells

IntersexSherry:
Let the serpent talk. Mastubation is good for the health but the thing is many people get addicted to it which is bad, same way as many people get addicted to sex and pornography. Addiction is bad dear . .
Do it but moderately..

It is better to abstain rather than thinking of moderation cus there is nobody who has moderation power. Besides, ejaculation needs to be controlled and be done with a physical partner who you love and loves you in return cus there is a lot attached. We need to be careful of medical jargons we read online, there is more to ejaculation.

adexpa:


It is better to abstain rather than thinking of moderation cus there is nobody who has moderation power. Besides, ejaculation needs to be controlled and be done with a physical partner who you love and loves you in return cus there is a lot attached. We need to be careful of medical jargons we read online, there is more to ejaculation.

i will advise men to abstain because they are the ones that
easily loose control

Thank God for that......


@jesusjnr2020....I overheard someone say that if you are masturbating,there are evil people around collecting your semen/destiny spiritually....How true is it?

IntersexSherry:
i will advise men to abstain because they are the ones that
easily loose control

So Who Are U Exactly.... Male or Female

IntersexSherry:
i will advise men to abstain because they are the ones that
easily loose control

Ok ma

adexpa:

Ok ma

ma/sir

Reex12:
ma/sir

Lol.....I am not intersex, I am a man.
Thank you

adexpa:

Lol.....I am not intersex, I am a man. Thank you

am referring to the MA-SIR not MA you quoted.

I have a friend that experience worse than this...

Because he can deeply feel under his skin someone rubbing his manhood (during the act) ...

If you want to be free from masturbation
please pray.and meditate this short prayer



In the name of jesus

Oh, father
I'm sorry to offend you for my weakness and sin
i confess my sin of masturbation
I'm not worthy to stand before you
but because of the multitude of your tender mercies
blot away my sin and the weakness of masturbation
put clean steadfast spirit within me
restore to me the joy of your salvation
and revive my body as a holy temple of your holy spirit

Amen.

Before and after this prayer plead to God and enerstly desire that you want to be pure like God, you you'll see his mercy

And i must tell you that by your own power,you cannot stop the act, but when the lord intervene for you, you'll see the power of masturbation being trampled and you'll be free without any struggle, when God start intervening it is very possible you'll repeat the act the first week, then you will need to ask God that you dont want to struggle over it.

if you do this things sincerely God will give you victory and joy, and your body will now cool down.

adexpa:


It is better to abstain rather than thinking of moderation cus there is nobody who has moderation power. Besides, ejaculation needs to be controlled and be done with a physical partner who you love and loves you in return cus there is a lot attached. We need to be careful of medical jargons we read online, there is more to ejaculation.

There is more to ejaculation? What sir?

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Thank God for that......


@jesusjnr2020....I overheard someone say that if you are masturbating,there are evil people around collecting your semen/destiny spiritually....How true is it?

If you believe this, you'll probably believe anything

Masturbation is like pushing a self destruct button

What make mestubation very stubborn addiction, is that you can't fight what you are enjoying, there was a story of a man who always committed a particular sin and each time he committed the sin, he felt guilty and approached God for help, some few days later he committed the same sin (after many uncounted ones), approached God again and complained bitterly that God should help him, alas, God responded to him by saying......"but you are still enjoying it"

It is so hard to leg go of what you are enjoying, something you derived pleasure in. God won't help until you hate it.

IntersexSherry:
i will advise men to abstain because they are the ones that
easily loose control

See you... Na girls masturbate pass jor

Masturbation is having sex with a demon like u rightly pointed that someone u didn't see was sharing that moment with you. You were not having sex in the dream because u were masturbating. The same demon that made masturbate is the same the demon coming to have sex with you in dream. When God saved me From masturbation, I kept on having sex in the dream for more than a year. The demon was very wicked that it never wanted to let go off me. But thank God for Jesus who gave me victory at last. The devil wants to keep the children of God in sin so as to accuse them before God and in the process deny them the benefits of being the children of God. Those who have not encountered Jesus I pray he meets u in very point of need. Those who are battling with one sin or other and geniuenly wants to stop he Jesus meet you today.

U read my situation like a card reader been strugling since 2017 till date

Congratulations to you....you made the right choice

I was once an addict too....the battle wasn't an easy one....I had many lapses in life...physically, financially and otherwise.

That's why I keep preaching against it both here on Nairaland
(I have some threads about Masturbation on my profile)

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https://www.nairaland.com/3320767

and offline....it's really encroaching into many people's lives

Tried everything possible to stop the shit for two decades but it was impossible...

But I stopped when I saw an old man with my late dad warning me in the dream to stop or face the consequences...the consequence I'm scared to share sef cos the dream was so real.

I stopped one time..

Except real sex...masturbation, dead and gone.