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Wetin we wan use am do. Abi these artifacts dey vomit money ni?

SporaD8:
"Intelligent people are learner's, but foo1s are known by multitude of words!"

Chai.. God bless you big time..

Someone wants to play role the movie titled 'king of boys' here oooo .

O FUNNY SHA - O DA BI SCRIPT.

If I told you some things, you would laugh and mock me.

If they were not my personal experiences and I was hearing from someone else, maybe I would laugh too.

February, 2010, I was in surgery for appendectomy. I knew when I went into the theatre and I knew when I regained clear consciousness in the ward. But in-between those two points, I had blurred realities. I am not sure if I should call them dreams or trances. I know the medical people might have some explanations about such experiences. Usually, they say such experiences come from repressed thoughts.

Well, what happened was that at a point I saw myself as though I was detached from my body. I could see the body by itself on a bed and recognized that it was my body and that it was distinct from "me". Now that second "me" as distinct from the one on the bed seemed bodiless - it was as if I consisted of just sight and sound without a body. Like if you are standing upright, you could look down and see the rest of your body. But I was in a form in which it was as though I was standing upright and could move about but I could not see my arms, torso, legs or whatever.

I realised that what should be my body was detached from me and lying on a bed. But suddenly that my bodiless form was lifted up from the world. Then I found myself at a gated entrance and met two men seated at the entrance. They were not winged creatures or whatever I may have read from books, they looked perfectly like humans. So, I spoke to them and pleaded with them. I said, "You see, you need to send me back because there will be nobody to take care of my family, my people". I spoke in Yoruba. They replied to me also in Yoruba. They said, "we do not send people back." So, I said, "Haaa, Tosin, toju Mama o. Won ni won o le da mi pada o." Tosin is a close friend that I took as a brother. So, I was telling him to take care of my mother and that I am told I could not return to the world.

Somehow, the men and I were far above the earth but we could see everything clearly. And it was like we could talk to the people on earth regardless of the distance. So, after saying "Tosin toju Mama..." I turned back to the men and said, "Okay, then, open the gates for me." Then, they said, " We do not open the gates for anyone". So, I became a little distressed and said "Haha, what is this? You do not send people back, and you do not open the gates for people. So, what am I going to do now?" Then they said, "You would need to wait for Jesus. It is Jesus that opens the gates for people. It is also him that sends people back". Although I was still in that sight-and-sound form and could not see the rest of my body, I had a general feeling of extreme discomfort all over me. I told the men, "Okay then, I will wait for Jesus."

Just then, the gates flung open by themselves without anyone touching them and I saw Jesus coming. He didn't look like any of the images I had previously associated with that name but somehow I knew it was him. Then, I began to say, "Mo ri Jesu, mo ri Jesu, O tu mi lara" ("I see Jesus, I see Jesus, he soothes me" because suddenly a wave of comfort swept over me as I looked at him. It's as if someone was entering a fully air conditioned car on an extremely hot day. It was an instant flip from extreme discomfort to extreme comfort. He came nearer but I had only one concern, I wanted to return to the earth and my family. So, I told him. He looked at me and said "You qualify to stay...." (And I was amazed. A thought flipped through my mind - "how did I qualify to stay? What qualifies me?". Then he continued "...but go back and finish my work." When I heard that, I was delighted. I was not delighted because of his work. I was delighted because I was going back to my family! That was my mind. Then I said, "I have a question. Those men I saw at the gates, they told me, "Awa o ki n da eeyan pada, awa o ki n silekun fun eeyan", so, ki wa ni ise won? (Those men said "We don't send people back and we don't open the gates for people", so what then is their job?" He looked at me and said "I am the Resurrection and the Life". So, I said, "Ehen, so, that is the meaning of it?". He said it so casually as though it's just a name, like someone would say. "I am Temitope". It didn't sound as though he counted it anything special to be the Resurrection and the Life. I don't know if you get it. It didn't sound as if resurrection is anything special. Like he didn't attach any airs to it.

Following that conversation, I suddenly returned to a room and found my body on a bed and the body was surrounded by friends and family. They seemed to be making plans for an ambulance to transfer the body for burial. It seemed to me that I could hear them but they could not hear because I was telling them, "Stop making plans for my burial, I am about to wake up" but they did not seem to hear and were continuing with their plans. But when I looked at anyone, I would immediately know what the person wanted to say or do, then the person would say it or do it. So, I was like, what's going on? Then a lot of other things happened but let me skip those details. However, the way it seemed I could have a foreknowledge of things around me was funny to me. I would know that someone was planning something bad for me and then the person would still do it. I would see that someone else was planning good for me and the person would go ahead and do it. At the end of the day, everything seemed to interact to get me into a specific place and I became so grateful for even the bad things that some did in spite of their wicked intentions. It was as if the good would not have worked out if not for the bad. So, I said, "O funny sha, o da bi script. Awon wo lo ko script yi gan?" [This is funny. It looks scripted. Who are the people that wrote this script?"] Someone I didn't see said "awon Orun ni" [It is the heavenly ones.] Then I said, "Haa, so awon Orun lo ko script, awa kan de n se ti wa" [Oh, so it's the heavenly ones that wrote the scripts and we are just acting out the scripts inadvertently].

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Now, when I fully recovered, the nurses in that hospital began to mock me. Some called me "Ayorunbo" [The one that went to Heaven and back]. The nurses asked me "Who is Tosin?" I told them. Then I said, "So, you were hearing everything I was saying?" I asked if they heard the other people I was conversing with, but no, it was just me they heard.

One nurse asked me if I had been afraid of dying in surgery before coming to he hospital. Some other nurses were like - "It's good to be pure in mind. I see Jesus. I see Jesus. This brother had a pure mind." They laughed. I smiled. But I was puzzled.

Was it merely a dream? Was it repressed thoughts playing out? Was it a trance? Till today, I still don't know how to class that experience. But whenever I faced the most difficult challenges in life thereafter, I would always say, "Lord, you told me that you are the resurrection and the life. Show your resurrection power." It has been for me a kind of inner strength these twelve years. It's funny but puzzling and humbling.

In my opinion.. you shouldn't have married. You could have simply pregnanted her and know u both just share/ have kid(s).
I believe you also failed to read, learn and understand the institution marriage..
You can still amend your ways and accept the nitigrity of the institution called marriage.
God show you more lead.

We shall see the outcome

May God console the family