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No body send you. Let people be if you no get anything to give.
No be you get Nairaland so your "thinking" is irrelevant. Feel free to deactivate

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I have asked myself if the troubles are worth it. If anything is worth fighting for. What happens at the end of the world? For me, to an extent, i am certain no one wins, we all lose at the end.

Too much fight, too much wars within and outside. Self Conflict, too much ambition, too much struggle to become: in a world full of too much obstacles, too much hate and limited love.

Too much unforgivness. Even the air I breathe is unforgiving and will be taken from me. And only the earth truly forgives when it receives a body. When the casket closes and the crowd returns home.

When I was a child, I gave Christianity and school every bit of me. I lived two sides of a coin; Christianity and education only to grow up to realize it's too many lies and a burden: too much dishonesty and manipulations. I have lost on both sides. It breaks me to know I have been played, lied to and manipulated emotionally through this coin.

The younger me! All those nights I watched our neighbor screaming hallelujah, calling a savior at the top of her voice just like millions of others. Still she lost her husband. How would she take care of 4 kids?
All those Sundays sitting beside my mother singing hymns and still lost her home. All those week-day vigils I cried with my eyes closed standing, praying and waving my hands relentlessly ending it in a solidarity fist pointed at the sky. Or perhaps it's just dedicated to the roof and ceiling fan in our place of worship because all those prayers/wishes never came to pass

Sometimes I wish I could whisper a message from the future to the younger me. Or maybe I did and still got it wrong. "Everything is education", " please don't jump no matter how long it's to get the best"... I wish I listened or maybe I did and look at me now! Fraustrated, angry and sad about everything. --- But atleast I quit drugs and alcohol over 10 years ago and never went back. Maybe that's the one battle I ever won.

But now I feel lonelier than ever. Just me, my phone, Nairaland and thousands of friends I may never meet before I self-destruct. I am afraid a father-figure who helped me to be on my feet, I may never meet

Congratulations

timbros:
Mourinho's all time XI of players he has worked with...

https://www.dailymail.co.uk/sport/football/article-8931393/Mourinho-names-time-XI-players-worked-EIGHT-former-Chelsea-stars-in.html

Still a blue...

Calrvaho is gold.
Miss the ball but don't miss the leg

Still the only probable candidate

paulolee:
Going bt dt triplets i guess its IVF tinz n its science at work...congrats though

That picture is the truest irony I have seen in a while

Money is simple. Money is good

iokpebholo:
Eya.RIP d crying governor

I don't want to type "his tears lives on"

BlueMann:

is that James

KoyZ:
Good day chief. This is unrelated to this post but I came across a question you asked years back as regards aptitude tests conducted by Jamb.
Re: https://www.nairaland.com/4535993/2018-jamb-examination-nigeria-police#68069621

Could I get to know what the questions were like, please?
Standing by. Thanks.

for mathematics... ratio and percentage... greater that> and less than <

for English... sentence structure... present perfect and past perfect.

General knowledge... the number of state in South. west.... Ecowas, and other random general political knowledge of UN WHO and co

I wish u goodluck

Ibime:
Looks like Azpi is now a perennial substitute

he has really tried for Chelsea

Peterjnr123:
I dare u..u can't

If I tell u the phone u won't believe

Tecno

So Biden is not a Christian?

BlueAir:
I agree with those ones snapping in front of different gates but can't say about the rest.


As for the gate shiit, no argue me!

What about the ones that bring out their tongue b4 snapping

RenaissanceGuy:
You must really think those buses are China's version of high-speed trains for you to be posting them up and down, as if they cannot be replaced. BTW there was no need for those boastings. It doesn't cost more than N35k to get a passport and it doesn't cost a kobo to get a Payoneer debit card.

hahahah this is a smack down.

Abeg don't kill tecomm o

BlueRayDick:
Blessed are the looting mediators, for they shall inherit a cell in Ilorin prisons

Madanla prison

timay:
Plot twist, it might even belong to a Corper that works in one of the stores there.

Corper dey work for mall naa 1 year extension be that o

BlueRayDick:
Local man just killed his career before it started. Alaye left his NYSC ID in a store he looted along with others.

What if he is being setup?? No corper will be dumb enough to take his NYSC ID to buggle a store and still lose it there

weblord1900:
I just downloaded the file,, it contains 16,955 Usernames and Emails.. The file is hosted on https://firstgem.com.ng/

Wow

EvilSec:
Nairaland doesn't have a privacy policy, your data can get sold for less than a cup of rice.

Nairaland didn't sell it. Those uses posted their emails and phone number themselves

Those are not coming from seun.

Some people will open a thread and say "I have made 100$. Drop you email and phone number,if you want to learn how". Do you remember such posts ?


Remember all those fools that drop their phone number and emails? This is the end result.