Sad stories has been my eulogy right from time.

I wanted to lose my virginity since I'm almost 30 and yet no signs of losing the cursed thing.

I hustled for a week and made out #2500 to finally bang one babe in my street since she said its the price for 2 nuts. 2.5k for 2 nuts is fine by me

She collected the money and pulled her clothes off. She refused to pull her blouse, claiming my money isn't enough.
I wanted to penetrate and my dick didn't even respond. It was just dead. The condom even made things worse.
I wanted to enter raw but she harshly rebuked me and claimed I wanted to infect her. That if I am not doing with CD, I should take myself out of her room.
I couldn't bring it up, and offered for Mouth Gig. She shoved me on a chair and gave me 1 handjob and I came in less than 30s. She was obviously disgusted and at that moment, I regret watching my first porn in 1995 till date
She just sent me out of her room, I asked for my money since she didn't serve me and she started yelling and making a scene. I left to avoid embarrassment.
I am sick

I'm tired of this life. Almost 30 and I have no life. I can't Even find some of my critical documents like DOB and original admission letter(I only see the photocopy), this is preventing me from getting a decent job.

I hope my death makes more money than my life.
Its only a matter of time

Can you explain a bit more

EmdRizy:
Hi guys,who has used the gionee k3? Is it a good buy? What is the user experience like?
And when will the k3 pro be available in Nigeria?

Its a good device for its price, honestly

I felt like vomiting while reading this dumb post

Carchoice:
For the past weeks now I have been questioning God if He deliberately put sexual desire in us to make the ignorant and foolish minded ones to lose focus and concentration.

Sex is not only overrated but I’m beginning to see it as demonic. The thought of it takes you away from reality. You get trapped in a loop where the only escape you can think of is sex and more sex. Hence fornicating.

After careful observation and prayers, I realized the problem was/is me. Whatever you feed your mind is what it consciously and unconsciously feeds your body. That is, when you lust after a sexy lady’s photo or see a lady with a nice backside and start to imagine things, you have unconsciously incurred a debt, a debt you must pay. How? Whatever goes into your mind can’t go away easily until you satisfies it (pays the debt) and satisfying it is just the beginning of more to happen. (More debt)


Sex is(soon to be “was”) the only thing that comes to my mind whenever a female comes to my place or calls me. But the past weeks I have been advising myself to stop wasting my minds space and precious time on impurities, then the ladies started coming at me, I would open my WhatsApp and see a text that says

“I am Hot, can I come around”, “why are you avoiding me”, “are you trying to tell me you have not had sex since then?”

It hasn’t been easy for me as I was able to acknowledge a problem right before me but the solution to the problem is far far within me. I don’t know what your life problems are/is but for me, fornication is my only problem right now and I pray and pray I can defeat this. (Prayers in cases like this cleanse impurities from your mind)


Whenever you sees someone post “the only thing in our youths mind is sex”. That post is not far from the truth. When you allow your mind to accommodate sexual pleasures whenever it arises, nothing good can stay in that mind. The only thing that will occupy the whole of your minds space is sex and it will lock the doors for other reasoning that will better your life.


A lady friend had been calling me all through the weekdays, I did not pick because she was part of the problem. Yesterday being Sunday I finally picked and she insisted on seeing me that it’s been a while (just one week of no see) I told her I was busy, several times. But she insisted on coming, she even noted that it seems I am avoiding sex that she’ll not do anything funny.(I didn’t believe her ofcourse) but I took it as a challenge to see how far I had gone with my self-discipline. She finally came and a little chit chat and all that, then the devil struck. I was just on boxer, she went on her knees. I will never forget these words that came from her;

“you can’t resist this”.

I fell for it. So many things were running through my mind but I lost.


Then I had a dream around 4am. I dreamt I and others were writing exams, I wasn’t sure what exam it was but it seemed very intense. What I did on my answer sheet was I copied all the questions. I did not answer any of it. And to think the exams were not conducted in a class but outside(you can even go home to answer yours) we were given ENOUGH time to answer the questions. But I was not able to answer any. When time was up, I went to submit and realized it was just me and two others that are yet to submit ours. I had to quickly go through one of the candidates answer script and saw that the questions I could not answer were more like primary school questions but time was already up and the invigilator asked the three of us to wait outside as punishment for submitting late. I immediately pleaded with one of the candidates to allow me copy answers from him which he accepted but immediately I wrote the first line. We were called in to submit our scripts. I woke up and shouted

“I don fvck up” I actually failed a real life exam and it happened yesterday evening.


I’m beginning to feel ashamed to pray to God. I have to work on myself before involving God. Whenever I remember I have a long journey ahead of me, I cringe. But by God’s Grace and his Mercy, I will share a testimony soon, as I did masturbation.


PS. Atheist and non-believers should not derail.

Cc righteousness89

a like minded post

https://www.nairaland.com/5700878/fornication-quitting-challenge-thread-say

Casalindal:


Uncle please what attention are mine looking for?? Please me I’m broke and not looking for any attention so please go and seat down

DrFunmisticGlow
i know this is your alt acct

dont comment, dont feed her the attention this guy is looking for
1 like = 1 Fvck you casalindaa

D only way is to flash and root the phone and MANUALLY REMOVE the bloatware with your own hands

Sacrosanct12:
Block chrome from showing notification on the notification bar, it would help stop the trigger to watch.

