just as abayhormi has i woul advice u to go for vocation,eg d carpentry u might not hav d money to go to a big executives to learn but u can lear n from a cheaper place thats always busy n put interest into it n come out top,n if if not going too here u can try getting a job with d xecutv type while workin ther u learn more esp on d finese n save in humility that evn whn u go open ur place ul b surprise,not only carpentry,its just an eg.goodluck

past is past,hu knows he mgt evn b lieing,,whats d posibility uv not bn intimate wt her frnd,whrs ur othr gal,,smbody u know is having hr now.thrs no future wthout a past n some past is just a phase u must xperience but not dwell on,be urslf n continue,u can ask her abt it if it wl gv u peace ,live for urslf not for ur frnd