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Salamu Alaikum, thank you everyone for the care you're showing. Im glad to have people that care. Brother, you said you don't believe jinn can posses or stop a woman from marrying. This was me brother some few years ago. In fact, I completely didn't believe in jinn possession and i tagged it as schizophrenia or mental disorder ( which even for psychiatrists, some phenomenon are of unknown etiology) but i still believed them. Now in my case, I started having what psychiatrists call sleep paralysis. It was a normal sleep paralysis explianed in books. Eventually, i started having auditory hallucinations (as they call it) and it lead to shadow like visual hallucinations. I started having sleep apnea ( I vividly feel like I'm chocked or prevented from breathing. I was still young and since the symptoms progressed slowly, i took everything in and never spoke about my experiences. As it kept progressing, i started having dreams with a male entity, thoughts of that same entity filled my heart. In my mind, still (since i do some research) I thought it was a notmal teenage thought of having a husband, but mine was different. These thoughts were always there. I form love scenarios and family scenarios to the point that i became a daydreamer to people. I even get excited to be alone and do nothing but have these thoughts. These seem normal right? No brother, i noticed I didn't like men at all ( not that i liked any other gender) I noticed I always compare any man with that my scenario lover, which no body meets up to. The dreams continued and though my family knew about the sleep paralysis, no body knew my other symptoms since to me they were normal. Whenever i have someone that loves me then he becomes my enemy. Sometimes as time goes by, i fall for someone and when we start talking, he'll just leave. No reason, no explanation noting. This happened woth almost 7 men. Is that normal? Well to me it was at that time. I just thought that yes, ot my fault. My behavior. Maybe im this and that. Sexual dreams started when i was young, i would wake up to doing that and I'll be disgusted at how i can actually have a dream like that. The sleep paralysis progressed to actually seeing people or a person, sitting nect to me, or lying down next to me. Then nightmares Subhanallah. Night became a terror to me. I couldn't sleep. I started focusing on my deen more and more. Things continued. I noticed i frown for no reason even in the moddle of happy jokes with friends to the point that they even know when i do that. Some nights I wouldn't sleep. If i try to then I'll just be awoken by loud sound subhanallah. It was terrible. And all this i took it alone in school. ( I don't want to go deeply into details I'm not comfortable) At this point, I noticed i was alone in this. I have asked my friends if they feel the same and all were negative. I made researchs but nobody have the same complete every symptom in one. I had all the sleep disorders which was weird because they are alot. I started receiving herbal medicine which some may subside some symptoms while others may even aggravate. What made me believe in spirit husband and that this is actually a case? Well I started reading articles about the case and people's experience. Brother, believe or not but they had almost the same symptoms with me. I knew I wasn't alone. There was a time it felt like rape in the dream . Not really a dream since im awake i can feel everything in the room but I just can't wake up or move. Brother how can you explain lots of women from different ethnicity and countries that i read about with similar experiences all of them calling it one particular disease? Do you know that even in medicine, you get a collection of similar symptom experience from patients, research on the cause and name the disease ? If its not spirit husband then it definitely is something and it affects some women (even rarely men) and all have similar experience. That was when I believed it was real. That was when I accepted and I knew Allah led me to knowing what it was. Brother, i had alot and lots of stories and experiences i have seen which i am not comfortable saying it here. This is just the tip of the iceberg . You can say you still don't believe it, it fine and ok. But its definitely a phenomenon, a syndrome and I'm open to hear the name of the syndrome . Please brothers and sisters, keep putting me in your prayers. I have travelled for educational purposes and haven't had calm and descent time to read the Surah. But I'm looking forward to a break in weekends and I'll In sha Allah do it. Jazakallahu Khairan. Salamo Alaikom |
lexiconkabir:Ok great. I'll try that brother In sha Allah. Thank you once again I'll update soon |
DevotedOne:Thank you very much. Jazakallahu khairan |
fareeed:Ameen. Thank you I'll look for it |
lexiconkabir:No it hasn't |
Hello brothers and sisters, my mum is away and I haven't been able to do the baqara recitation session. I have found rukya verses online and im listening to it. Thank you and please help me with dua |
Ok I'll try |
snapscore:Thank you and yes i do |
lexiconkabir:Shes my mother but if i can read it by myself then I would |
lexiconkabir:I can read the Quran and i also have someone that can read. Please tell me |
snapscore:Yes i do read the listen to the rukya verses. Yes it has been confirmed but only God can confirm it 100%. I have and still using herbal incense for jinn |
Hello everyone, I have been battling with spiritual experiences in dream since when i was young. Im now 23. Few years back due to the symptoms i was having, i was told i have a spirit husband. I have sexual dreams with a man and now girls even, every serious man that comes to my life leaves without a reason, and the rest of the symptoms like i read on threads online. I have been trying with spiritual medicines and dua but im not getting better. I know ots a test from Allah, but Allah says we should wake up and he would help us thats why i keep trying. Please comments that would help me is needed. Any imam that deals with these cases? Dua? Please also put me in dua my brothers and sisters. May Allah help us all |
Hello, I'm Toraya and ita nice to meet you all. Im new here |
Hello jarus, im a muslim and i need the same help. Where can i find the imam you're referring to |
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