How do I do this, this is the biggest issue now

Righteousness98:
Sad!!
God that asked us to stay away from SODOMY and SEXUAL IMMORTALITY knew what he was saying!
Your spirit has been polluted and corrupted by the demons of sexual looseness!!
God asked us to stay away from these things not because he hated us or for us not to "enjoy", he wanted us to be FREE!!
SEE A STRONG PASTOR, GO FOR 21 DAYS FASTING AND PRAYER UNDER HIS TUTELAGE!!

YOUR SPIRIT MAN HAS BEEN TIED DOWN AND ONLY THE SWORD OF THE SPIRIT CAN BREAK THE CHAINS!!!

Make Haste!!! Time is Going!!!
Give your life to Christ and Repent!! All will be well!!!

Its been long since I stepped in church......hmmmm... I hope dis works

BornSnner9:
ok.. just hang yourself

If I curse you with my pains, you will log out for a long time
But I won't. If you don't have anything good 2 say why not keep shut

I asked to help in the last thread yet I tried all the advise and it didn't work

https://www.0.freebasics.com/https/www.nairaland.com/6116593/xvideos-finished-me?iorg_service_id_internal=1646953538912597%3BAfo2qhfEaltqbfeT

I lost my job since I hated it last friday and I worked as a mason in a site on weekend (Monday from Saturday).. Can you guess what I wasted the money on.

I made 3k on the two days I worked and I wasted like 2k on data on porns.

My phone keep sending porn notifications on chrome, I keep swiping away but it keep triggering me and coming back.
Its #100 to go to site from home and now go come for two days is #400. I have #0 left on me now because the last #500 was used for paracetamol and drug (#100) and #400 was used for eating out cause foodstuff is too expensive for cooking. Common rice is now #100 one cup.. How much money will remain for stew...

Why did I fail myself, I regret buying 4g phone, I just keep streaming till data exhausts and then I buy another.... If not for hunger I'd have wasted all the money on porns.

I have failed myself and my life. Will I be free?

squash47:
Bros, this your case strong o.


U just dey download, and view nearly all d videos for the website.


E be like say u get exam for xvideo office so u won really get enough ideas in case Dem blast u question.


Anyway, d advice I get for u na to find better hobby like playing football, playing games on ur phone or doing something else online.

Me, I used to be like u but since I started studying JavaScript, I no get time for all doz nonsense again.

Also, I spend and waste my data on quora, medium and nairaland so that I can learn something new.



Watching people having sex online na just one nonsense and boring something. I don't even enjoy it again.

Maybe I'm getting older that's why.

pls what do you think i can learn pls

jagaban002:
Even if you have a gf you can’t stop because it’s already part of you . How to get rid of this if you will listen
1) get rid of that your pc and any phone that can download any file even Audio file to start with .
2) go get a Bleep mate and let her know your problem e.g calabar girl
3) Dont be alone , that’s when you think of masturbation . Make fnds and don’t me a loner
4) see it as a bad luck and negative effect towards ur future and work be positive of stoping it . If you can do this for 6months u will stop
Not being on social media for even a year won’t kill you as long as u can stop this . Best of luck mate

phone yes but pc never

my laptop is my work station i cant get rid of it pls

TheCork:



Bro juss watch pornhub instead. It much safer & highly recomend for the home (truss me )

if only you know what i have been tru

i keep downloading again and again till my data finishes.... i always look forward to night plan.. after the act i delete all the videos but before you know it im back in the act again

lease help me guysi dont know what my issue is
xvideo has finished me.everyday is back to back hardship and bad luck all necause of this act, i do it 2-4 times everyday.its giving me health issues as well. i now how blockage in my nose and sinus, my middle back has one terrible pain whenever i try to work because of continuous bending of back while watching it on my pc.i dont know waht to do again, i have done all i can. i tried all the advise online, higuest willbe one month abstinence, then i find myself back into thisa lot of things have gone sour in my life because of this act, my education was poor, i have no babe, i hate my job and corona has made the habit worse when xvideo made their high quality videos free.. see me taking poison everyday.. i am tired.i wanked three times yesteeday night with at least 20 new videos. i went to church this morning and pastor was preaching on immorality and i promised myself i wont do it again.guess what, i have done it twice since i got back from church it's killing me help.these are the videos i watched last night alone,i dont know how i got into this mess

illicit:
Removing all my clothes before I use d toilet

I thought I was alone

Zanyking:
weed ain't bad.. but if you want to stop, it's a gradual something. You have to reduce your intake.. maybe one tab per day, from there one or two per week... I do weed but I don't smoke it on a regular. Maybe once in a month or twice.. instead of smoking I use it for herbal tea.

Too much sense day worry you
Using it as tea is better than smoking
At least your lungs are still healthy and yet you still day stone day goo

Lol, these aren't memes
Poorly edited and the templates are even low qual.

This is what a meme is, made by another nairalander

OP, that guy has stalked you
Remember you can get a Facebook and Whatsapp name from number alone. Truexaller things.
Report to the police.
That is how all this serial killers startt

....I used to masturbate a lot. I would ask God for forgiveness before I started, while I was doing it and immediately I finished. I just wanted to make sure that if the trumpet sounded while my dick was in my hand, I would still make heaven...

This guy na fool

1. Stop watching porn permanently (hardcore and softcore)
2. Stop masturbation permanently.
3. Take the drugs listed below.

You're welcome.

Another time waster