DrLevi:

I slept off, can't believe we chatted for over 4 hours. It was a fun night and a beautiful end to perfect day, thanks!

It's my pleasure

DrLevi:

I wonder what's fueling this strong feeling of yours.

Lol... I wonder also.

Well I'll be off to bed now. Have a good night rest Once again, Happy birthday.

DrLevi:

You must be so confident in you skills.

I wonder what you've deduced about me

Nothing much. I just have a strong feeling we'll meet some day.

DrLevi:

You don't fear the possibility that one of those guys would want to go all the way, even if it's forcefully?

By now you should know I study people a lot. And like I said before, I always pick the location.

DrLevi:

Not that bad? You use guys for sexual pleasure. Lead them halfway and leave them stranded with a hard-on... That's thanos level bad

Well I'm not that bad cos I do tell them that I'm a virgin and I ain't giving that up. Also I try to make the location for the make out somewhere partly public so I can use the excuse of "we might get caught" to end it

DrLevi:

Yeah right... I feel pity for all the weird nerds around you. I feel they're endangered species at this point

I'm not that bad. It's the reason I tied myself down with distant relationships.

Also I've only met a few weird nerds. The one in my class is married and he does have a thing for me but I don't do married men.

DrLevi:

Any there's not hidden agenda like the fact that they're likely to be more caring, probably won't contemplate cheating and are easily controlled?

Lol... I don't know any of those stuff.

DrLevi:

Ah! You really meant it when you said you were using these guys.
You'll be so terrible when your virginity goes. So terrible
You do sound like someone having a midlife crisis

I've always preferred to strictly sexual, no commitment relationships, I like to think I'm single because that's what I'm still looking for. But apparently girls like you who 'use' guys never come my way

Having a thing for weird guys? I wonder why. What exactly attracts you about them

Well for one, they're usually intelligent. They're introverts and don't know how to start up a conversation. Also the amusement on their face when they see the attention I shower them. I just find it all cute.

DrLevi:

Define "Using guys for pleasure" because you lost me there.
Also a midlife crisis? When you're still in your earlier life, I'm so lost

So it'd takes gratitude instead of sweet words?
If only those Hot guys would pay me for this information

Saying weird is cute is weird in itself. Stop painting a handsome guy behind the moniker, my face can cause you sleepless night
(Don't ask me to upload it, I can't)

I like to call any crisis midlife crisis, sorry
Using guys for my pleasure sake is basically feeling the urge to make out with someone and then I just call a guy. It's using cos I always stop him halfway. Also once they start catching feelings, that's the end of it.


Just hold on to the info, who knows, it might come in handy someday.

Thing is I'm also weird in my own way. I also tend to fall for weird guys Don't worry I won't ask for a picture cos I know you won't.

DrLevi:

Once there's doubt, it only takes a guy with the right words at this point

virgins, y'all think alike. A female friend of mine said this recently. There's also the possibility you'd totally hate it

Lol... I'm just weird

I think the guy would need more than the right words.

I don't know about other virgins but I kinda started using guys for my pleasure sake after a midlife crises.
Also I'm one to feel indebted a lot for the very little things. I might just give in to a guy asking for sex just cos he did something I should be grateful for.


Weird is cute.

DrLevi:

Before I answer that, so you're getting married a virgin or someday you'll damn the consequences and just do it

Me? I've walked away from 2 chances(just wasn't up for it then), and I don't find a lot of gals attractive enough to get that intimate with. It's a mixture of failed opportunities and a habit of being picky

Well I would love to get married a virgin but I fear the chances of that happening is very slim. I'm guessing one day I'll damn the consequences. It's just that I want to be damning the consequences with someone that's worth damming the consequences for.

Another reason I'm still a virgin is cos I feel the moment I'm not, I'll go wild.

If you don't find a lot of girls attractive to be intimate with, then you must be one hell of a prince charming

DrLevi:

It's fun finding out the reason why and I make it a habit of always asking

What do I think?
You've never mentioned anything in your diary to suggest you're interested, so I'm guessing either faith or fear

Well, it's both. Faith and Fear.

What's your own excuse?

DrLevi:

Lol.... Females virgins are always fun.

So what's your excuse? Or should I say reason?

Hey explain what you mean by we're always fun


What do you think?

DrLevi:

Nope

Awwn.. You and me both